My heart pace doubled as my breathing pipe tightened. The shouting wasn't doing any help either. The black spots returned to my eyes as i tried to get my breathe back but it wasn't happening. Gripping onto Dad's top he soon began to soothe me but nothing was working. I was too worked up. You could say my feels had attacked along with a life ruining man in which i could not control. The last thing i saw was Luke's smirk as he waved then stepped into a black Corsa before blackness took over.

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Opening my eyes i found i was in the back of the Jeep, my head on Dad's lap as his hands ran threw my hair. Sitting up i clutched my head which was now throbbing.
"Thank god you are awake i was beginning to panic."
"How long was i out and what happened?"
"About 15 minutes. After you passed out I began shouting at Andy and Austin to quit shouting at each other then we placed you in the car and took off. Austin told me to tell you that he was sorry and that he will explain what happened later, whatever that means." Whispering an okay i placed my head on the cool window as i watched the scenery go past. So much questions where flying through my head it was unreal. Deep down i knew that Austin was telling the truth but what i saw hurt me too much. It was as if someone had ripped my heart out then set it alight. Why can i never catch a break?


Entering the darkened house i stumbled up to my room not in the mood for talking to anyone. The only person i want to talk to is Austin but I'm angry at him. Placing my head in my pillow i let out a groan. Wanting to cheer myself up a bit i placed in All Time Low straight to DVD. Once the film was over i felt significantly better, it's crazy the way some band can make you feel so much better and it's even crazier that the guitarist got me drunk back on tour. Oh memories. Switching my TV off i pulled on my fluffy slippers and thudded down the stairs. Finding Jinxx spread out on the couch, some crime show playing i took my place on the single chair. Curling into the corner, my blanket snuggled around me Jinxx spoke up, "How ya doing kiddo."
"Okay i guess."
"You know what you feel right now is horrible isn't it. You feel like you can't cope and just want to cry but for what reason? When me and Sammi split i was devastated i mean ask any of the guys, i moped around the house for months not happy one bit until i came to the realisation that yeah you may break but that will only make you stronger. In all honesty i don't think Austin was lying to you, i mean I've met the kid and the way he talks and looks at you shows how much he cares. I know you may not want to believe that because of what you saw but take it from me he is a great guy and you know it. Deep down you know he didn't kiss Chelsea, hell you have known him since you where little so you know what type of guy he is and it certainly ain't a douche." To be honest Jinxx was right i know what kinda guy Austin is.
"Thanks Jinxx i needed that. You really are a wise guy." I stated causing him to let out a chuckle as i ran up the stairs feeling much brighter. Stepping into my room my familiar ringtone sounded. Picking up my phone i placed it to my ear as Austin's voice rang through pleading for me to listen.

"Cassara i'm so so sorry what you saw was out of context i promise just please listen..."
"Shut up you idiot of course i know that you wouldn't kiss Chelsea. The scene just you know made me not believe you i mean what would you do if you found me kissing someone who had bullied you for years. I over reacted and I'm sorry, i have known you since i was little i know what kinda guy you are!"
"Thank god i thought i had blew it and why are you saying sorry it wasn't your fault, hell its me who should be asking for your forgiveness . I hope the guys don't hate me!"
"Nah they will get over it, i promise!"
"Anyway now that we are back to usual, you fairly gave the bitch a knock" he chuckled.
"Yeah..."
"Jealous much?" he joked.
"Shut up....bitch" i laughed.
"Jerk." he quoted.
"All right well see ya later Austin, i better get going."
"Okay Sweet Cheeks see ya later.Bye"
"Bye!" With that i hung up a smile embroiled to my face now that me and Aus where back to normal. A skip in my step i ran down the stairs once again in aid to say thank to Jinxx. Finding all the guys but Andy crowded on the sofa i launched myself onto their laps.
"Hey Cassy, why you so happy!" Ashley exclaimed as he pulled he pulled me into his arms.
"Me and Austin made up so don't be angry at him or i will have to kick your butts and Thanks Jinxx!"
"No problemo Kiddo"
"Wait what did Jinxx do?"
"Nothing. Any who i'm away to go tell Andy to not be mad at Austin see ya later." Jumping from Ash's grasp i planted a kiss to everyone's cheeks then scrambled up to the stairs for the like a billionth time today. I swear if it wasn't from all these stairs i would probably be so unfit and the size of a house from all the junk i eat.

Knocking quickly i entered the room to find Andy spread out on his bed watching.. you guessed it, Batman. Taking a place at the foot of his king sized bed he paused the TV then set his eyes on me. "What's up Angel?"
"Nothing much, just wanted to say that me and Austin made up so don't be angry at him any more!"
"Oh" he replied.
"You sound as if your upset, am i missing something?" My suspicions now raised i sat criss-cross-apple-sauce in hope for an explanation. Pulling himself from his slouch he sat up right facing me. "You really like him don't you?" A blush setting on my face i murmured a yes causing Andy's laugh to boom round the room from my awkwardness.
"Look Cass i did develop a kinda crush on you but i came to my senses pretty quickly. It's not that your not pretty or anything it's just that i mean firstly your not even 16 yet and secondly your my niece. I see you as a younger sister figure you i feel i need to protect and so seeing you so hurt today made me flip!"
"Well.. that's uh..something i mean yeah i think of you as an older brother figure but please don't give Austin a hard time. I mean yeah i was hurt big time but i have come to my senses put yourself in his shoes you just admitted that you like a girl then she finds you kissing someone else who threw herself on you and to make matters worse it's his idols who are screaming at him to not hurt their daughter/sister."
"All right i see what you mean. Poor dude."
"Hey Andy who's Juliet Simms?"
"What why? Did she call?"
"Uh yeah she phoned earlier asking for you but you where away, why?"
"Nothing.." A ruby blush was setting onto Andy's cheeks making me laugh.
"OHH ANDROO'S GOTTA CRUSH!" i sang.
"Shut up!" he laughed, "Anyway i have had enough with all this awkward talk wanna watch Batman." A small pout set on his face making me have to say yes. Climbing under the blankets i settled into my 'brothers' arms as he put it back to the beginning.

Notes

I know there is a lot of talking in this chapter but it sorta needed to be that way!
This chapter was kinda a filler but i hope you still enjoyed it!

QOTD: What concerts have you been to and have you met any band members?

I feel like i need to answer the questions so i have been to see All Time Low and me and my friends got to meet them before the concert because i won a competition and i am seeing BVB in October and am meeting them as well as i have VIP!

- Em xx