Our pain will shine our light to, those who understand
Chapter Nineteen
Back in black!
I hit the sack!
It's been too long I'm glad to be back!
Yes I'm, let loose
From the noose!
Ugggg hearing my alarm blare in my ears i internally groaned while tucking a pillow around my head. As the song continued to get louder i snapped. Pulling back my blankets i snatched my alarm out of the socket and threw it out the window. Hearing the fizzing of it hitting the pool i snuggled back into my bed but that my friends didn't last for long. Bounding into the room came Jadiee, who obviously stayed the night.
"Come on Cassara get up!"
"I am up" i groaned turning my back to the far to bubbly girl. Prizing the covers away from my petite frame i was soon hauled out my bed. "You have an hour!" with that Jadiee strutted out the room. Pulling my body to my bathroom i switched on the shower. Pressing play on my water proof stereo pierce the veil began to blast, making the house shake. Half an hour later i was out and dressed in a pair of coal coloured leggings and Black BVB top. Combing the tugs out of my desperately needing dyed purple hair i quickly started on drying it. Once it was dried i ran my straighteners through it, added a bit of make up to make my face a little less Halloween like. Pulling on my combat boots i tugged on my leather jacket as i set down the stairs. If you didn't already guess i was embracing the whole back in black look. Picking up my rucksack from the bottom of the stairs i nabbed an orange as i left for the car. Sliding in the back my music booming through my ear phone, Andy and Veronicka soon entered. Starting the car we headed for hell.
"Have a good day!"
"Whatever!" i grumbled as i left the shiny volvo. Passing a few people, the sniggering quickly began. Clutching Veronicka's shoulder i took her to the office. Saying my good byes i made my way to my locker. Approaching it my stomach dropped. The small metal locker was covered in colourful words saying everything from worthless to slag but thats not what got my heart a pumpin'. The coal hair, the smirk, the crystal eyes. Was he freaken stalking me? Bowing my head i ripped the notes from my locker not bothering to give Storm a look of any sort. Stuffing the notes in my locker i pulled out my maths text book, shoving it in my bag i closed the metal cupboard. Spinning on my toes i was met with...you guessed it Storm.
"Hey Cassara fancy seeing you here!"
"Don't act like you never knew i went here!" Placing his arms on the wall behind me so i couldn't move his face inched closer.
"You know i love it when your angry!"
"Get off me you stalker what do you even want with me?" Starting to laugh to himself he began to play with a strand on my hair making my body tense up. Since the whole Luke thing i can't handle people i don't know touching me i mean sometimes even the guys hugging me makes me feel anxious. "Get off me" i seethed through gritted teeth trying to stay strong.
"Whatever you say.....Princess." With that he let go and walked away leaving me clutching my beating heart. Just then the bell rang, the corridors flood with students. Pushing myself off the wall i ran to my first class, maths.
Entering the small room i took my usual seat at the back but that couldn't happen without walking past Chase and Chelsea. Placing in my headphones i played some All Time Low as i made my way to the back of the class when SPLAT! Falling to the floor, my papers flying everywhere the classroom erupted in laughter. Gathering my stuff i got up as Chase opened his big mouth, "Looks like fucking band members makes you loose you balance doesn't it now Cassy."
"You know what Chase i would love to take my anger out on your face but it looks like your genetics already did!" With that i strutted to my seat feeling like a badass bitch. As the clock ticked further into the class my mind went else where. Closing my eyes i soon drifted into a light sleep when i was interrupted by, "Cassara Coma do you mind explaining to me how to find the value of 'X' in this equation?" Snapping my head to face the board i was met by various numbers and symbols, wait is that even possible? Come on Cassara think, "You..uhh. divide...110 by 10 then...uh....add.." I stuttered but i was soon cut off by the witch also known as Mrs West, i know right who would marry her?
"Miss Coma i would prefer if you listened in my class instead of sleeping or gallivanting away for 3 weeks without consent!"
"I was away with my family."
"Mhh doesn't sound like a good family if they take you away from school when you are away to be doing exams." The she devil muttered. Oh hell NO!
"Actually miss they are the best family as they teach me what's important in life like happiness!"
"Well happiness isn't gonna get you a job!" Chelsea exclaimed.
"This isn't your conversation Chelsea so i would appreciate it if you didn't but in and is that make up your wearing or did crayola gang bang you this morning?"
"Oh my god Chase did you hear what she just said to me? Why does she hate me?" Chelsea shouted like the attention seeking person she is.
"Oh Chelsea i don't hate you but i do often fantasize about you being attacked my honey badgers in a desert full of Lego, near a Justin Bieber Concert!"
"CASSARA LEAVE THE CLASS NOW!" Mrs West screeched.
"My pleasure!" Grabbing my belongings i exited the class. Just in case you wondered i normally never act like that in class its just one the she devil insulted my family and two mother nature came a banging at my door this morning, so i am not a happy bumble bee.
As the school day passed the same happened as usual: i would get teased and bullied. But now, my friends is the best part of the school day, lunch. Meeting Austin by the usual tree we strolled to the cafeteria. Entering was simple but picking your seats was the problem. If i had to compare it to anything it would be the scene in mean girls when Janice describes her cafeteria. Anyway, paying for some chips and an orange we took our seats. Opening my rucksack i pulled out a nutella sandwich and began to eat but guess what i smell trouble in paradise. Hearing the familiar laughter and sniggering over bounded Chase and his posse of douches.
"Ignore them Cassara." Austin whispered as they strutted over.
"Awe look it's emo and adoption"
"Really that's the best names you could come up with?" Austin barked.
"You know what your gonna pay for what you said to my girlfriend Cassara!"
"Look Chase if you have a problem with me go write it on a piece of paper and shove it up your ass!"
"Awe is someone on her period!" All right that tares it. Spinning on my seat i turned to face the douche bag in front of me, "Yes Chase i am and wanna know something i woke up this morning in a pool of my own blood i would be a shame if your day ended like that wouldn't it?" With that me and Austin strolled out of the cafeteria not wanting to see the out come of my remarks.
As the last bell rang indicating the school day was over i sighed in relief, since lunch no one had bothered me which is amazing but i probably spoke too soon. Shoving my bag on my bag i left the now empty classroom. Walking the empty corridors, on my way to the car park out came Chase. Can he not just leave me alone it's like he's obsessed with me. Pinning me up against a locker i felt the first blow hit my rib. Hearing a crack and pain shoot through my body i feared the worst. Falling to the floor, feet flew from every direction. Once i was on the ground, trying my hardest to fight back but only able to scratch 4 people's faces and kick Chase's knee i gave up. What felt like an hour later but in reality was only 2 minutes they left. Wobbling to my feet i went to the bathroom. Covering most of my bruises what where already showing in make up i exited the building. Seeing my reflection in a car window i smeared away the blood running down my arm before i found Andy's car. Getting in, the familiar smell of cigarettes and mint comforted my pain. Not saying a word i placed in my headphones.
Running a hand through my hair i left the car, walking up to the huge house i call home. Entering, a mumble of hello's echoed through the house as we where greeted. Not wanting to sound hurt i claimed i needed a shower and so walked up the stairs. Closing the door behind me i went to my bathroom, lifting up my top i examined my bruise in the mirror deciding that i had probably only bruised my ribs and although the seering pain demanding to be felt i jumped in the shower. Once i was all fresh and in new clothes i felt 10 x better. Marching down the stairs, well as best as you can with bruised ribs, i took a controller and began playing some video game with Jake and Dad, deciding mentally that no matter what anyone does to me whether that be tease me or physically hurt me i was not gonna isolate myself but continue to stay strong!
I hit the sack!
It's been too long I'm glad to be back!
Yes I'm, let loose
From the noose!
Ugggg hearing my alarm blare in my ears i internally groaned while tucking a pillow around my head. As the song continued to get louder i snapped. Pulling back my blankets i snatched my alarm out of the socket and threw it out the window. Hearing the fizzing of it hitting the pool i snuggled back into my bed but that my friends didn't last for long. Bounding into the room came Jadiee, who obviously stayed the night.
"Come on Cassara get up!"
"I am up" i groaned turning my back to the far to bubbly girl. Prizing the covers away from my petite frame i was soon hauled out my bed. "You have an hour!" with that Jadiee strutted out the room. Pulling my body to my bathroom i switched on the shower. Pressing play on my water proof stereo pierce the veil began to blast, making the house shake. Half an hour later i was out and dressed in a pair of coal coloured leggings and Black BVB top. Combing the tugs out of my desperately needing dyed purple hair i quickly started on drying it. Once it was dried i ran my straighteners through it, added a bit of make up to make my face a little less Halloween like. Pulling on my combat boots i tugged on my leather jacket as i set down the stairs. If you didn't already guess i was embracing the whole back in black look. Picking up my rucksack from the bottom of the stairs i nabbed an orange as i left for the car. Sliding in the back my music booming through my ear phone, Andy and Veronicka soon entered. Starting the car we headed for hell.
"Have a good day!"
"Whatever!" i grumbled as i left the shiny volvo. Passing a few people, the sniggering quickly began. Clutching Veronicka's shoulder i took her to the office. Saying my good byes i made my way to my locker. Approaching it my stomach dropped. The small metal locker was covered in colourful words saying everything from worthless to slag but thats not what got my heart a pumpin'. The coal hair, the smirk, the crystal eyes. Was he freaken stalking me? Bowing my head i ripped the notes from my locker not bothering to give Storm a look of any sort. Stuffing the notes in my locker i pulled out my maths text book, shoving it in my bag i closed the metal cupboard. Spinning on my toes i was met with...you guessed it Storm.
"Hey Cassara fancy seeing you here!"
"Don't act like you never knew i went here!" Placing his arms on the wall behind me so i couldn't move his face inched closer.
"You know i love it when your angry!"
"Get off me you stalker what do you even want with me?" Starting to laugh to himself he began to play with a strand on my hair making my body tense up. Since the whole Luke thing i can't handle people i don't know touching me i mean sometimes even the guys hugging me makes me feel anxious. "Get off me" i seethed through gritted teeth trying to stay strong.
"Whatever you say.....Princess." With that he let go and walked away leaving me clutching my beating heart. Just then the bell rang, the corridors flood with students. Pushing myself off the wall i ran to my first class, maths.
Entering the small room i took my usual seat at the back but that couldn't happen without walking past Chase and Chelsea. Placing in my headphones i played some All Time Low as i made my way to the back of the class when SPLAT! Falling to the floor, my papers flying everywhere the classroom erupted in laughter. Gathering my stuff i got up as Chase opened his big mouth, "Looks like fucking band members makes you loose you balance doesn't it now Cassy."
"You know what Chase i would love to take my anger out on your face but it looks like your genetics already did!" With that i strutted to my seat feeling like a badass bitch. As the clock ticked further into the class my mind went else where. Closing my eyes i soon drifted into a light sleep when i was interrupted by, "Cassara Coma do you mind explaining to me how to find the value of 'X' in this equation?" Snapping my head to face the board i was met by various numbers and symbols, wait is that even possible? Come on Cassara think, "You..uhh. divide...110 by 10 then...uh....add.." I stuttered but i was soon cut off by the witch also known as Mrs West, i know right who would marry her?
"Miss Coma i would prefer if you listened in my class instead of sleeping or gallivanting away for 3 weeks without consent!"
"I was away with my family."
"Mhh doesn't sound like a good family if they take you away from school when you are away to be doing exams." The she devil muttered. Oh hell NO!
"Actually miss they are the best family as they teach me what's important in life like happiness!"
"Well happiness isn't gonna get you a job!" Chelsea exclaimed.
"This isn't your conversation Chelsea so i would appreciate it if you didn't but in and is that make up your wearing or did crayola gang bang you this morning?"
"Oh my god Chase did you hear what she just said to me? Why does she hate me?" Chelsea shouted like the attention seeking person she is.
"Oh Chelsea i don't hate you but i do often fantasize about you being attacked my honey badgers in a desert full of Lego, near a Justin Bieber Concert!"
"CASSARA LEAVE THE CLASS NOW!" Mrs West screeched.
"My pleasure!" Grabbing my belongings i exited the class. Just in case you wondered i normally never act like that in class its just one the she devil insulted my family and two mother nature came a banging at my door this morning, so i am not a happy bumble bee.
As the school day passed the same happened as usual: i would get teased and bullied. But now, my friends is the best part of the school day, lunch. Meeting Austin by the usual tree we strolled to the cafeteria. Entering was simple but picking your seats was the problem. If i had to compare it to anything it would be the scene in mean girls when Janice describes her cafeteria. Anyway, paying for some chips and an orange we took our seats. Opening my rucksack i pulled out a nutella sandwich and began to eat but guess what i smell trouble in paradise. Hearing the familiar laughter and sniggering over bounded Chase and his posse of douches.
"Ignore them Cassara." Austin whispered as they strutted over.
"Awe look it's emo and adoption"
"Really that's the best names you could come up with?" Austin barked.
"You know what your gonna pay for what you said to my girlfriend Cassara!"
"Look Chase if you have a problem with me go write it on a piece of paper and shove it up your ass!"
"Awe is someone on her period!" All right that tares it. Spinning on my seat i turned to face the douche bag in front of me, "Yes Chase i am and wanna know something i woke up this morning in a pool of my own blood i would be a shame if your day ended like that wouldn't it?" With that me and Austin strolled out of the cafeteria not wanting to see the out come of my remarks.
As the last bell rang indicating the school day was over i sighed in relief, since lunch no one had bothered me which is amazing but i probably spoke too soon. Shoving my bag on my bag i left the now empty classroom. Walking the empty corridors, on my way to the car park out came Chase. Can he not just leave me alone it's like he's obsessed with me. Pinning me up against a locker i felt the first blow hit my rib. Hearing a crack and pain shoot through my body i feared the worst. Falling to the floor, feet flew from every direction. Once i was on the ground, trying my hardest to fight back but only able to scratch 4 people's faces and kick Chase's knee i gave up. What felt like an hour later but in reality was only 2 minutes they left. Wobbling to my feet i went to the bathroom. Covering most of my bruises what where already showing in make up i exited the building. Seeing my reflection in a car window i smeared away the blood running down my arm before i found Andy's car. Getting in, the familiar smell of cigarettes and mint comforted my pain. Not saying a word i placed in my headphones.
Running a hand through my hair i left the car, walking up to the huge house i call home. Entering, a mumble of hello's echoed through the house as we where greeted. Not wanting to sound hurt i claimed i needed a shower and so walked up the stairs. Closing the door behind me i went to my bathroom, lifting up my top i examined my bruise in the mirror deciding that i had probably only bruised my ribs and although the seering pain demanding to be felt i jumped in the shower. Once i was all fresh and in new clothes i felt 10 x better. Marching down the stairs, well as best as you can with bruised ribs, i took a controller and began playing some video game with Jake and Dad, deciding mentally that no matter what anyone does to me whether that be tease me or physically hurt me i was not gonna isolate myself but continue to stay strong!
Notes
Hope some of you laughed at some of Cassara's come backs!
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1/31/15