Our pain will shine our light to, those who understand

So there i was. Sat alone in my room crying my eyes out. I knew i would have to go back sooner or later, the walls that the guys broke down on tour where back up again. I can't let what happened and is still happening to me happen to Nicky. You probably want to know how this happened, well here you go.....

Yanking the blanket from the roof of the fort onto my freezing body my eyes slowly opened. Glancing at the clock, the time read 8.00 am. Smelling the sweet smell of homemade pancakes i jumped up from my hibernation station. Scanning the fort i found that Austin was no longer there... weird. Stretching out my legs, letting out a exaggerated yawn in the process i shuffled down the stairs. Finding Nicky seated at the table, shoving a mountain of pancakes down her throat i soon joined. As Jinxx set a plate of hot pancakes in front of me i sent him a small smile. Tucking in, the delious taste taking over my taste buds. Just as i had a huge mouthful in came Dad clapping his hands. "I have an announcement, so everyone shut the fuck up!" Still chewing the gigantic mouthful of pancakes he spoke again "You have 20 minutes to get dressed and join me in the car as we are going out for lunch!" Really that's it? i thought. Finishing my mouthful i jogged up the stairs. Coming back down 15 minutes later wearing a crop marvel top with a vest top underneath, skinny jeans and converse i ran to the car. Sliding in the backseat i was soon squished in between Andy and Ashley as the car was mean't for 5 however there was 7 in it right now. ( Jinxx driving and Jake in the front seat, Veronicka was squished at the left window then there was CC then Andy then Me then Ash but i was basically on top of Ash and Andy.)

Exiting the car in a nothing like an orderly fashion we sprinted in to the diner. Throwing myself into the door our next mission was to not get kicked out. Spying a booth at the back we soon all squeezed into it, me between Veronicka and Jake. Moments later a slutty waitress came over, her short skirt barely covering anything to be honest it looked more like a belt.
"Hey can i get you anything to drink?" she squeaked. A chorus of drinks where thrown at her and with that she soon left but not before sending a kissy face to Dad who was having none of it. Laughing to myself she soon returned. Passing the drinks round the table she purposely bent down to give CC's one when i snapped. "Look i would find you a bit less irritating if you didn't flirt with my Dad in front of me!" The look on her orange face was priceless.
"Um, who do you think you are?"
"Cassara Coma! lovely to meet you" i sassed holding out my hand as if to shake hers. Grumbleing to herself she turned away. "Slut" Nicky whispered to herself making me chuckle. Stopping in her tracks little miss slut spun around pointing her manicured finger at us demanding to know what Nicky said.
"God woman have you got bat hearing and also don't you ever talk to my sister that way!" i seethed becoming livid.
"Get out!"
"That's fine by me! oh and by the way you look like an umpa lumpa from willy wonka" Standing up me and Nicky marched out of the diner where we where soon joined by the guys who where in stitches laughing.

Time skip 7pm

The day has been going great, we ended up getting Pizza on the way home and....wait a minute someone just rang the door bell. Placing my phone aside i left my room then slid down the bannister of the stairs. Passing the kitchen my mind else where i stopped in my tracks. Ashley was at the door, but not just that he was kissing someone. Away to turn around i recognized the familiar tattoos and lavender hair.
"Oh my god Jadiee?" i exclaimed.
Prizing herself off of Ashley her head turned my way a smile evident on her face.
"Cassy i missed you!" with that i ran, engulfing my warped tour buddy in a hug.
"Hey what's going on with you and Ash?" i whispered into her ear.
"We have been dating for like 3 weeks now and he invited me over." I know i should of said something along the lines of OMG i'm happy for you but the only thing cirulating my head was Hellz yeah my match making worked. Pulling away from the hug i pulled her and Ashley threw to the living room. Once everyone knew Jadiee was here and we where all settled down she spoke, "So Cass and Veronicka are you girls excited to go back to school tomorrow?"
WHAT! NO NO NO NO NO THIS CAN NOT BE HAPPENING, NOT NOW! NOT YET!
Looking around the room, fear evident on Nicky's face she soon bolted up the stairs.
"Oh. You hadn't told them had you?" Jadiee said looking awkward.
"Look Cass it's just.." Dad muttered obviously not happy with the subject
"No its okay...uh.. we would of had to go sometime right....I'm gonna go." With that i sped up the stairs. As i passed Nicky's room i could hear her crying which broke my heart. Knowing that she probably needs some space i ventured into my room. My anxiety was building up, i could feel my breathing becoming shaky when there was a knock at the door. "Leave me alone guys!" i yelled.
"Its me."
"Oh! in you come Veronicka!" Entering the room with puffy red eyes i felt guilty, although i had no reason to feel that way.
"Cassy will school be like my old one?" she whispered, panic laced in her sweet voice.
"What do you mean?"
"Will i get bullied everyday and....stuff." To be shocked is an understatment. Why would anyone hurt Nicky? i suppose that's what some people think about me as well though. Taking a deep breathe i answered "No... no i'm sure here will be different!"
"Thanks Cassara" With that she gave me a tight hug and left the room. That was the moment it dawned on me, the bullying will begin again, my grades will most likely have dropped because of tour, what will happen to Nicky? It was too much to handle. If it's true that your school years are your glory years, the best years of your life then i don't think i want to carry on. Oh pull it together Cassara, you have to carry on, you promised Austin. Never give in Never back down we'll brave this storm!

Notes

So there's another filler but the next chapter will be her experience at school and maybe an old character will emerge again but who?.
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