Our pain will shine our light to, those who understand
Chapter Twelve
Recap
Pressing answer i was met with a gruff voice speak, "Hello Princess!"
Now
"Loving the purple hair!"his cold voice whispered. It was like in slow motion my phone crashed to the floor smashing everywhere. Sinking to the floor clutching my head my throat became tight. How did he find me? He was locked up? I thought i had escaped? Trying to calm my breathing however was failing miserably. Curling myself into a tight ball i began rocking back and fourth as a waterfall of tears poured from my eyes. His cold voice blocking most of my sound but even though he wasn't here or could i hear him in any way, my small hands grasped my ears as a scream left my mouth. Hearing the door unlock my body tensed up as my vision got even more blurred. A set of arms latched around my body as i began to scream and kick to get away not realising that it was only Andy with my tear stained vision. Now on my feet i was pulled into Andy's body my arms grabbing handfuls of his t-shirt as i bawled into his frame. After a good 20 minutes of crying I wiped my eyes, my eye liner now completely smudged, I looked up at Andy. His almost angelic looking face did not have its usual glow but looked almost distraught and worry was definitely vivid in his eyes. Placing me on the couch, he stood up leaving me alone. Returning minutes later with a glass of water and some make up remover I mumbled a quiet thank you as he swept up my smashed phone off the floor and placed it on the worktop. "Do you wanna speak about what happened Cassara?"
"Yeah... Um... Well..I uh... I will explain when... Uh all the others get back!" I replied my voice hoarse from crying.
Getting up quickly made my way to the my bunk knowing that I would eventually have to tell them everything about my past. Climbing in I pulled my purple duvet up around my body as I gazed at my pictures i had pinned to the wall. Picking up one of my most treasured possessions I began tracing the outlines of me and Austin's bodies, the small photograph taking me back to one of my greatest memories. I was just a kid. No worries In the world. All I cared about was myself, Aus and if Tom would ever catch Jerry. The petite picture was of when we where 7 well Austin was 8 since his birthday was earlier in the year but that doesn't matter. Before his parents.. You know... Changed, they had me around to their house where we had a huge BBQ even though there was only 4 of us then they let me and Austin go in the hot tub. That night me and Aus stayed up until about 4 am playing games like hide and seek, tag, we even had a ice cream eating contest. In the picture we where both sitting on a deck chair, side by side smiling away at the camera as we held our ice creams high in the air almost as if they where trophies. My natural brunette hair in pig tails where as Austin's also natural brunette hair was short instead of the flippy mess of hair i love and am so used to. Sighing to myself i realised that I was so happy. We where so happy. But then everything changed, not just for me but for both of us. Little did we know that only a mere week and a half after this treasured photo was taken that our lives where about to change.
Hearing the noisy squabbles of the rest of the guys enter the bus i knew it was no or never. I had to tell them about him, about my past, about everything or else he could find me. Well i suppose he already has. Placing the small photograph back onto the blank wall i took a deep breathe. Jumping out of my bunk i wandered through to the main lounge to find Andy whispering something in CC's ear, a sad but concerned look upon both of there faces. Standing at the door it took only a few seconds for everyone to see me. Going to the fridge i pulled out 2 monsters and 4 cans of Pepsi. Balancing them on my arms i walked back to the guys, taking a seat on the breakfast bar. "Sit, it's story time." Within seconds everyone was sat in front of me, Jinxx and Jake occupying the couch while Andy and Ash where sitting criss-cross-apple-sauce on the floor. Dad through was stood in the corner. Throwing everyone a drink, my breathe became kinda shaky. Come on Cassara Coma stop being a drama queen and talk, the need to know now i thought to myself.
"Now, i don't want sympathy, everything that has happened to me has made me the person i am today.Yes, my life has been hell but i am in a happy place now and i need you to remember that it's you guys who have made me happy again. I just need you to just listen, no interrupting please." Nodding their heads I began to speak......
Pressing answer i was met with a gruff voice speak, "Hello Princess!"
Now
"Loving the purple hair!"his cold voice whispered. It was like in slow motion my phone crashed to the floor smashing everywhere. Sinking to the floor clutching my head my throat became tight. How did he find me? He was locked up? I thought i had escaped? Trying to calm my breathing however was failing miserably. Curling myself into a tight ball i began rocking back and fourth as a waterfall of tears poured from my eyes. His cold voice blocking most of my sound but even though he wasn't here or could i hear him in any way, my small hands grasped my ears as a scream left my mouth. Hearing the door unlock my body tensed up as my vision got even more blurred. A set of arms latched around my body as i began to scream and kick to get away not realising that it was only Andy with my tear stained vision. Now on my feet i was pulled into Andy's body my arms grabbing handfuls of his t-shirt as i bawled into his frame. After a good 20 minutes of crying I wiped my eyes, my eye liner now completely smudged, I looked up at Andy. His almost angelic looking face did not have its usual glow but looked almost distraught and worry was definitely vivid in his eyes. Placing me on the couch, he stood up leaving me alone. Returning minutes later with a glass of water and some make up remover I mumbled a quiet thank you as he swept up my smashed phone off the floor and placed it on the worktop. "Do you wanna speak about what happened Cassara?"
"Yeah... Um... Well..I uh... I will explain when... Uh all the others get back!" I replied my voice hoarse from crying.
Getting up quickly made my way to the my bunk knowing that I would eventually have to tell them everything about my past. Climbing in I pulled my purple duvet up around my body as I gazed at my pictures i had pinned to the wall. Picking up one of my most treasured possessions I began tracing the outlines of me and Austin's bodies, the small photograph taking me back to one of my greatest memories. I was just a kid. No worries In the world. All I cared about was myself, Aus and if Tom would ever catch Jerry. The petite picture was of when we where 7 well Austin was 8 since his birthday was earlier in the year but that doesn't matter. Before his parents.. You know... Changed, they had me around to their house where we had a huge BBQ even though there was only 4 of us then they let me and Austin go in the hot tub. That night me and Aus stayed up until about 4 am playing games like hide and seek, tag, we even had a ice cream eating contest. In the picture we where both sitting on a deck chair, side by side smiling away at the camera as we held our ice creams high in the air almost as if they where trophies. My natural brunette hair in pig tails where as Austin's also natural brunette hair was short instead of the flippy mess of hair i love and am so used to. Sighing to myself i realised that I was so happy. We where so happy. But then everything changed, not just for me but for both of us. Little did we know that only a mere week and a half after this treasured photo was taken that our lives where about to change.
Hearing the noisy squabbles of the rest of the guys enter the bus i knew it was no or never. I had to tell them about him, about my past, about everything or else he could find me. Well i suppose he already has. Placing the small photograph back onto the blank wall i took a deep breathe. Jumping out of my bunk i wandered through to the main lounge to find Andy whispering something in CC's ear, a sad but concerned look upon both of there faces. Standing at the door it took only a few seconds for everyone to see me. Going to the fridge i pulled out 2 monsters and 4 cans of Pepsi. Balancing them on my arms i walked back to the guys, taking a seat on the breakfast bar. "Sit, it's story time." Within seconds everyone was sat in front of me, Jinxx and Jake occupying the couch while Andy and Ash where sitting criss-cross-apple-sauce on the floor. Dad through was stood in the corner. Throwing everyone a drink, my breathe became kinda shaky. Come on Cassara Coma stop being a drama queen and talk, the need to know now i thought to myself.
"Now, i don't want sympathy, everything that has happened to me has made me the person i am today.Yes, my life has been hell but i am in a happy place now and i need you to remember that it's you guys who have made me happy again. I just need you to just listen, no interrupting please." Nodding their heads I began to speak......
Notes
Sorry i was gone for 4 days i was kinda busy and sorry this is a filler but it needed to be done to build up. So you guys aren't really speaking to me so lets chat in the comments.
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