Our pain will shine our light to, those who understand

Look, when the guys said that i wasn't aloud to leave the bus they where certain. Like, no matter how much times i tried to get them to change there minds it was always a no. I even tried reasoning with Jinxx and Jake who normally are on my side but nope I'm not even aloud to go with Jadiee who is an "responsible adult." Whatever I'm going to see All Time Low whether I'm aloud or not. Setting out a plan of that when the guys leave for their set i will sneak out then be back here before it ends i began to scroll mindlessly on tumblr. Hearing them shout there good byes then a locking of the door i started to smile. Gazing out the back window until they where out of sight i unlocked the window. Throwing my legs over the ledge when..
"Where do you think your going?" Busted! Turing around i came face to face with a smirking Jon (BVB manager) "Uhh i need a drink of water and there is none on the bus so...." wiggling my body closer and closer to the drop i was soon yanked back into the stuffy bus. "Sorry Cassara the guys said you HAVE to stay of the bus!" Jon spoke with a saddened voice but the smirk on his face showing that that was only an act. Stumping through to the main lounge/kitchen, Jon right behind me i switched on the Amazing Spiderman.

After a good half an hour i looked at my clock seeing that it was 12.20 pm meaning that All Time Low was set to start their set in 10 minutes. Getting up i was soon interrupted,
"where ya going?"
"To the bathroom wanna come pervert?" i rhetorically asked my sassy side coming out. Letting me go i wondered to the bathroom locking the door. Pulling out my paper clip i unlocked the bathroom window making a loud screech as i jumped. Letting out a "hmph" as i hit the grassy floor i began to run heading for main stage however the odds where not in my favour. As i left where all the bus's where parked guess who i spotted... yes that's right i spotted BVB. Hiding behind a security guard i crept past them unnoticed. Or that's what i thought. Just as i left the band area i heard the angry voice of Ashley and the stumping of 5 pairs of feet chasing me. Using all my athletic ability, which i don't have a lot of i ran faster when an idea sprung into my genius mind. As we entered the main area, i began to shout at the top of my lungs "Oh my god it's black veil brides!" as soon as the words had left my mouth the guys where crowded. Releasing a small chuckle and smile i weaved into the crowd as the ATL set begun.

Once the concert was done i suddenly felt the pure guilt rain down on me like a thunder storm. Slowly making my way back to the bus the nerves in my stomach bubbled high and mighty. Placing my hand on the door knob i began to turn it when it was thrown open by an angry looking set of men. Gulping, i stepped into the bus keeping my head low. Spying Veronicka cuddled up in the corner watching Step Brothers she sent me a sympathetic look as i was escorted to the back room. "Would you like to explain why you left?" CC ordered making it not much of a question at all.
"To see my favourite band"
"Oh well that's just great isn't it..."
"Yeah they where amazing the best song they played was lost in stereo it was brilliant"
"No need for back chat you should of just stayed in the bus."
"Well i didn't and that can't be changed so.." By this time you could see that the usual cheery face of CC had turned to pure rage. "Well, you should listen to me I'M YOUR DAD!"
"AND IT'S A FREE COUNTRY I CAN DO WHAT I PLEASE!"
" YOU'RE STILL A MINOR AND IT'S DOCTORS ORDER YOU COULD OF FAINTED OR HAD A PANIC ATTACK"
"WELL MAYBE IF YOU ACTUALLY PAID SOME ATTENTION TO ME I WOULD ACTUALLY LISTEN!"
"WELL MAYBE IF I JUST ADOPTED A BETTER CHILD I WOULDN'T HAVE TO COPE WITH THIS!" I can't believe he said that. Tears now running down my face i ran as the rest of the guys began shouting at CC saying that he was horrible and should never of said that. Leaving the bus and the warped tour grounds i continued to run not looking back. After running a good 20 minutes i felt my lungs start to burn. Taking a seat on the soft grass below i began to pant. Pulling out my phone which luckily had in my pocket i phoned Austin.
"Hey little one you okay?" He asked concern laced in the deep voice.
"NO he... he... said... it" I bawled the sobs racking my small frame. Since Austin got the message straight away he began to say how much i mean to him and it doesn't matter what anyone else thinks and not to resort to my old ways.

After a while i started to feel slightly better because of Austin however i had no clue where i was. A new panic setting in i said goodbye to Austin who told me to stay strong and call tomorrow i phoned Jinxx. Explaining to him that i didn't want to see CC tonight i got him to track my phone and pick me up. After me freezing my butt off for about an hour i was finally in the warmth of a car not realising how far i had actually went. The thick silence that filled the car was toxic even though i didn't argue with Jinxx himself i still didn't want to speak. Reaching the bus we entered finding everyone waiting. As i walked past everyone Dad grabbed my arm making me flinch. A now concerned look upon his tanned face and tear stained eyes he began telling me that he meant none of hat he said although not in the spirit to hear any more tonight i stumbled to my bed. Not even changing into my PJ's i clambered under the duvet not being able to wait till the day was over.

Notes

Holy freak crap guys thank you so so so so much for 1000 views. I am so happy at how well my story is getting on and how much you all like it. Please leave a comment below as i really do love hearing what people think. Anyway here is some questions for you to answer in the comments

1. Do you think CC was wrong for shouting at Cassara
2. Do you like Austin?
3. What do you think Cassara's past was like?
4. What will happen next?