Feeder.

*Andy’s POV*
“What?” Kia whimpered, trying to maneuver herself onto her back. CC stood up fromhis spot on the couch, Kia’s eyes widening as he approached her.He reached down && Kia cowered, shaking as he grabbed her arms, lifting her like a feather. He propped her up against the wall so she was seated in a way she could see all of us.I took a few steps away from her, looking out the window for a few moments. I heard her starting to sob again, so I turned around; my index finger pressed to my lips. She pulled her legs to her, resting her head on her knees as she tried to suppress her cries.

“You’d better answer me, babydoll.” I said in a sing song voice. I walked towards her, squatting right in front of her knees, she was fighting against her waist restrains, trying to free her hands.I reached forward, grabbing her wrists with both my hands, pulling them down taught against her sides. She shook as I touched her, then quickly extending her legs before lifting them with all her strength kitting me right in the nuts.

I growled fiercely, standing up && grabbing a hand full of hair, I started to drag her to the bunks, she screamed in agony as I threw her onto the bunk, her stomach on the matt. Her dress was disheveled && already pulled up to her hips. Her black lace panties covering her heart shaped ass. She was kicking && writhing with all her might, I pushed my right knee into the center of her back, keeping her from moving too much as I pulled off my studded leather belt. I folded it in half && popped it into my hands before delivering her a swift blow, She yelped, screaming as I continued to whip her. Her moving made my blows fall higher && lower than I aimed for, stinging her back & thighs. I only stopped when I saw little pearls of blood dotting her ass, she had stopped screaming long ago && now lay motionless sobbing into the thin matt of the bunk. I dropped my belt on the floor; I brought myself across her, my lips hovering right above her ear. “Do not ever try to hurt me again. I mean it. I will fucking kill you”. I stormed off, leaving her bleeding, crying && exposed.

*Kia’s POV*
I sat in CC’s bed, my fingers rubbing an alcohol pad gingerly over the half moon shaped gash on the bend of my elbow. Finishing with the alcohol, I rubbed some Neosporin over the wound before walking into his bathroom, I leaned against the door frame, watching with puffy, red eyes as CC wiped his face.He looked into the mirror, catching my gaze as the last bit of red tinted water ran down his chin. He turned on his heal && looking at me, he motioned for me to show him my arm.I offered it to him && he examined it closely, looking to ensure he could see the greasy film Neosporin left. He nodded; assuring me it was cleaned to standard before releasing his grasp. He left without a word, closing his bedroom door as he went to join the other guys in the living room. I walked carefully to the couch && I sat with my head dropped back onto the cushion as I closed my eyes, I always felt dizzy after a feeding.

It’s been six months since I was taken from my best friend’s pub in New York, I say it was his pub but really his dad owned it. I hung out their almost every night, waiting to catch a subway back to Coney with Nate. We had been best friends since kindergarten && he was literally my only friend in the world since my older brother Brandon died when I was 14. We did everything together && that night we were planning to go do a late night photo shoot on time square to promote my dance schools fall recital.

I remember Nate screaming, I remember a blur of black zoom towards me && I remember a searing pain in my neck. That seems like a million years ago && that pain is so familiar to me now, it’s almost become just an annoying buzz, a vibration in my nerves as trace amounts of venom enter my body. I am fed on at least once every day, usually twice && sometimes 5 times if the boys have a show && cannot hunt.

I fought like crazy in the beginning && I was beaten severely. CC && Andy acted quickly if I refused to feed any of the 5. I often would be tied up && left in a bunk or in a room for hours or even days, until I co operated. I learned quickly that trying to fight them was useless, as any of them alone could over power me && when they were angry, they weren’t as careful, sometimes biting off flesh or taking too much blood in one sitting, my body would go into shock && I’d sleep for days. I don’t fight them anymore, I let them feed. Sitting or laying still && quiet as tears stream down my face.I didn’t have a room in their home, instead I am assigned to a different boy everyday && for that day I sleep && spend my time in his room. By now I have freedom to go anywhere in the house, but being around them disgusts me && I spend every possible moment I can away from them.

Andy is a little slower to hurt me now, he is kinder, even attempting to be nice on occasion as long as I obey but he is still quick to act if I ‘caused any problems’. He is still ruff && demanding when it comes to feedings && he likes to feed from intimate places && in the middle of a crowded room instead of from the arm && behind closed doors like the others. It's humiliating.

CC, although demanding, is tolerable, he never wants to talk or to touch me, it's all business with him. Which is more than I can say for Andy who has advanced on me many times.

I am a virgin && I fight for my innocence constantly. I am, in the vampire world, just a piece of meat, just a body that they have all the rights && access to. Andy has been patient with me, expecting me to one day be ready. I wont ever be, not with him. He’s caused me too much pain.

Jinxx && Jake are pleasant, they are friendly && kind, allowing me to talk freely to them && only feed in a way that I’m not in unnecessary pain or uncomfortable.

&& Ashley has become the only bit of light I have in this black world.

Notes

Tell me how terrible it is.. :(