She hates love..... He loves hate
A lot of realization and a bit of clarification
*A few months later, Scarlets pov*
I decided not to let Brianna's words get to me. I mean she probably didn't mean it. And she's pregnant to. And a what she said was true... Damn look at me! forgiving all those who hurt me so easily.
So pathetic.
I was now currently sitting on the couch with crow and lyrix. Who had become best friends since Andy moved in. Andy was at the studio with the guys recording something And I was here. Alone. Again.
I knew I would die for him and I couldn't live without him. But I knew he would leave me, without actually leaving me, and the fact killed me. Is my son only going to be raised by a single parent? While the other one is touring the world, meeting tons of people and sluts?... No he would never cheat. I know that for a fact.
That still leaves me to question. We haven't talked about marriage. Getting a house together. Or what were even going to name our son!... Did Andy even want a future together?
"Honey I'm home!" His voice rang throughout the small apartment.
I smiled before seeing him walk into the living room and plop down on the couch. Pulling me closer to him. It felt. Comfortable. It felt like home. It felt safe.
"So how was work?" I asked. Almost as if a wife would ask her husband.
"It was great! We got four songs done and ready for wretched and Devine!" He said so happy. And it made my heart melt.
"How was it here? Did the cats behave?" He asked and I chuckled slightly before nodding.
"Andy we need to talk..." I said in a serious tone.
ANDYS POV
Scarlet looked like she had something on her mind. Like she couldn't think straight or something. So I just sat patiently waiting for her to continue
"Well. As you know. The baby. And uh. Names..." She said in a shy voice.
Now I know what it was about!
"Yea I've been think about that to. And I want you to know. It's what ever you want to name him" I said and she smiled. But she still looked like she wanted to say more.
"Uh.. Great!" Was all she said before walking back to the room.
Looking somewhat depressed. It kinda hurt to see her that way. I got up and followed her to our room to see her laying on the bed facing the wall, hugging my pillow.
"Scarlet. What's wrong" I asked as I crawled in next to her, pulling her close to me.
"Nothing" she sighed, then closed her eyes and relaxed in my arms.
"Babe I'm not stupid. What wrong?" I asked again. Knowing something just wasn't right with my scar.
"I don't know. I guess. Andy. When this baby comes. Will I be left to raise him on my own? I mean there's no way in hell I'm getting an abortion. But are we even ready? Your band is famous, and your going to be gone a lot. But I don't know. It just kinda bothers me" she said then i understood
"Scarlet I'm just a scared as you are about this baby. I mean were only 20, yea maybe it's a bit early. But baby I love you more then anything, and there's nothing I want more than to spend the rest of my life with you and our son and maybe later another baby, but, I'm not going to let anything bad happen to us. I promise. And I love you" I said hoping to clear her mind of any doubt about us.
"I'm not loosing you again, were going to live our lives like we always planned when we were kids." I said and she breathed a sigh of relief.
"I love you" she whispered and pecked my lips
"I love you too scar" I said and kissed her.
Notes
Heyyyyyyy so yea. Updating!!!
I'm sorry that happened! :(
7/26/16