"Doc that's not funny what's the real news. Do I have a tumor? Am I going to die?!?..... I can't loose another baby!" I said now realizing I was crying. Hard.

"Scarlet.." Andy said pulling me into a hug letting me sob into his chest.

i can't loose another baby. I won't.

"Ms. Rose. I'm sorry for your loss but this is a miracle.... You were supposed to never have survived 180 pills overdosage of one of the nations heaviest antidepressants. Yet here you are, alive and breathing. You were never supposed to have kids. Yet your pregnant. Life's given you a second chance-"

"Life is giving me something to take away. That's how it works. I lost Darren and my daughter. I can't loose Andy and this baby too" I said now full in bawling.

"Babe you won't loose me ever. And this baby will be just fine. I promise you I won't leave your side. Until our baby goes off to college. Scarlet. I'm not loosing you that easily. And were not loosing this baby." Andy said giving me a light kiss

I really need Darren to reassure me right now.

"He's speaking the truth angel." Darren's voice said to me and I calmed down a bit. Now realizing life may be taking a break on me.

"I'm really pregnant?" I asked as if it were asking if the sky was blue for the very first time.

"Yes, miss rose. About 4 weeks. Congratulations.." The doctor said and I felt a bit of joy in my heart.

"A-Are you ok with t-that?" I asked Andy nervously. He looked at me and laughed

"Scarlet. I'm having a baby with the love of my life. How could I not be ok with that?!?" He asked pulling me into a tight hug

. I felt tears form in my eyes. Only this time they were happy tears. I'm pregnant. With Andy's baby.

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