What? What!!?!! WHATTTTTT!!?!?!

"Darren why." I asked now full on sobbing

"They miss you... Andy misses you"

Like I give two fucks about him right now!

"I don't miss or care about him! I love you! And Iliana!" I said grabbing onto him, scared he would leave me again

"I know sweet heart, but I know you love him to, he's your best friend. I know what happened on tour.. I know everything now."

No. This is not happening!!

"Darren I'm so sorry! He was my first love and friend. We had a past, and I know that's no excuse for me cheating on you, Darren I'm so sorry I never wanted-"

I was shut up by his lips on mine. A feeling I thought I would never feel again.

"Scarlet, babe it's ok... I forgive you"

"You do?" He does?

"Yes, I forgive you, I know you regret it, but I also know you love him."

"But I love you more" shit now I'm crying harder.. Is that even possible?

"I know, but he needs you more then we do... Scarlet. I know you wear your ring everyday in hopes I'm coming back..." He said and I looked down at my beautiful ring, the only thing I had left of the one I love.

"Babe I'm not coming back, me and Iliana belong here. And you belong with Andy. I love you with all my heart, there's nothing I wouldn't do for you, and I need you to know how much it hurts me to have to see you go back, but, Andy needs you."

"Darren.."

"Do you know why me and Iliana have wings and you don't?" What?

"No w-why"

"Because wings only go to those who were meant to die. The ones with out wings, have a chance to go back."

" I don't want to go back! Not without you and Iliana! I-I-I-"

I'm screwed.

"Scarlet. Just because out lives ended doesn't mean we want yours to stop, you and Andy are going to get married, have kids, die old together. And baby me and Iliana are ok with that... Iliana's young but she's smart."

This is a dream, no a nightmare. No way in hell I'm leaving them again

"That's not your choice angel.. And I see you still have the habit of speaking out loud" I blushed. Shit.

"What do you mean it's not my choice?..."

"It's not your choice, because you will choose the wrong one and Andy-"

"Fuck him! Alexa did! And he seemed perfectly fine with it! I'm not going back? He doesn't want me and he never did! Yes I loved him but my love for him can not compare to that of you and Iliana! He doesn't need me he-"

Before I could continue ranting on. There was a sudden flash and the bed disappeared from under me. It was like I was time traveling or some shit like that because I felt my entire body ache, it was the absolute worst feeling ever. When the flash stopped I felt like puking and I was in a room. A hospital room. I was lying on a bed, Only, i wasn't. I was looking at myself. I was lying motionless in the bed. And..Andy? Was sitting next to me?!? Holding my hand and... Crying?!?

"Scarlet, I'm so sorry, please come back" he said, holding my hand, his voice cracking from all the tears.

Since when the fuck does he care if I live or die?!? He certainly didn't seem to care about me when he let Alexa shove her tongue down his throat!!!

"It was an accident" I jumped looking to my side to see Darren standing there.

"What do you mean an accident?" He grabbed my hand and there was that flash.... Not again!

When we 'landed' where ever the fuck he took me this time. I actually thought I was going to throw up. When I didn't. I took in my surroundings. We were at Andy's house. Andy was sitting on the couch, crow asleep in his lap. Andy was almost asleep himself when there was a knock at the door.

He opened it to revel a slut, I'm sorry a hoe, woops I meant a bitch, my bad, I meant to say Alexa.

With in the next five minuets I soon understood what Darren meant when he said accident. I shut my eyes trying to prevent myself from crying, when I opened them again, I was back in my room with Darren.

FUCK I FUCKED UP!!!

It wasn't Andy's fault, shit I should've known better. Thanks life! You've been the death of me! Literally!

"I-I" I couldn't fin the words to say.

"I know.." Darren said. He always did know what I was feeling and thinking.

"Please don't make me have to leave you again" I begged holding onto him. Scared he would leave me.

"I'm sorry angel, just know. We want your life to continue. With Andy, I love you baby. I'll see you soon." And with that said Darren gave me one last kiss and lights out.

Notes

Poor scarlet! At least she knows Andy's innocent. And damn! Even as a dead guy Darren's the better one!