Scarlets POV

How could he?!? How dare he?!?! I was beyond pissed. I was livid.

"WHYYYY?!?!" I screamed a horror yell causing Brianna to jump slightly. We just got to the apartment. And I realized. This is the last straw. I've had enough, time to end it all.

Brianna's never gonna leave you dumbass! Especially after what just happened!!

The voice in my head said. Good? Wait no bad..

We just need to... Trick her

Yup bad voice, oh how I missed her.

"Bre... I fucking hate asking this, because I'm going to sound like a prissy teenage bitch, but could you please go get that Ice cream I love so much please?" I asked, no hint of sadness in my voice and begging in my eyes

"Scarlet that's all the way across town, and there's no way in hell I'm leaving you alone, your not tricking me that easily, you know I love you and I'm not letting you kill yourself because of that piece of shit" I loved that piece of Shit.

Damn she's smart

Great, now the idiot in me was talking.

"She's a doctor dumbass, of course she's smart" I mumbled to the voice in my head causing Brianna to look at me strange

"I mean, uhh can we at least watch a movie?" I asked in a sweet tone

"Yup, I'll get popcorn, you pick the movie" She said then walked into the kitchen

*** 1 hour later ***

We decided to watch one of my favorite movies... After all it would be my last. The nightmare before Christmas. Brianna being Brianna, fell asleep half way through the movie. Just like I predicted, yes she's book smart, but she should've seen this coming, knowing herself she always falls asleep during movies.

"Gonna miss you bre" I said kissing her forehead and pulling the blanket over her.

She shifted slightly but didn't wake up. I turned the movie off and walked to the medicine cabinet, where my medication was kept. Luckily we just got a new prescription a few days ago, so now I have 2 full bottles of my helpful but in this case lethal pills. 180 in all. I guess after this Brianna will explain to the guys what happened. But I should still write an apology letter... To Brianna and the guys of course, but Andy... He can burn in hell

I quietly walked to my room with my pills and bottled water in hand, because I can't swallow pills dry. I set the things in my restroom then walked back into my room to get a piece of paper and a pen, then went back into my restroom, closing and locking to door.

"Let's get started shall we" I said to myself as I sat down on the floor, pen and paper in hand then began to write.

"Well, this would be the second and last time in my life in writing an explanation to my self inflicted death, and again because of the same person, only this time he won't save me, no one will.

Brianna. I love you I'm sorry, this isn't your fault, so don't treat your self like it is.

Ashley, I'm gonna miss you, take care of Brianna, she really loves you.

mama jinxx and jakey, I'm really gonna miss you guys, please don't blame Andy for this, I was tired, we all die, so it's no big deal. Don't make it one.

CC.. I think I'm gonna miss you most of all! I'm defiantly gonna miss your meaningless yet hilarious jokes. Never change :)....

And Andy... I'm sorry, I was stupid for still thinking you could love me, well at least now I will get to be with my daughter and true love of my life.. Right? You were the only reason I was alive for so long after Darren's death, well now I won't be a burden to you anymore. I love you, and I'm sorry... Bye.

I folded the note and set it aside. I grabbed the first bottle of pills then realized something, these pills were suppose to make me happy, now there going to make me forever happy, my little happy pills.

I got a handful of the rounded white pills and downed them with one gulp of water. Then I got another handful and another and another... Until all the pills were gone and my vision started to blur. I picked up the note and held it close to my chest as I laid down on the floor waiting for death to claim what was his.

Notes

Haayyyy! Guys SOOO sorry I haven't been updating, just gotta lota shit going on right now! Ugh don't want school to come!!! Any way... Scarlets comity in suicide. I'm not going to say anything else except state the obvious. Will she die?