She hates love..... He loves hate
Midnight moments
**2 months later** last night of tour**
SCARLETS POV
"Darren.... I'm p-pregnant, and it's a girl" I said and all emotion drained from his now very pale face.
"Who's the father?" He asked clenching his fist.... I haven't even told him it might not be him. Why would he ask so fast... How could he know?
"Well... It could be you... Or andy.."
"WHAT!?!?!? YOU LITTLE SLUT!!!!! You leave for 5 months and come back pregnant?!?! And your telling me the baby might not even be mine?!?! What the fuck is wrong with you!?!? You little slut! Your going to pay!" He screamed as he withdrew his hand high above his head and for a split second I saw Andy's face in Darren's, and I was back in the halls of hells high school, to when Andy hit me... It stayed like that for a while until I heard Andy screaming, my name, in a worried tone.. and realized he would never hurt me again. So what the hell was going on?
"Scarlet! Wake up!! SCAR!!" I opened my eyes to see Andy and the guys gathered around my bunk. Andy holding on to my hand tightly.
I had a tight feeling in my chest, and my heart was pounding and I was shaking..... It was only a dream... A terrible terrible dream.
I looked at all the guys who looked scared half to death, especially Andy
"W-what h-happened?" I asked looking around the room, my eyes fell upon the clock, 2:30am?!??
"You were having a nightmare, we could hear you screaming all the way from our bunks! Are you ok?" Andy said looking at me with worry filled yet loving eyes.
"Y-yeah... I th-think" I said still in shock from the horrid nightmare.
They all just stood there looking at each other, as if talking through mind link, or something because they all obviously knew something I didn't.
"Guys I'm going back to bed, goodnight, scarlet if you need anything just yell.... Like you were 15 minuets ago" Ashley said as he walked back to his bunk
"Yea I'm getting pretty tired, Andy you got this?" CC said, patting Andy's shoulder then following Ashley's lead. Soon they were all gone except for Andy
"They just did that so we could be alone right?" I asked looking into his sleepy yet still electric blue eyes
"Yup! It worked!" One of the guys, (Ashley I think it was) yelled back from is bunk. The others just said things that's said they agreed but I couldn't understand them. Andy laughed nervously.
"Well if you need anything just-" he said walking towards his bunk before I pulled him back
"Will you stay with me? Please?" I pleaded and I saw joy in his eyes
He crawled into the bunk and wrapped his arms around me. Putting one hand on my now very big pregnant belly, the baby kicked as soon as he touched me
"Did you feel that?!?" He asked shocked and happy, this was the first time the baby has ever kicked...
"Yea" I said with a smile as I put my hand on his, which was still on my belly.
We stayed like this for what felt like blissful centuries, until Andy broke the comforting silence.
"Do you want to tell me what your bad dream was about?" He asked in a loving matter and I felt my chest tense up again.
"D-Darren... He d-didn't w-want the b-baby, and he was gonna h-hit m-me... B-but I saw y-your face, just like wh-when y-you hit me in h-high h-high-" I felt a tear fun down my cheek
"Shhhh.... Scarlet it's ok, you know I will always be here for you, even if she isn't my baby and I will never EVER! Hurt you or let anyone ever hurt you again... I love you scarlet" he said, I loved when he refers to the baby as her and not 'it' like the guys do.
"Andy, what if she's Darren's baby, and he wants her, and I want to be with him... Will you hate me?" I asked and instantly regretted it.... But I had to know.
"Scarlet, I love you, but if that's what happens, If that's what you want, I will support you a hundred% I would never hate you" I almost cried at his words... I thought I could only and would only ever love Darren, but that changed for Andy a long time ago.
"But if she's my baby, would you want to be with me?" He asked in a quiet shy voice
"Of course! Andy... I'm going to be with the father of my baby, but I will never stop loving the other. I'm so sorry I had to put you through all of this...."I said sudden regret filling my mind. I should've just died when I had the chance.
"You shouldn't have saved me" I said barely above a whisper, referring to my suicide attempt years ago, and we both knew, but like I said before...Andy hears everything.....
"Scarlet Anna Rose, don't you dare say that ever again..... If I hadn't saved you.. I-if I d-didn't c-care-" he was starting to tear up. If caused me physical pain to see him this way. I gently pressed my lips to his, and he calmed down instantly.
"I love you, you will always be my savior Andy" he gave me a smile that made me melt.
"I love you to, and I will always be there for you"
We shortly fell asleep in each other's loving embrace.
SCARLETS POV
"Darren.... I'm p-pregnant, and it's a girl" I said and all emotion drained from his now very pale face.
"Who's the father?" He asked clenching his fist.... I haven't even told him it might not be him. Why would he ask so fast... How could he know?
"Well... It could be you... Or andy.."
"WHAT!?!?!? YOU LITTLE SLUT!!!!! You leave for 5 months and come back pregnant?!?! And your telling me the baby might not even be mine?!?! What the fuck is wrong with you!?!? You little slut! Your going to pay!" He screamed as he withdrew his hand high above his head and for a split second I saw Andy's face in Darren's, and I was back in the halls of hells high school, to when Andy hit me... It stayed like that for a while until I heard Andy screaming, my name, in a worried tone.. and realized he would never hurt me again. So what the hell was going on?
"Scarlet! Wake up!! SCAR!!" I opened my eyes to see Andy and the guys gathered around my bunk. Andy holding on to my hand tightly.
I had a tight feeling in my chest, and my heart was pounding and I was shaking..... It was only a dream... A terrible terrible dream.
I looked at all the guys who looked scared half to death, especially Andy
"W-what h-happened?" I asked looking around the room, my eyes fell upon the clock, 2:30am?!??
"You were having a nightmare, we could hear you screaming all the way from our bunks! Are you ok?" Andy said looking at me with worry filled yet loving eyes.
"Y-yeah... I th-think" I said still in shock from the horrid nightmare.
They all just stood there looking at each other, as if talking through mind link, or something because they all obviously knew something I didn't.
"Guys I'm going back to bed, goodnight, scarlet if you need anything just yell.... Like you were 15 minuets ago" Ashley said as he walked back to his bunk
"Yea I'm getting pretty tired, Andy you got this?" CC said, patting Andy's shoulder then following Ashley's lead. Soon they were all gone except for Andy
"They just did that so we could be alone right?" I asked looking into his sleepy yet still electric blue eyes
"Yup! It worked!" One of the guys, (Ashley I think it was) yelled back from is bunk. The others just said things that's said they agreed but I couldn't understand them. Andy laughed nervously.
"Well if you need anything just-" he said walking towards his bunk before I pulled him back
"Will you stay with me? Please?" I pleaded and I saw joy in his eyes
He crawled into the bunk and wrapped his arms around me. Putting one hand on my now very big pregnant belly, the baby kicked as soon as he touched me
"Did you feel that?!?" He asked shocked and happy, this was the first time the baby has ever kicked...
"Yea" I said with a smile as I put my hand on his, which was still on my belly.
We stayed like this for what felt like blissful centuries, until Andy broke the comforting silence.
"Do you want to tell me what your bad dream was about?" He asked in a loving matter and I felt my chest tense up again.
"D-Darren... He d-didn't w-want the b-baby, and he was gonna h-hit m-me... B-but I saw y-your face, just like wh-when y-you hit me in h-high h-high-" I felt a tear fun down my cheek
"Shhhh.... Scarlet it's ok, you know I will always be here for you, even if she isn't my baby and I will never EVER! Hurt you or let anyone ever hurt you again... I love you scarlet" he said, I loved when he refers to the baby as her and not 'it' like the guys do.
"Andy, what if she's Darren's baby, and he wants her, and I want to be with him... Will you hate me?" I asked and instantly regretted it.... But I had to know.
"Scarlet, I love you, but if that's what happens, If that's what you want, I will support you a hundred% I would never hate you" I almost cried at his words... I thought I could only and would only ever love Darren, but that changed for Andy a long time ago.
"But if she's my baby, would you want to be with me?" He asked in a quiet shy voice
"Of course! Andy... I'm going to be with the father of my baby, but I will never stop loving the other. I'm so sorry I had to put you through all of this...."I said sudden regret filling my mind. I should've just died when I had the chance.
"You shouldn't have saved me" I said barely above a whisper, referring to my suicide attempt years ago, and we both knew, but like I said before...Andy hears everything.....
"Scarlet Anna Rose, don't you dare say that ever again..... If I hadn't saved you.. I-if I d-didn't c-care-" he was starting to tear up. If caused me physical pain to see him this way. I gently pressed my lips to his, and he calmed down instantly.
"I love you, you will always be my savior Andy" he gave me a smile that made me melt.
"I love you to, and I will always be there for you"
We shortly fell asleep in each other's loving embrace.
Notes
Sorry, shortish chapter... Wells, the question remains..... Who's the father? And why did the baby kick to Andy's touch? It's their last day on tour, Darren still doesn't know anything, how will Darren react? Is Darren the dad? Is Andy the dad?
I'm sorry that happened! :(
7/26/16