She hates love..... He loves hate

After I had told them, I expected criticism, and I was prepared to loose them, but.... That's not what happened at all... They were understanding... Caring...they were loving... Just like Andy..

The rest of the day we just sat in the lounge area, ordered a pizza and watched movies. All Disney, the guys thought it would be cute since... well since the 'baby'. Which wasn't even a baby yet.

"Damn scarlet! She's already eating like she's 12 months pregnant!" CC shouted as I stuffed my 5th slice of pizza in my mouth.

"A pregnancy only last 9 months C" I say and we all laugh at his false comment.

after we finished all the pizza..well after I finished all the pizza, we just watched the movie.

"When are you going to tell Darren?" Andy asked me, not worried about the guys hearing because they were all to much involved in finding nemo, I swear they are such children.

"I-I think it should be something I should tell him in person, like I told you...." I said with a sigh

"And that's the thing.... Andy... What if he doesn't want a baby! And if it's his! What if he leaves me because I hooked up with you! God I am so fucking stupid! I hurt the two people I love more than anything!" I said as I felt a tear rumble down my cheek.

"Scarlet, like I said, mine or not, I'm not leaving you... If it's his and he doesn't want it, then I will help you raise it as if it were my own" he said in a caring tone and I cried because of his words. Not because I was sad. Because I was happy.

"But until then, miss rose you are my best friend in the whole world." He said with a big smile and kissed my head.

I realized that never had I been so confused about my emotions before in my life..... I mean....Did I even want to keep the baby?

Notes

Ohh! Wow, she's never really asked herself if she wanted it.... Let's see if she does..