Twisted Desires Of A Bassist

I saw Andy walk into the bunks. I mean , I think I love him but.. how can I tell the guys that the 'ladies' man , is into guys?



I bit down on my lip nervously before sitting down on the couch.


"Whoa! What's that on your neck ?" Jake questioned and I forgot that Andy gave me all these hickies. Now , I definitely needed to lie.



"Uh. I banged another girl while you guys were out. That's why I needed a shower" I uttered nervously and he nodded.



"She must be a freaky one. ! They're all over your chest too." He examined and I strained out a laugh. I can't tell the guys.. they'll hate me .. or even worse they'll kick me out the band.



I know I'll have to apologize to Andy but the look in his eyes screamed hurt.


I walked into the bunks and I heard sniffling. Was Andy crying?


I poked my head into his bunk to see his back to me . "A-Andy" I whispered.



"Go away Ashley. Go fuck the girl you just bragged about. " he growled sarcastically.


"A-Andy I-" I whispered before he cut me off. "This was all a mistake " he uttered in a monotone voice and I felt my jaw drop.


"But. Andy. I lov... I want this to work. . I want this. . I want you" I whispered but he just ignored me.



I left his bunk and sat in my bunk and sobbed quietly into my pillow.



I'm tore between falling completely for a GUY that I may love or reject my feelings and stay miserable.

Notes

I seriously don't know if I should delete this of not.. that's why I didn't update yesterday.

-Cher