Twisted Desires Of A Bassist

-Four months later-


"THANKYOU SAN FRANCISCO! " Andy shouted off stage and we all rushed off the stage and hugged and signed things for our fans.



Ever since that I've been heartbroken, drunk , depressed , mad as hell , and utterly disappointed. But I'm all over that now , no one took the tweet seriously so everyone thinks I'm bi. Which I'm happy with and have came to terms with. In four months, i noticed that CC and Andy are dating and i wish Andy the best. I was never truly good enough for him.




I pushed those thoughts and finished up with the fans and walked away.



I could feel my skin cold to the touch due to me always being shirtless during shows and this cold weather.




We all rushed on the bus to be swallowed by the heater and i smiled softly.




"Ugh this feels amazing! " I screamed happily making everyone except CC laugh.




Jinxx and Jake went out to go get food and CC got into the shower.




Andy sat stiffly on the couch constantly looking at the bathroom door.



I sat next to him and he flinched slightly.




What's with that?



"Andy you sang great today! " I praised and he smiled softly with those crystal clear blue eyes looking at me.




"Thanks , Ash" He whispered looking at the bathroom door again.





"So how's everything been? I know after. .. everything. We got off tour for three months and now we're back and ready to rock. What's been going on in your life? I mean... we haven't really talked much" I whispered and he swallowed hard, looked at the bathroom door again and back at me and spoke.





"Oh.. everything's fine. . CC made me move in with him. .. music has been great.. i think I've developed a addiction to leather pants" He chuckled lightly and i smiled.




I've missed his laugh.



But what does he mean by CC 'made' him move in with him? "How about you.." he whispered.



"Well I'm single and I've been writing a lot actually. . Nothing major just small stuff. I've missed you... a lot" I whispered looking deep into his eyes then his lips but I resisted the urge to kiss him.





He's not mine anymore.




"I-I miss yo-" He whispered apologetically before the bathroom door opening up cut him off. He instantly got up and moved away from me.





CC came out with a towel wrapped loosely around his waist and he glared at Andy and Andy turned his gaze to the floor and rushed to the bunks.





"What's up C?" I questioned and he looked at me with no expression.





What's with him?




"What were you two talking about? " He questioned sounding annoyed. "What's it to you?" I questioned.





"Andy's mine. So it is my business" he growled and i stood up.



"Fuck off C . " I growled pushing past him and i walked off the bus and headed for a bar.




I needed a drink.




-Andy's POV- I curled up into the far corner of CC's bunk. I'm not allowed to have my own bunk .. not anymore.



I missed Ashley's voice. .. i missed his scent and his smooth body. . I missed his chocolate orbs.




I heard Ash talking to CC rudely and i shut my eyes. I know he's going to take his anger out on me.





I heard the door slammed and I prayed to anything up in the sky that it was CC that left.





I heard the curtain rip open and with my back to it , i pretended I was sleeping.





Not even the darkness could save me , i pulled out of the bunk by my hair and punched hard in the stomach.




I gasped for air and curled up on the floor.





"What the fuck did i say about talking to him? !" He screamed before he starting to kicking me hard in the chest and all over my body.





"P-PLEASE S-STOP! I-IM SORRY!!" I begged after more bruise worthy kicks to my stomach were given.





"Get the fuck up and clean yourself off.. You're disgusting and bleeding" He growled and i slowly got up and kept my gaze down as i walked into the bathroom and closed the door.





I looked at my body and i could see the purple and blue bruises already starting to form.











I slipped into the shower with the hot water rolling down my body as i cried hard and hugged my knees.

Notes

Okay i need to know now... can anyone handle rape... because the way this story is going .. there's gonna be a lot of it. Comment your opinion.


-Cher♡