Twisted Desires Of A Bassist

I checked out the hotel from after Jinxx dragged me here last night.


The bruise was bright purple and slightly blue on my cheek. The insane headache was pounding.



I checked my phone to see that Andy hasn't texted back. I called and texted at least a hundred times last night.



I walked out to see Jinxx outside in his car. I slipped in to see him with shades on and a clenched jaw.



"Look .. Jinxx.. I'm s-sorry. .. i didn't mean to get drunk. I was just so nervous and i really do love Andy but... ugh... i don't know how to deal with all of this" I begged and his jaw softened.




"You've got hell to pay.. You really fucked up with Andy. He was devastated when you sent that tweet. Why'd you send it? Are you ashamed of him? " He questioned sounding betrayed.




"No! I love him! !! I just ... ugh. I don't know. I'm scared. . About what people will think. .." I whispered. As we drove away he looked me over with disgust.




"So yoy rather be known for the straight guy who fucks sluts rather than the guy who is in love with a gay guy? Real smart Ash.." He growled as we pulled up on the bus and got out.





"Damnit okay! I get it!! I'll make it up to him. .. I'll fix this. I don't know how but i will" I pleaded guilty laced in my tone.




We stepped on the bus and i walked back to the bunks.





"Andy we need to tal-" I rambled before my mouth dropped open.



I saw CC sucking hard on Andy's neck before they saw me and their eyes went wide.




"A-Andy?" I questioned feeling betrayed and tears welled up in my eyes. Andy pulled away from CC with wide eyes. "A-Ash... I-" He pleaded guilty laced in his tone and i walked out the bunks and sat outside.





I slammed my fist into the side of the bus as tears rushed down my face.





I heard the door opened and i kept my back turned.





"Ashes..." that deep voice purred sadly and my heart shattered more.



"There's nothing to say Andy..." I whispered and he stood in front of me.




Hickies covered his bare chest with black sweat pants on.




His bed hair was in his face as his crystal clear blue eyes looked me over.


"I only have one question. .." I whispered and he bit his lip hard.



"Did you sleep with him?.." I whispered and his eyes grew wide.



"Ashes. .."



"Don't Andy... just don't. .." I whispered before walking away.




"Ashes please! I was heartbroken and lonely. . I need someone who will show me off. You're not that person.. " he whispered apologetically.





"I love you ... is that not enough? " I questioned.













"Love isn't always fair ..." he whispered and i shrugged away and kept walking.

Notes

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