Two dreams into one

They eventually got to Andy's home, they liked to have the party in someone's house. Then it was private and they could get as drunk as they wanted. It wouldn't matter if they woke up on Andy's floor.
"One of you girls can put on some music." Andy said and pointed at a laptop. Emily walked up to it, put on spotify. She felt like something hard, she though anyone could go and change if they didn't like it.
"You all like hard music, right? Or accept it atleast." Emily said and played Motionless In White, another band she liked.
"Well, I suppose I'm the only one here who just listens to it if every one else wants to listen to it." Jinxx said and laughed.
"You got that right, you're not our party music guy." Jake said and laugh while opening a beer. Emily opened her somersby and smiled. She was happy being here. Jessica sat on Andy's couch, next to Ashley. She was happy for her new friend. Emily started to dance a little and giggled.She liked to just randomly dance, and it was a party, right?
"Oh, I like dancing!" CC shouted and got next to her and danced. They both laughed, this really was her best day ever. Andy stood a few meters away and laughed while drinking a beer.
"CC you look like a teenage girl!" he said and blinked at them.
"Come and try Andy." Emily said and waved at him to come there.
"No, I don't dance." he said and smiled.
"Come on, just once." CC said and grabes Andy's arm.
"Oh, America is playing now, I love this song! Though I don't know much about USA, but tell me if you agree with the lyrics." Emily said and laughed.
"Actually a little." Andy said and tried to dance. Emily giggled and danced in front of him. CC started to dance again and they had a little circle.
"I haven't showed you my house yet." Andy said. "Do you want to see the rest of it?"
"Sure." Emily said and sipped on her somersby. Andy started to walk and Emily walked after him.
"Bathroom if anyone needs it, my bedroom, kitchen..." Andy said and showed her.
"It's very beautiful."
"Thanks." Andy said and smiled at her. Suddenly someone changed music, to wherever you will go by the calling. Emily had loved that song since she was young.
"Would you like to dance with me?" Andy said and put down his beer. Emily put down her somersby too.
"Sure, why not?" she said and smiled at him. He opened his arms to her and she wrapped her arms around his neck. He wrapped his arms around her waist and she thought she was dreaming. It felt so good to slow dance with Andy, it couldn't be real.
"How old are you by the way?" Andy said like it was a normal question.
"I just turned twenty."
"You're not that much younger than I am." Andy said and smiled down at her. She smiled back before burrying her face in his neck. His scent made her dizzy and overwhelmed. He smelled really good.
Suddenly someone enters the kitchen.
"Oh, there you are." CC said and grinned at them. Andy slowly pulled away from her, but she felt he wasn't ready for it.
"Come on, join us in the livingroom." they heared Jake shout. They sighed and took their drinks and walked into the living room, as they were asked to do.
Jessica changed the song, to you're gonna go far kid by the offspring. Emily giggled and they airhigh-fived. They obviously loved the song both of them. Emily started to jump and sing, and don't forget laugh, she was so happy.
Hours passed by and they had an awesome party. Next morning they woke up at Andy's house.

When Emily woke up she felt an arm around her. She didn't remember where she was or what happened last night. She turned around on the couch to look who it was hugging her. She was surprised and chocked. It was Ashley! She sat up and Ashley woke up too.
"Is it morning already?" he asked, almost asleep.
"Yeah... Where's Jessica?" she said and started to look for her in the huge livingroom.
"The other girl? Well, she left yesterday." he said and sat up.
"WHAT?" Emily was pretty scared now. "Did we do something yesterday Ashley?"
"No, I think we just fell asleep on the couch. I guess your friend didn't like it."
"No, of course not. She's your number one fan. And I'm Andy's number one fan... Oh god, Ashley, it all turned out the wrong way." she said and felt the tears burning behind her eyes. He stared at her for a while.
"Was there something between you and Andy? I need to know, because if there was, I need to talk to him. Explain that..." his voiced trailed out.
"I need to talk to Jessica." Emily whispered and a tear roll down her cheek. "I had one friend here in LA, one fucking friend. And now I've hurt her feelings."
"Is there anything I can do to make it alright?" Ashley asked.
"I don't know... Maybe."
"Here's my number, in case you think of anything later. I can give your number to Andy."
"That would be kind." Emily said, and then she left to look for Jessica.

Jessica wasn't in their room and Emily sighed. She had called her phone mutliple times, and no answer. Jessica didn't want to speak to her she thought. She might have broke her heart., why would Jessica want to talk to Emily? Emily fell down on her bed and started to cry again. This was not what she planned. She didn't want things to be this way. She took a deep breath and sat up. There was one thing she wanted to do. She walked into the bathroom and looked through her stuff. She locked the door just in case Jessica came back, she didn't want her to see her like this. She found the razor and looked at herself in the mirror. She looked miserable. She had black stripes on her cheeks, make-up everywhere. It made her cry even more. She sat down on the toilet, put the razor to her wrist and made small lines. The pain struck her will full power, but she kept cutting. She thought she deserved this, she deserved the pain. Some blood fell on the floor, on the mat, but she didn't notice it. She had been addicted to cutting many years now. Every time she thought she had quit, it all start over again. She cut pretty deep this time, she felt horrible.She dropped the razor and looked at her blood stained wrists. After just staring at what she just did, she washed them off and put some bandage on, it didn't stop bleeding. She got out from the bathroom and took a long sleeved shirt so no one would notice the bandages and then she left the room to keep looking for Jessica.

She looked for hours and when she gave up, she sat down on Venice beach, in the sand, just watching the sunset. Tears ran down her face as she stared into the air. How could she let this happen? How? Why? When the sun was down she tried to call Jessica, no answer as usual. Then she called Ashley instead.
"Hello?" the maled asked.
"Ashley, it's me, Emily. I can't find Jessica..." she said and shook in the cold evening.
"Where have you looked?" he asked, he sounded serious.
"At the campus in Westwood, Beverly Hills, Hollywood, now I'm at Venice beach."
"Could you just wait there for a few minutes, I'm coming there." he said and hung up. She didn't have a choice now. After a few minutes he was there, with the rest of the band.
"We all want to help looking." Jake said and hugged her. She must look really terrible if they feel that sorry for her. She just nodded at his words. Then Andy jumped out of the van they came in. She just stood there staring at him, it felt like darkness tried to rip her heart out. The tears started to fall again. Andy looked pretty sad and walked up to her.
"How are you?" he asked, standing a few feet away. It was more than an arm, or she would have grabbed him.
"I feel horrible. I'm so sorry Andy..." she whispered but her voice trailed out.
"Ssssch." Andy said and finally wrapped her in his arms. "Ashley explained."
"When you two talk about Ashley, is there anything I can do to find Jessica?" Ashley said and they both looked at him.
"You could try to call her." Emily said and gave him her number when he nodded. He had on speaker, so Emily could hear too.
"I don't want to talk to you Emily! You knew I liked Ashley, how could you do that to me?!" an upset voice answered.
"Jessica? It's me, Ashley."
"Ashley? You can go to hell too." Jessica said and everyone heard she was crying.
"I assure you nothing happened between me and Emily. We were just sitting on the same couch, she fell asleep, you saw us, you ran out of the house. I tried to stop you, but you had already left. So I went back into the livingroom, drank some more alcohol, I must have been to drunk to think of waking Emily up, and the next thing I remember is waking up on the couch."
"How am I supposed to trust anyone?" she said.
"I have no answer for that, but I know Emily is very worried about you."
"Don't mention her, I can't have her as room mate anymore!" When Emily heard Jessica's words she fell. Her legs stopped to work and she just fell like that to the ground, even if Andy held her. She asped for air, she couldn't breathe, she couldn't see anything or hear anything.
"Emily!" Andy shouted and kneeled next to her and held her. She didn't really notice though, it felt like she was dying.
"What's wrong with Emily?" Jessica asked quietly. Emily's sleeves didn't cover a piece of the bandage and Andy noticed that. He removed the sleeves and then the bangages. Her arms was still bleeding.
"Oh Emily, why?" Andy whispered and held her even closer.
"Jessica, we need to go to the hospital, Emily doesn't... Eh, doesn't feel well. Can you meet us there?"
"Okay..." Jessica said and hung up. Andy lifted Emily into the van and they drove to the hospital.
Emily didn't notice things, not at all.

Notes

I feel like it all turned out in a strange way. Oh well, why not?