One Night

'Positive.' I read in my mind. Over and over in my mind. It repeated itself and I couldn't stop it. Fuck.
How the hell was I going to do this? I love her but. What would I do? I never meant for this shit to happen. It's not like I don't love her. I feel like I don't know anything anymore. Like im a dumbass. Which I am obviously.
I walked around the living room, hearing her crying in the bathroom. I couldn't imagine how this felt.
If I were her dad, i'd be pissed. But. It is my child. I think.
"Is it mine?"
"Yes, dammit. Who the fuck would I sleep with?"
"I dont know!" I yelled at her. I didn't mean to by my thoughts were taking over and I was so stressed..
"Should I.. You know.." She said after a few minutes after
" No no no no darling. We can do this.. We just need to think this through. Everything will be fine."
"No it wont and you know it! We cant act like its alright when its not."
I walk to her and cup her face "Yes it will. Just. Please. Dont do it."
"I wont. I love you."
"I love you too." I said and kissed her forehead.
*one week later*
I got up off of the couch in my living room and called Alyss.
"Hello?"
"Hey. It's Andy"
"Hey. Whats up?"
"I just wanted to know how you were doing. Since we havent talked in. How long? Uhh.. A week I think."
"Im fine, heh. I called my doctor about somethings and I need to get an ultrasound. Can you maybe.. Uh.."
"Come with you?"
"Yeah. It would mean a lot."
"Of course."
"Thanks.."

Notes

Running out of ideas *-*