Nightmares again. I had been restless at sleeping and moving around much but to my surprise Andrew wasn't next to me like he was when we fell asleep in the first place. I ignored it and deiced to get out of bed. I stumbled over to the other side of the room in the darkness, I couldn't see anything in front of me but as I opened the door a light flooded into the room to enhance my vision. I put on my slippers and proceeded out the door. I made my way down the stairs, tip toeing to make sure not to wake Blu or Jake up. I'm not sure where Andrew is but if he's sleeping I wouldn't want to wake him up. He gets cranky if you do.
I turned on my heel to see something in the darkness, it scared me and I instantly went outside, closing the door behind me. I set out on a walk to get the nightmares and what I just saw out of my head. I headed down the street so I could walk around the block and back to the house, enough to clear my head. I took it one step at a time, each step in a new direction forward in my life, leaving everything sad behind me and just moving toward the future. My future.
I made it all the way around the block and back to the house, there was a small light in the living room from one of the coffee table lamps that wasn't there before. Someone's up at two o' clock in the morning like me? I slowly opened the door and tip toed to the living room, hoping not to scare anyone. I turned the corner into the living room to see a horrible scene that my heart not want to beat.
I watched as Andrew made out with a skinny black girl with long black hair on the sofa, his shirt off and his pants unbuckled with his hand up her shirt. Screaming was all I could do. It was a soft scream but enough to cause Andrew to pull away from the girl and looked at me. I stood there my face cold and he searched my eyes.
"Remains, wait-" he said but I ran off not letting him finish. I ran into our room as Andrew followed, I slammed the door in his face and slid down to the ground crying my eyes out. I put my head into my hands and sobbed as Andrew banged on the door. "Remains, I'm sorry. I was stupid." he yelled on the other side trying to get me to open the door but I refused and just continued sobbing. "Please, baby open the door." he begged.
Full of rage, I stood up, pressing my hands to the door and stuttered out "fff-uck y-ou." my first words in five years and all they fill is hate. I dropped back down to the floor and cried, ignoring anymore of Andrew's pleads, by now the whole house was woken up. The thing that hurts the most is that I want to forgive him and let him in cause I still love him so much.


-Andrew's POV-

I am so stupid. I don't even know why I let Hanna seduce me enough to cheat on Remains. I love her. I do. I can't believe the first words she spoke to me were out of such hate. All she said was 'fuck you' but it hurt more than a piano hitting my head. The first words she has said since she went mute and they were directed at me in hate. I feel awfull. How could I do that to her, such a sweet girl, the girl that I love. The girl that I am in love with and need to win back.