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From Shapeless To Breakable **COMPLETED**

Chapter 55: Goodbye Andy..

Rebekah's P.O.V
I cried my ass out for awhile, then I went to my bathroom and redid my makeup, my eyes were still red and puffy but I could try to hide it as much as I could...
I heard a knock and instantly knew it was Andy, it was already time for him to go? I sighed as he walked in. I noticed concern in his eyes, but I tried my best to ignore it, it wouldn't make things easier... He sat on the bed, next to me.
“I'm sorry Rebie, I should have told you before, so that you would have prepared yourself. I didn't think about it that way... I'm really sorry.” I nodded, not knowing how would be my voice, shaking?
“It's okay Andy..” yes, shaking.
“It doesn't seem like it's okay Rebie.. I know you.” I gave him a weak smile.

CC was the one to drive Andy to the airport so I please-begged him to bring me. Arrived, I did my best not to cry, I didn't want Andy to feel bad because of me. And I didn't want to admit how much I depended on him... 'Love is just another prison'
He gave me a last kiss before walking off. Arrived in the car with CC, I let my tears fell, looking trough the window, I didn't want to talk. He understood and put on some music, for it not to get awkward.
Arrived home I thanked CC and walked directly to my room. It was still too early to sleep and I didn't feel like eating. I still didn't want to talk. So I took the papers Mr. Campbell gave me and gave it a try...


In the end it wasn't as hard as I thought, I guess it was more because I refused to think about Andy, but who cares?
I finished all around 10, so I took a shower and went to bed. I knew I wouldn't be able to sleep, but I wanted to stay in the dark, with some music. I needed to get myself out of this prison, I couldn't feel like shit each time he wouldn't be next to me! I bet he didn't even feel like this! 'Don't say that, he really loves you Rebie!' said an 'angel' in my mind. I knew it was right, and I hated it... No, I loved the fact he loved me, it was one of the most important thing in my life...
But I couldn't lie.. I hated the 'Andy Black' project, not because I hated it, but because of it Andy was far from me... I knew I wouldn't have him for tour, but tour plus solo project?


Andy's P.O.V
I was in the plane, thinking only about Rebie.. If only I could have brought her, or text her right now! But I couldn't. I had to go, it was my fault, but I really wanted Andy Black to work.. I knew how much it affected Rebie, and it killed me. But I wanted this for so long! When I first started it I didn't think I would met love again, so I didn't care. But that was before.. I sighed, trying to fall asleep even for one hour.
I was thinking about a way to come back earlier, maybe if I put the two meetings the same day I could win a day and come back Friday instead of Saturday? Yes, I would try that. I couldn't stay three whole days without Rebie, she was my drug, worse than cigarette! When I arrived, the first thing I did was texting Rebekah, telling her I was still alive and I missed her deeply. Normally she should be sleeping now, I would have to wait until tomorrow to have a reply...


Rebekah: 'I'm glad you're alive, or else I would have killed you! I miss my human pillow..'


I laughed, I was her human pillow? Okay, as she was mine!


Andy: 'Weren't you supposed to be sleeping baby?'


Rebekah: 'Yes, but I can't sleep without you... :( '


Andy: 'I'm sorry! But try to put a pillow in yours arms.. Or sleep in my bed?'


Rebekah: 'Yes! I'll sleep in your room. Good night my love.'


I smiled at the last text, if only I could sleep with her tonight... I knew being far from her would be hard!


Rebekah's P.O.V
I woke up in Andy's batman sheets. I missed him deeply, but I had to make my best to have three at least not bad days. So I ate my breakfast, ignoring the fact I wasn't in the mood of eating then headed to school. First I gave Mr. Campbell my exercises, he was extremely happy I did them and he gave me other papers.
The day passed normally, Ethan was back to school and was officially in relationship with Shanella. I decided I would tell Jinxx I wanted to stay this afternoon, and by the way I would ask them to adopt Tori too. They were really nice and caring, they deserved my trust, so I could accept them to adopt my baby..


Talking about my baby, I wondered how she was. I hoped she wasn't too sad without me, as she called me her 'mother number two'. I smiled at the idea, when she wrapped her chubby arms around my neck, telling me she loved me... She didn't know how much it meant to me! She has been the first person to love me since I arrived in the orphanage, and I still wondered why. What did she find in me to love?
Maybe she found out the 'good roots' in me as Sammi called them. Or maybe, I just reminded her of her own mother.. I never knew what happened to her parents. I just hope their death wasn't close to my owns...
It has been three weeks since I last saw her, I knew she was a strong little girl, but sometimes she liked to say what she thought.. No matters what.


It was around 11, I was in my fourth period, next to Ethan when I felt it... The headache.

Notes

Sorry, it's pretty short... Oh and, filler alert! Thanks for reading! I felt like updating twice today :3

Comments

@I am your Shadow..
when the cutting happened

punk dancer punk dancer
12/3/14

@punk dancer
Urm.. Where are you in the story? I'm kinda lost with this comment o.O

you don't have to apologise for a part of life...it's gruesome, yes, but life isn't all rainbows and butterflies

punk dancer punk dancer
12/2/14

my name is Veronica too cx anyway I love the story I finished it in 2 days xb

@xI_am_your_shadowx
Its true