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From Shapeless To Breakable **COMPLETED**

Chapter 44: What The Flying Fuck Is Happening To Me?

Rebekah's P.O.V
Arrived home I walked directly to Andy's room, even if it has only been about 8 hours since I last seen him I missed him terribly! I walked in without knocking... And regretted it! Andy was only wearing his boxer... Nothing more! I slowly looked at him, I never really looked at a man, like almost naked!
His skin was pale, his shoulders were large making his waist even tinier. He had small hips and long skinny legs and arms. He had manly hands, but the part that attracted my eyes the most -God only knew why!- was his boxer, not his firm looking ass... No. I couldn't take my eyes from the bump in front of him, he didn't have a boner I knew it, but I don't know why I couldn't look away.

When I finally looked up he had a crooked smile on his face, I could feel mine was blood red and it made him chuckle.
“Go and come back in three minutes. I'll be dressed.” I quickly nodded before walking away, closing the door after myself. I laid my back against the door, my heart was racing in my chest... What the fuck was happening to me? I knew it was the first time I ever fell in love and it meant some new feelings and emotion. But even if Andy was one of the nicest guy I knew, it wasn't normal for me to look at his boxer... Well, more at his sex, but thanks goodness it was covered!


I walked back in, this time he was fully dressed. He gave me an apologetic smile, but it was kinda hard to thrust with the amusement in his eyes. I walked to his bed and sat next to him, still feeling confused about my own reactions... What the fuck was happening to me? In the corner of my eyes I could see how concerned Andy was, yes the corner, I couldn't look at him just yet.
“Hey babe, it's okay. There's no need of reacting like this, I am dressed now... You're traumatized? I'm so ugly?” he gave me a bright smile and I couldn't help but smile back. Hell no he wasn't ugly!
“So how was your day? I know you hate school but it couldn't be totally bad did it?
-Actually no it wasn't too bad. But I'm still happy tomorrow is Friday!” he chuckled.


“Yes, me too! So it will be weekend and I will have my girlfriend with me.” I felt myself blushing and looked up at him. He didn't say anything, just leaned in to press his lips to mine. I instantly kissed back, I was finally getting -kinda- used to the war of butterflies in my belly. I quickly pulled away when I heard myself moaning... What the flying fuck? I wasn't supposed to ever react to a man... How could Andy make me moan with a kiss?
He softly lifted my chin with his thumb, making me look into his mesmerizing blue eyes. There was the same unknown expression in them as in the morning, I never saw it anywhere else before...


'Yes you did, but you just don't want to remember it...' said an evil voice in my head, but before I could think about it, Andy's lips were on mine. But he broke apart when he heard a knock on the door. We both looked up when Sammi's head passed the door. She seemed surprised, maybe of my presence.
“Andy? Jinxx asked you to be ready, the guys are coming soon... Well... I was there!” she quickly walked off, closing the door. Andy stood up and grabbed his sketch book before turning back to me with a warm smile.
“We're working on our next album... Want to join?” I nodded, the weird look wasn't in his eyes anymore, making me feel better... Where did I saw it before?


Time skip to Friday afternoon, Ethan's P.O.V
I spent the whole day daydreaming, Rebekah and Melody both tried to bring me back to Earth but they wouldn't be able to. I felt way too good on my little cloud. I wasn't totally happy -I would maybe never be- but I was only thinking about one thing... Or I should say: one person!
The day before, Shanella went to me and gave me the address for Saturday night party, she asked me if I could pick her at her house and when I said yes she gave me her address and her number!! Then we have been texting each others a lot, so as I just said: I felt too good on my little cloud!


We were only on Friday afternoon and I couldn't wait for my first party! If I wasn't shy like a kitten I would be jumping up and down the whole day... sometimes it had good point in being shy! I walked home texting Sanella with a stupid smile on my face, I still couldn't understand how she could even talk to a looser like me, but I was happy she did!


Shanella: 'Hey! I forgot to tell you! I want you to look hot tomorrow! So take your sexy clothes!'


I looked at the message with wide eyes -and of course my stupid and constant smile- what did she mean? I wasn't sexy!


Ethan: 'What do you mean? I'm not specially hot...'
Shanella: 'Oh shut up! Just put what make you feel the more comfortable about yourself. You know, the outfit you don't wear for school and that make you feel hotter? This one! Or else I'll drag you to the mall and force you to buy something! 3:)'


I chuckled to myself, imagining the tiny girl taking my foot and literally dragging me... Okay, now I could see what she meant. Of course I had the outfit I dreamed I would wear at Melz and I's first date... But as it would never happen!


Ethan: 'It's okay, I get your point. No need of dragging me anywhere!
Shanella: 'Cool :) then I can't wait to see you! Just imagine that you're going out with the hottest girl you know!'


… She was actually the 'hottest girl I knew'. But this wouldn't help me feel good enough! But I would do my best as she invited me already... No, my best would never be enough for her, she was so perfect! As if she read in my mind she replied:


Shanella: 'Oh and by the way, don't tell me shit like you're 'not good enough for me' or so. Just one: get ready; two:get sexy; three: shut you mouth and four: don't think! The fourth is the most important! And when we're there, smile, you look so much hotter with a smile!'


I realized I wasn't smiling anymore and turned on myself to see if she was there, somewhere looking at me. Of course she wasn't, but it seemed she could understand me like no one before, she knew when I was upset even when she wasn't close to me, she knew how to make me smile, blush, laugh... Just with some words!
I felt myself blushing as I typed the text.


Ethan: 'Okay I'll do my best for tomorrow... And thanks :$'
Shanella: 'I wish I could be there! I love it when you blush! You're so cuuuute! <3'


I felt myself blushing even more, me cute? How was it even possible? I've always been so shy that girls never really noticed me, my parents always told me I was an ugly brat... So it was really hard for me to think I could be cute!
Shanella then sent me a text saying she had to go now and that she wouldn't be messaging me for a while, I just said okay with a smile.
I was walking home -of course as slowly as I could- and decided to walk to the mall first. I went straight to my favorite hair shop to be welcomed by Thorn, my favorite seller. I wanted to buy some hair dye to re-do my black which faded a bit away. Thorn gave me a natural looking dark brown for the best price as he knew me...


When I walked out I kinda fell in love with a golden necklace, so I bought it. I was in a wonderful mood, the best I felt in years! I knew already what I would be putting on, and the necklace would fit in perfectly.
I walked home and went straight to my room, my father wasn't there -or maybe he wasn't there yet- and avoiding him would be good to keep my face at least presentable. I took my outfit out, verifying everything was okay, I knew I was acting like a girl but I didn't care. I was going to my first party! And it was with the hottest girl of the whole school!



Notes

Oh my God! I already have a picture for Ethan's style and this guy is soooo hot! *melting*... Anyway! Wait... Not anyway yet, if anyone recognize the guy on Ethan's photo please give me his name! I'm almost in love *_* <3
Ok, so now anyway, thanks for reading, please rate and subscribe and biiiiiiig thanks to anyone who recognize him (I'm creepy I know, but I need another photo :P)

Comments

@I am your Shadow..
when the cutting happened

punk dancer punk dancer
12/3/14

@punk dancer
Urm.. Where are you in the story? I'm kinda lost with this comment o.O

you don't have to apologise for a part of life...it's gruesome, yes, but life isn't all rainbows and butterflies

punk dancer punk dancer
12/2/14

my name is Veronica too cx anyway I love the story I finished it in 2 days xb

@xI_am_your_shadowx
Its true