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From Shapeless To Breakable **COMPLETED**

Chapter 43: We need to Talk...

Rebekah's P.O.V
As CC and I walked in, we saw both Andy and Johnny with guns in their hands... What the fucking fuck?! Andy gave me a cute and innocent smile and CC and I just raised our eyebrows.
“Johnny in what kind of hell are you bringing my boyfriend?
-Oh.. So now he is your boyfriend?” I frowned, he was changing the topic!
“Fuck that! Just tell me why you both have guns? You plan on killing him?” he laughed evilly.
“Yes! Then I would say it was an accident!” but by the look on my face he added:
“I'm kidding Little Rebel, your boyfriend just wanted to touch a gun for the first time in his life. So I gave him a quick lesson about it.”

I let out a sigh of relief, I still wasn't reassured but it was better. Why couldn't they talk normally? About normal subject? Oh and by the way be normal?
'Who is talking about normality? Not Rebekah Miller?' asked an evil voice in my head. I sighed again, I was the opposite of the word 'normality'...
“At least you're not killing each others... Anyway, we have to go! I'm hungry...
-Whaaat?!?! You mean that I can't even feed my little Rebel and her friends? Now I'm offended!” Johnny replied, crossing his arms around his chest and pouting like a child. I chuckled before running to hug him, he smiled widely at my usual reaction...
“Of course you can! I just didn't want to bother you!” I smiled at him and he finally hugged me back.


After eating, we decided to walk around. CC and Andy finally stopped being scared to death and they were now talking normally with Johnny and his best (and only real) friend. Me in the other hand was waving, hugging and talking to everyone I used to know. I was happy and excited like a young child, jumping up and down. Here I didn't hate, like deeply, anyone. They were my second family, when Sammi and BVB was my third one. 'Little Rebel' was back! Not for long as the day was almost over, but back anyway!
The hardest part of the day was of course the goodbyes! Johnny insisted for me to stay for the night but I couldn't, I had school the next day and even if I would gladly skip it I needed to talk with Ethan.


But he achieved to make us eat with them for dinner too... So we finally went away around 8PM. I promised to call and come as often as I could. Barely moved away, I plugged in my headphones and turned on my music. I then fell asleep at Amy Lee's angelic voice.


I woke up with a pair of arms around my body and instantly tensed up. Who the fuck...? Oh! It was just Andy! I looked at him, he was still fast asleep, his face seemed peaceful. His mouth was opened a little and I couldn't resist to kiss him. I didn't know what time it was, I didn't want to know. All I wanted at this moment was to kiss this man! So I did, I pressed my lips to his, closing my eyes. Still asleep he kissed back, more like an automatic reflex, but I didn't care, I liked it.
He pulled me closer, now totally awake, and deepened the kiss. He caressed my cheek and hair with his free hand. I wished it could never stop!


But of course it had to stop... When he pulled away there were an unknown expression on his face, then he sweetly smiled at me.
“I love being woken up like that babe...” I felt myself blushing and his smile just grew wider. I loved being there, under him, just him and I. It was perfect. He kissed me again, softly and quickly this time. A long peck that sent shiver to my whole body.
“I wish you could stay with me today... One day I'll kidnap you Rebekah! And you'll be all mine... Forever.
-Then you will go to prison because Jinxx would report you to the cops and I won't see you anymore? No! I rather see you only in the morning...” he chuckled, letting me go.


I got ready and walked back in the room, I didn't feel like wearing sneakers so I just put on my combat boots. Little make up and jewelry and I'm done!
“Wow baby, you look gorgeous! You should be wearing more shorts!” said Andy as he stood up from my bed and walked to me. He wrapped an arm around me, pulling me closer.
“I know, but I hate these marks...
-They're almost gone there, you can still rock in shorts!” I smiled up at him before kissing his lips. Then we walked down stairs to eat before I could head to school.


Arrived school I directly walked to my locker, not bothering to listen to the usual 'morning's rumor'. In class I sat in the back, next to the window, waiting for Ethan. I really wanted to talk with him.. When he arrived I quickly took a paper and wrote on it.
'Hello buddy. We need to talk' he took it and read it then gave me a confused look. I just drawn a little razor blade on the paper before giving him back. He lightly blushed then wrote.
'I thought (hoped) you would forget about it...'
'I actually think you did forget who I am!' he smiled a bit then told me he would talk about it later.


So later, I came back about it... He sighed loudly when he saw me next to his locker, me in the other hand just gave him the most innocent smile I actually could make. He sighed again while opening the locker.
“I guess you won't give up until you know...?
-Actually I just want to make sure you won't do it again, then you can keep your whys to yourself. I just want you to be okay, I don't like it when you suffer... Or else I wouldn't be working my ass off to make sure no ones hurt you. So now I want you to stop hurting yourself...” I looked up at him, concerned.


“Actually I prefer to talk about it once, then try to forget about this... If I can.” with that he told me everything, how he felt, what was currently happening to him... I couldn't help but feel sad for him! I couldn't help him, I couldn't make him stop thinking he was stupid, ugly, worthless... All I could do was trying my best to make him think about something else, to make him a bit happier.
“And just to make everything better, the person I love doesn't love me back... I feel like no one will ever love me, like I don't even deserve being loved!” I smiled warmly at him before pulling him into a quick hug.
“You feel like no one loves you? Like no one could ever love you? It's okay, but now can you explain me why a certain brunette is giving me a death glare?”


He turned around to see who I was talking about and quickly turned back to me, blushing. He opened his mouth to talk, but then closed it, he seemed confused. I grinned and walked off, seeing Shanella coming to... Us? Or him? Anyway!
The rest of the day Ethan has been daydreaming a lot, I didn't feel like asking him why, but by the way he was smiling I could tell it was something good. I think this guy had enough bullshit. It was time for something good to happen!

Notes

FILLER ALERT!
Thanks you all my lovely readers <3

Comments

@I am your Shadow..
when the cutting happened

punk dancer punk dancer
12/3/14

@punk dancer
Urm.. Where are you in the story? I'm kinda lost with this comment o.O

you don't have to apologise for a part of life...it's gruesome, yes, but life isn't all rainbows and butterflies

punk dancer punk dancer
12/2/14

my name is Veronica too cx anyway I love the story I finished it in 2 days xb

@xI_am_your_shadowx
Its true