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From Shapeless To Breakable **COMPLETED**

Chapter 34: Beach Day, Part I: Sing

Rebekah's P.O.V
I woke up this morning still scared. At least I slept! I took my shower and put the damn swim suit, then I quickly covered it with a long sleeved shirt and a short. I put on a pair of sandals and a few jewelry, I tied my hair in a low pony tail. Then I looked at my reflection in the mirror: not bad. [http://www.polyvore.com/beach_days_outfit/set?id=124496660]
My scars weren't to visible on my thighs as my skin was a bit more tanned, but my belly... I sighed grabbing a bag, I put a towel and sun glasses in it. I didn't bother putting makeup on and just walked downstairs.

I walked to the kitchen to find Sammi, when she saw me she smiled.
“Hi, slept well?” I just nodded, why and how could she always be in a good mood?
'Sweet bitch' whispered an evil voice in my head, but I quickly got rid of it.
“Andy and the rest of the guys are joining us!” she said while filling my plate with eggs and bacon. I gasped... Andy? Why?
I really didn't want him to see it, what if he got disgusted? What if he didn't want me anymore?
I felt two arms wrapping around me and knew it was him, how? Because he was the only one who could hug me without I got any bad feeling! So without him...


“You left your door locked...” he whispered in my ears, I gave him a puzzled look and he just grinned:
“Let's say I like to visit you.” I blushed deeply, Andy visited me at night?
“I am an angel?” He asked, loudly this time. What?
He pointed at my shirt: 'I'M IN LOVE WITH AN ANGEL'... Gosh! I didn't even notice that! I felt the heat moving to my cheeks again.
“Maybe it's for Tori!” I said lifting my chin, he pouted but the corned of his lips were up in a smile.
“Then I'll be jealous of her too...” with that he kissed me, a deep and passionate kiss, which sent shiver to my spine.


I heard a 'aawwwh' that brought me back to reality, out of our little bubble of love. I looked at Sammi and she was watching us smiling like a cute clown. I buried my face in Andy's chest, trying to hide my red cheeks.
“You guys are so cute together! But I really wonder how you managed to tame this wild girl!” I looked up at her with wide eyes, I wasn't like a wild horse!... Okay maybe sometimes... Okay always, but still!
“It just needed a lot of love and endearment” he replied, smiling at me. I couldn't help but smile back.
“But you know that she's not eighteen yet? And what it means?” this conversation started to be embarrassing...
“Yes I know, but we have all our time. I can wait for her.” I smiled in his chest..


After eating, we drove to the beach. Andy and I were on the back seat when Sammi and Jinxx were in the front. I couldn't help but think about the day they adopted me, about Victoria. I looked trough the open window hoping the landscape could help me forget.
“You're thinking about her right?” I looked up at Andy and nodded. He smiled warmly and pulled me into a hug... I would end up addicted to his hugs!
When we arrived Jinxx parked his car and we walked to their usual spot. Shit! There were way more people than I thought! He must have noticed it because then Andy took my hand and gave it a little squeeze, smiling down at me. But he never released it then...


I recognized a few famous singer, but really wasn't in a fan girl mood. I just waved them all hello and they did too.
There were games, drinks and food. I couldn't lie I really enjoyed the moment, they all seemed nice and friendly. I finally met Ella and she wanted -extremely badly- me to wear more make up and skirts... Skirts? No thanks!
Well, we all laughed our asses out during a few hours, dancing, playing, making fun at each others... Perfect!


“Rebie! Sing us something please.” asked CC with a big grin. I looked at him with wide eyes and quickly shook my head. But then Jake and Ronnie -yes the Radke one- started to pout and ask for a song too. I felt my cheeks burning as everyone joined, at this moment I just wished I could disappear...
“Yay! Andy told us you were almost a professional singer” I looked up at the guy who just said so, then at Andy. He just gave me an apologetic smile... I was stuck!
I sighed as loudly as I could then took my phone to pick a song. At least I didn't have to play guitar in front of real professional guitarist! I -of course- picked a song from none of the band here, I didn't want to murder a song in front of his singer!


I finally chose 'Sing' and put on the instrumental. I sat on Andy's lap and he instantly wrapped his arms around me. I closed my eyes and sang:


'Some people sing for life some people sing for death
Some people sing to sing the songs that they like best
Some people sing for broke some people sing for fame
Some people sing for hope some people sing for pain


So when you feel like this and really wish
That everyone else would just go away
When you feel like this and really wish
That everyone else would just go away

Free your mind and

Sing for the man on the corner
Sing for your love of God
Sing for your apathy
No matter, no matter what you believe
Sing just a little bit louder
Sing with all you got
Sing along with me
No matter, not matter what you believe

Some people sing for love some people sing for hate
Some people sing to sing a song cause they relate
Some people sing inside some people sing in vain
Some people sing to lose some people sing to gain
'

I hopened my eyes and they were all looking at me their mouthes open. I smiled shyly and Quellin -yes the Quellin- finally said:
“Wow, like... Wow!What's this song? I've never heard it before!
-It's Sing from Dope.” I said still smiling, they didn't laugh! Omg! Omg! Omg! Finally my fan girl mood wasn't so far...
“Well, enough singing, let's go swimming!” sang Jinxx. I froze. They all took their clothes off and I stood here, waiting for them to be in the water first... Maybe they won't notice...


'Life is unfair Rebie. Don't forget that.'

Notes

For the one who would want to know which song it is:
[http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wCZ2c0go96M]
Let's advertise a band I like :D

Thanks for reading and commenting :) I love you <3

Comments

@I am your Shadow..
when the cutting happened

punk dancer punk dancer
12/3/14

@punk dancer
Urm.. Where are you in the story? I'm kinda lost with this comment o.O

you don't have to apologise for a part of life...it's gruesome, yes, but life isn't all rainbows and butterflies

punk dancer punk dancer
12/2/14

my name is Veronica too cx anyway I love the story I finished it in 2 days xb

@xI_am_your_shadowx
Its true