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From Shapeless To Breakable **COMPLETED**

Chapter 33: I'm Jealous

Rebekah's P.O.V
I walked to Andy's car and went in, I looked at him: he was tensed up. He wasn't looking at me but I knew him, so before closing my door I softly asked:
“Andy? What's going on?
-Nothing” his voice wasn't above a whisper. I put my hand on his shoulder, giving it a little squeeze.
“You're a bad liar, tell me what's wrong or else I jump out of the car.” he finally looked up at me, and I regretted it. What I saw in his eyes broke my heart. There were sadness, anger and despair, all mixed together. My heart beat faster as I hugged him tightly, no mattered why, I just could stand to see him upset.

“What's going on?” I asked again, worried, as I caressed his cheek. He opened his mouth, it was shaking:
“You.. You.. I..I'm” he shook his head, defeated.
“Take a deep breath and tell me.. Please.” he did as I told him to:
“I'm jealous.” he said, suddenly. I froze. What? Why? Because of who?
“Who are you jealous about?” I asked, deadly worried. It couldn't be me, so who?
“You. I'm jealous of you.” I looked at him, both shocked and confused. How was it possible? I didn't even have friends!


“I hate to see you with this guy, you always smile with him.. You look so happy! And he's younger, close to your age... I can't help myself...” I saw tears forming in his eyes as I closed my door. I sat on his lap even if the car was kinda small inside. I hugged him tightly and he wrapped his arms around me, I felt shiver but ignored them: it was Andy! He wouldn't hurt me!
“Andy, baby, I'm here with you know. And this guy doesn't mean anything compared to you. You're the first guy who ever touched me without making me scared, the first who ever kissed me -and the only one- the first who ever loved me... And the first I ever...” I looked at him, hesitant, he seemed so hopeful! Should I tell him the 'l' word? It was kinda dangerous... And I still wasn't sure about my own feelings.


I buried my face in his neck.
“And you're the first man I ever loved, no matters that you're older, you remember you said love wasn't only about my fear? It works for you too.” I softly kissed his neck.
“Ethan is just a poor guy I try to help, I protect him against bullies and try to increase his self confidence. But in anyway he's in love with his best friend. That's what we were talking about when I was laughing.” he sighed.
“Thanks Rebie, and now I kinda feel stupid.
-Don't. Jealousy is one of the biggest proof of love.”


Andy's P.O.V
I could barely believe it, first she told me she loved me -for the first time ever- then she confirmed I had no reason to be jealous. I felt so happy I didn't want to let her go, I wanted to keep her here, in my arms. Maybe not forever, but for awhile, a long while. I softly stroke her hair, feeling her heart beat against me, I smiled.
“I love you Rebekah.
-And you know you shouldn't?
-Yes, but I never be one to follow rules.” she chuckled then looked up at me.
“You're crazy. I just hope you won't be too disappointed.
-I'm crazy about you, if you disappoint me I'll punish you!” I said in a fatherly tone, she laughed. Her cute and innocent laugh...


“I think we should go now, or else Jinxx will get deadly worried again. You feel better?” I nodded and she sat back on her seat... I missed her already!
I drove to Jinxx's place, when we arrived Rebie quickly kissed me before walking away. I looked at her, quite shocked, I blinked a few times before finally walking out. Love make you dumb sometimes...


Back to Rebekah's P.O.V
I walked in, then to my room. I lay my thing on the floor next to my bed. Monday I had to bring my baby... What if I was awful? At least it was only for Mr Campbell, he would be nice enough.
I heard a knock, Andy? Nop, it was Sammi, I let her in and she sat on my bed grinning. I gave her a puzzled look and she replied to my silent question:
“We're going to the beach tomorrow, you're in?” the beach? When was the last time I saw the sea? It was certainly with my parents... More then five years ago!
“Sure? What time?” her smile grew wider -it seems like it was still possible!-
“Do you have a swim suit? If not, we can go buy one now!”


I swallowed hard. A swim suit! Why didn't I think about it? It meant being half naked, it meant showing my thighs, my belly... My scars and marks.
No, I'm not talking about cutting scars.
How could I buy a swim suit with her? She would see it for sure, but I didn't have one, so I couldn't avoid the shopping time... I quickly thought about it, what could I tell her for hiding it? Suddenly I had an idea, it wouldn't work for long, maybe just the afternoon. But at least it would work!
“Yes, let's go. But you stay in the car...” she looked at me, surprised
“What are you hiding Rebie?” she raised an eyebrow.
“I'm shy half naked.” I looked down, it wasn't totally true, but not a total lie neither!


“Oh. Okay, but tomorrow you won't be able to hide this sexy body of yours!” I couldn't help but laugh.
We drove to the mall and she stayed in the car, I quickly walked to the shop and went in. I truly had no idea what to pick, the last time I bought one I was like twelve or less... Not totally the same kind of thing! A woman noticed me and smiled.
“Can I help you miss?
-Hu.. Yes! I'm looking for a swim suit...” I face palmed, in beach shop, I asked for a swim suit? Like really? She laughed quietly and asked:
“What color? Bikini? One piece? Trikini? They are very fashionable now.” she showed me each style and I smiled.
“Go for a black trikini.” she nodded and took about five different style. I finally choose and paid.


We drove back home, and I could tell Sammi was curious about what I took. Me in the other hand was terrified of putting it on...
When we arrived I went to my room and put the damn thing on, making sure the door was locked. Shit! As I thought, it didn't hide my marks: I was in trouble...
When I finally went to bed this night I couldn't think about anything but the next day, we were going to the beach. And it scared the shit out of me...

Notes

Two updates in a day??? I don't think I'll do it often...
I'm trying to do longer paragraph, what do you think about it?
Rebie's swim suit [http://i2.cdscdn.com/pdt2/1/0/0/1/700x700/mp00165100/rw/maillot-de-bain-femme-triki.jpg]

Comments

@I am your Shadow..
when the cutting happened

punk dancer punk dancer
12/3/14

@punk dancer
Urm.. Where are you in the story? I'm kinda lost with this comment o.O

you don't have to apologise for a part of life...it's gruesome, yes, but life isn't all rainbows and butterflies

punk dancer punk dancer
12/2/14

my name is Veronica too cx anyway I love the story I finished it in 2 days xb

@xI_am_your_shadowx
Its true