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From Shapeless To Breakable **COMPLETED**

Chapter 28: "An.. Andy?"

Rebekah's P.O.V
I heard a faint knock on the door, it had to happen just when the song finished? Just to be sure I heard it? But fuck them! Couldn't they leave me alone?
I thought about it, did I lock the door? I heard the sound of my door opening... Shit! No I didn't. I turned around, ready to yell. But then my heart skipped a beat... Oh my God.
“An.. Andy?” he was there. Or was I dreaming?
He walked to my bed, I couldn't take my eyes off of him. Suddenly all my anger, sadness and fear about him disappeared. He was there. For me. That was all that mattered!

He sat on my bed not to far from me, his blue eyes locked with mine. He gave me an apologetic smile as he took one of my headphones off.
“Hi Rebekah.
-An.. Andy?” for the first time ever I couldn't say anything, and it wasn't due to my stubbornness! I was looking at him, I couldn't move or talk, I was just looking at him. He bit his lip ring, was he nervous?
“Can we talk? It's really important for me.” he ask-begged. But I still couldn't say a single word.


I finally got back the ability to move and nodded. My mouth was still as dry as a desert and I couldn't talk, he was there! He looked down. Why?
“First I'm really sorry about Tuesday, I didn't call her and I didn't even expect her to come. But I swear we didn't do anything. She tried to seduce me to get me back but it won't work. I know you were upset because of that, and it's killing me. I don't like when you're sad or disappointed and it's even worse when it's because of me. I'm really sorry.
-I know.” oh I can talk? He seemed sincere, and he was really sorry.


He looked up at me and weakly smiled.
“You're trusting me?” I nodded again, if Jinxx could, then there was no reason I shouldn't! He let out a sigh of relief.
“Oh, thanks goodness! Then I.. I needed to tell you something even more important...” he looked up at me, hesitant, I gave him a little smile.
“I... I can't stay far from you, I felt like my apartment was empty, I miss you Rebie... terribly.” he looked a bit desperate.
“I know it can sound strange or to fast, but I have really strong feeling for you.” wait! What did he mean? Like the 'l' word?


He softly took my hand and said:
“I don't know if you feel the same or if you at least like me a bit but... I love you Rebekah.” my heart started to beat even faster, I felt shiver trough my body, no he shouldn't! I looked up at him, terrified, he shouldn't fall for me, not for the monster I became!
“Don't look so scared, I won't force you. We can take our time Rebie, but I really want it to work.” he seemed.. Concerned? I shook my head quickly
“You shouldn't. You shouldn't be loving me Andy. I... I don't.. You deserve better!”


He shook his head slowly, I couldn't explain it...
“I don't care about what I deserve, I want you. No matter what.” I felt like crying, no, no sadness, better look angry then show you're sad!
“No matter what?” I whisper-yelled, he looked surprised.
“No Andy, you shouldn't love me. My only goal in life is to protect myself from the person who killed my parents! What I lived changed me forever! You can't be in love with a monster!!” shit I said too much...


He looked at me quite shocked, I bet he will just ran away and never look back for me now... I looked down. Just go, and let me cry alone! I missed you too...
“Rebekah... Love is not only about your fear and your default. I love you, the whole you. Even if whoever it was hurt you, broke you, terrified you that much, you're still fighting. And I love you for that. I love how wild and stubborn you are, I love the fact you can't stand injustice. Oh, and I love kissing you.” he said, softly caressing my knuckles with his thumb, I looked up, blushing. He was smiling kindly. Andy loved me? No, just someone loved me? How?


He leaned in and pecked my lips, still smiling. Suddenly I sat on his lap, burying my face in his chest, he seemed a bit surprised but he didn't mind.
“I missed you too Andy.” I whispered, wrapping my arms around his waist. He kissed the top of my head then asked softly:
“I guess you don't want to talk about these person who scare you?” I shook my head, no I didn't want to. But maybe later, in a few days or weeks.. I could try to open myself to him, as he just did to me?


I stayed here for awhile, silent, just enjoying his presence and the sound of his heartbeat. I loved this sound, so calming, so constant, so... So Andy!
“Andy?” I looked up taking myself out of this little bubble of peace.
“I'm not sure I can... I can love a man.” he seemed a bit sad but replied:
“Let's take our time Rebie, I love you and I can wait for you to be ready.” I couldn't help but smile. Was it possible? Was it possible for something good to happen to me?
“Then I want to give it a try. Just for you.” I whispered against his chest.


If only this feeling of security could be real, if only Andy could really protect me from everything. No, not from everything, just from them, because if they ever found me, they would kill me...

Notes

Well, I kinda suck at writing 'cute scene'... Hope you still like it :)

Comments

@I am your Shadow..
when the cutting happened

punk dancer punk dancer
12/3/14

@punk dancer
Urm.. Where are you in the story? I'm kinda lost with this comment o.O

you don't have to apologise for a part of life...it's gruesome, yes, but life isn't all rainbows and butterflies

punk dancer punk dancer
12/2/14

my name is Veronica too cx anyway I love the story I finished it in 2 days xb

@xI_am_your_shadowx
Its true