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From Shapeless To Breakable **COMPLETED**

Chapter 27: I'm Allowed To Go In?

Jinxx's P.O.V
'Like you care', yes we did care! But who knew how she took it in her cute little head of rebel? She had insulted a teacher, saying he was an asshole.. I knew she wasn't okay with the whole Andy's thing but she should try to control herself! Life was not always happy, sometimes you had bad days, but it doesn't mean you have the right to be harsh to others! I really wondered why she did! What did the teacher say? Or did? I knew Rebie couldn't stand injustice, maybe she saw one and freaked out.

But whatever the reason was, now she didn't want to talk to us, she stayed silent, she was upset. And of course Sammi was worried. Sometimes I wonder if it was really a good idea to adopt Rebekah, if this 'challenge' was even possible? It was exhausting, being pushed out, facing a closed shell, having weird reactions... Would we really be able to handle her? Would it be better for her to go back to the orphanage? What about herself? What did she want deep inside? She never talked about her feelings, whether or not she liked us, if she liked to be there.. Nothing!

Not a single comment, what if deep inside she just wanted to go away and was mean just for us to give up? I sighed, I really hope it wasn't. I really liked her, she was wild, but she was real, she wouldn't say yes if she thought no... But what if she didn't say anything?

Andy's P.O.V
I stayed like that the whole night, the whole day and the whole second night: sited on the floor, my head in my hands. Thinking. I loved her, but I couldn't stop hurting her... Was I good for her? Did she still like me? Could she still like me? Just a little? Even the smallest, I could work with it!
But if she hated me now... It would be gone, no more hope.
I 'woke up' -in reality I didn't sleep at all- and took a shower. I had to make a choice, and I decided to go talk to her.. Try to fix things! It was important! I needed her!

I got ready and suddenly remembered she was in school... Fuck! And we were on Thursday, meaning I had to wait until at least five!
When it was -finally- five, I drove to Jinxx's place, they were already there. I quickly walked to the house and rang.
“Oh.. Hi Andy!
-Jinxx? Can.. Can I talk to Rebekah? It's really important!” oh yes it was!

He let me in then explained that Rebie was punished and couldn't see anyone... What? He must has notices my confused look because he then explained me everything about Wednesday morning's event. My first reaction was... Why?
Rebie was wild, weird, hard to handle. Okay. But she never insulted anyone without a reason! Yes, she called me 'asshole' but at this moment she thought... Well she had good reason to think I actually was one!
“Why did she do that? What did the man do or say? She's not like that!” he sighed,
“I don't know, but for now they refuse to see her at school and she can't go out of her room.
-So you mean you punished her without knowing why? Anyway, you say she couldn't go out. It means that I'm allowed to go in?”

He looked at me with an amused look in his eyes, what? All I wanted was to see and talk to her! If it meant I had to play on words I would definitely do! He sighed.
“Andy, you better watch your words! She has been pretty hurt the last time, and if you hurt her again I won't feel guilty for any injuries on your body! In anyway, be nice with her, she likes you a lot.” I looked at him, a bit surprised, she liked me a lot? Rebekah?
I knew it hurt her when she came to me and saw me with someone else, but I never thought she cared that much for me! First I had to tell her how I felt and how sorry I was, and then I would try to talk about the event.

I slowly walked up stairs and knocked. Hoping for the best.

Notes

Filler alert. Sorry it's so short! :(

Comments

@I am your Shadow..
when the cutting happened

punk dancer punk dancer
12/3/14

@punk dancer
Urm.. Where are you in the story? I'm kinda lost with this comment o.O

you don't have to apologise for a part of life...it's gruesome, yes, but life isn't all rainbows and butterflies

punk dancer punk dancer
12/2/14

my name is Veronica too cx anyway I love the story I finished it in 2 days xb

@xI_am_your_shadowx
Its true