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From Shapeless To Breakable **COMPLETED**

Chapter 23: I'm Sorry

Jinxx's P.O.V
I was deadly worried, and the lack of sleep made me harsh and emotional. The night before I couldn't sleep thinking about Andy and Rebie, wondering if it was a mistake, if Andy liked her... And then she disappeared! I was going crazy!
I couldn't stop yelling at everybody, certainly hurting them.. I was sorry, but I couldn't help thinking the worse things to happen to my baby girl! She was so fragile under her cold appearance..

Around eleven she wasn't there yet, we couldn't sleep, I couldn't think properly... I just wanted her to be safe!
Then she finally arrived, I could tell she had cried by the look in her eyes, I wanted to hug her, comfort her like CC and Sammi. But once again I reacted weirdly, yelling again, she didn't say word. Neither sorry, or even 'fuck off', anything would have been better than this blank expression on her face, she looked numb, what happened this time? Why couldn't I control myself anymore?

It was true that it was exhausting, she always changed her mood, always closing herself, pushing us away. But she was the only one knowing why!
I should have taken her in my arms, making her feel better instead of screaming! But it was too late now, what was done was done, and now she was walking away still silent. CC walked to her and my overprotective part came back, but I knew I was getting paranoid! CC and her have become good friend since the first day, I think she liked his innocent personality. I finally gave up, letting him comfort her instead of me.

Sammi achieved to calm me down, I still don't know how but she did. CC went out of Rebie's room, he seemed tired too, he told us she fell asleep and that we all should do the same then drove away to his own place. We went to bed, Sammi was exhausted and fell asleep immediately, but I in the other hand couldn't find sleep. I was tormented by what I just did, I hurt someone I was supposed to protect. And I still didn't know why she reacted like that! She never ran away yet! I finally fell asleep promising myself to fix it the day after.

Rebekah's P.O.V
I woke up curled up in my bed, of course CC wasn't there anymore, he needed some rest too! I heard snores, looked up to see a sleeping Jinxx, he was on a chair next to my bed. I remembered all he said last night, but I knew it was my fault, and after all I've heard way worse in the past!
I made my bed, took a shower and get dressed, picking up some clothes for sport class, including a short and a long sleeved shirt..

I did my usual makeup (waterproof), put on my black vans and brushed my hair and teeth. Then I softly woke Jinxx up, his eyes fluttered open and he gave me a weak smile. I smiled back and sat on my bed, still wondering why he was sleeping here.
“Hello, the chair was more comfortable than your bed?” I asked chuckling, he giggled then shook his head.
“No that chair is currently breaking my old ass!” he said.

“So why are you there? Is there something wrong?” he nodded then sighed.
“I'm sorry for yesterday, I was so worried I was turning crazy! And when you came back I wasn't mad, I was just sad but I don't know. I didn't want to show it.” I nodded, I could perfectly understand as I did it a lot! Acting angry when you're sad or afraid to hide it... It was a normal thing for me!
“I know and.. I shouldn't have disappeared like this.. I.. I'm sorry” I looked down at my lap, I wasn't used to apologize, but I knew I hurt them and they deserved excuses!

“Hey come here.” I walked to him and sat on his lap, he hugged me and for once I hugged back. He then kissed my forehead
“It's okay now.. Just call us when you want to be alone, so that we can know that you're at least not dead” he said with a sad smile, I nodded. It was the second promises I did!
“Well, would you want to talk about yesterday?” I looked up at him, would it be a good idea? Should I tell him about Andy?

I slowly nodded then get up from his lap and sat back on my bed.
“I don't want to break your 'old ass' so come here!” he sat next to me, I sighed... Should I tell him? People say that it make you feel better to talk about what's wrong, but I doubt it! I looked at Jinxx, he was looking at me, waiting patiently.
I ended up by telling him e-ve-ry thing, when I finished I looked up at him, he was smiling..?

“I'm happy and sad. First I'm happy you talked to me, then I'm sad it happened! Does it make sense?” I smiled and nodded.
“Okay, so if I understood well you saw Juliet half naked with Andy, but they didn't kiss, he said nothing happened right?” I nodded again, what did he meant?
“Well, I know it can sound weird and I still can't believe I am the one saying that. But if Andy said they haven't done anything... Then they haven't.” I looked up at him, quite surprised. He sighed.

“Andy is an ass sometimes, but I know he wouldn't lie. When he does something wrong -even the most stupid things ever- he always has at least the gut of confess it! Then Juliet and him... I don't believe it! She had been a bitch to him and even drunk he wouldn't get back with her. Then as I said, she's a bitch. So if she's the one saying they did something, don't believe it! She would do anything to ruin him, and of course ruin all the relationship he could try...”

I smiled weakly, if Jinxx said it...!
“I think you should call him, he must be half dead right now!
-I.. I don't know. I'll think about it, for now I've to got to hel.. I mean school!” he chuckled as I walked down stairs... Should I call Andy? I wasn't sure. I wasn't sure about him, about his feeling, about what he wanted with me?

Notes

Just a filler :3

Comments

@I am your Shadow..
when the cutting happened

punk dancer punk dancer
12/3/14

@punk dancer
Urm.. Where are you in the story? I'm kinda lost with this comment o.O

you don't have to apologise for a part of life...it's gruesome, yes, but life isn't all rainbows and butterflies

punk dancer punk dancer
12/2/14

my name is Veronica too cx anyway I love the story I finished it in 2 days xb

@xI_am_your_shadowx
Its true