I sat on the sofa and stared at te TV screen. I smiled as I thought about how beautiful and amazing Hailey was. Her condition didn't even bother me, she was just like a normal girl. Well, im my eyes she was way more amazing than a normal girl. She was so beautiful, inside and out, and in my opinion she was the most amazing girl in the world. She had been through so much, and must of felt so alone, and unwanted. I was suprised that she hadn't tried to commit suicide in that dismle place. I shuddered at the thought of her hurting herself, a knife peirsing that porcilin skin. I shuddered, and pushed that memory to the back of my mind, not wanting to think about her hurting herself because she couldent cope.

I remembered when we were in the woods, and our lips were inchs away. I wished so much that had kissed her, that I had pulled her closer and refused to ever let go, that I made her feel wanted, and safe for once in her life. I wanted to be the one she would run to when she was sad or angry, I wanted to be the one who made her happy, the one who made her life worth living. I wanted to make her smile, I wanted to make her laugh, and I wanted to hug her tight for the rest of my life and never let go for anyone or anything. I didn't care that she couldent see, and had a illness, to me she was the most amazing girl ever, and she would always be the most amazing girl I would ever meet. It wouldent ever get difficult because she couldent see, and I would never get impacient with helping her everywhere, and maybe even feeding her. I would look after her like that until I was old and grey if it ment I could stay with her for the rest of my days.


I suddenly realised something. Everything I was thinking about, everything I knew I would do to help her, and keep her safe, was all pointing to one thing. I loved her. I loved her so much and I needed her in my life. I sighed, and grabbed my laptop. Like I said, I would do anything for her, and go to the ends of the earth. I went onto google, and typed in her illness. Pages and pages of results turned up, and I sighed. It was going to be a long night.

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I sighed, and rubbed my eyes, looking at the clock. It was 3:30 AM. I sighed, and looked down at my notepad. I had pages and pages of information, phone numbers, facts, and different eledged cures. I sighed, and switched off my laptop, and went to bed, clutching the notebook. I was going to save her, whatever the cost, whatever I had to do, I would do it to save her, and have her by my side.

Notes

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