A Fallen Dark Angel
Chapter Thirty-one
Ashley's POV I woke up from that nightmare. But it looked so real. The guys where all standing there looking concerned. 'Goodmorning sleeping beauty.' CC said loudly. 'Ehm morning. Where is Develin?' I asked. The guys looked confused. 'Who is Develin?' Jinxx asked. Now it was my time to look confused.
'Develin. My girlfriend for almost a year. Remember?' I asked. 'who ho wait. You think you have settled down?' Andy asked. I nodded. 'Sorry dude but you have no girlfriend.' Jake says. I looked down. No I could just not come up with that. I sighed and ripped out all the things that where bound to my body.
'I want to go home now!' I said. The guys looked taken back but quickly followed me. They putted me down in the car and drove off. They pulled up infront of the house that I bougt for Develin. Ha I knew it!
I quickly got out off the car into the house. But what I saw there shocked me. The whole house was already done and homely. It looked like the paint was alreayd three years old. I don't get it. Develin and I weren't thay far yet. The guys came in looking concerned.
'Everything okay Ash?' Andy asked. I nodded. 'Yeah I'm fine. I just went crazy for a second I think.' I said. They nodded. 'Well anyway start packing we leave for tour tomorrow.' Jake said. I nodded and said goodbye. When they where fone I searched the whole house until I found one thing. Her necklace. I knew it! But that means that she really is done. And this time, no matter how hard I prayed and begged she was not comming back. I sighed. This was going to be a long life without her.
Andy's POV
Tour has been.... weird. Ashley wasn't himself. Everynight he had nightmares and then he would scream DEVELIN. If this was going on me and the guys had to take him to a mentalhospital. He wouldn't eat, drink or even talk to us.He only got up to preform. When he met fans he smiled but his eyes where dead.
I walked to the livingroom when I heard Ashley scream DEVELIN again. I sighed. 'Guys I think we really should put him into a mental hospital. This is not good for him and for the band.' I said. The guys nodded in agreement. I walked to Kevin or driver. 'Hey Kev you know where to go.' I said. He nodded and started to drive again.
When we arrived we talked to Ashley. 'Hey Ash we have found Develin.' I said while the rest of the guys secretly packed his stuff. Ashley opend his eyes. 'Really?' he asked. I nodded. He jumped up and ran outside. There he was grabbed by two strong nurses. 'Guys what is this?' he asked scared.
'We are really sorry Ash. But this is the best for you.' Jinxx said looking down. Ash looked at where he was and glared at us. 'Now you are the mental ones! I swear I will never forgive you for this!' he screamed at us. We flinched and watched him being dragged in. I sighed. I hope this is for the best
Ashley's POV
Three weeks later
I was here for three weeks already. I was done with this life. In the cafetaria I sneaked a knive with me. Tonight I will do it. No one will miss me. I already know that. Maybe I can see Develin again.
I putted down the knife underneath my pillow and waited until the lights go out. I closed my eyes and imagined about when I will see Develin again. I would kiss her until I fainted from onxytinless. I smiled.
Finally the lights went out. I smiled. I grabbed the knife and looked at it in awe. This was going to be my freedom. Slowly I let it slip down my wrist. It bleeded but I didn't hit a vein. I looked closer in the dark and striked again. This time I did hit a vein.
I putted the knife into my other hand and cutted my other wrist until I hit the vein. I never made a sound. I putted down the knife beside me silenty. I layed down on my bed letting the blood flow. I never felt pain. I slowly closed my eyes feeling the warmth drain from my body. I smiled. Soon I know for sure that I will see Develin.
Slowly I felt myself flow ayay from my body. I saw myself laying on the bed. I was pale but I had a smile on my face. Then I turned around to the sky. There was a bright light ant warmth. I flowed to the middlepath between Heaven and Hell and saw that one thing that my whole body was longing for.
'Develin. My girlfriend for almost a year. Remember?' I asked. 'who ho wait. You think you have settled down?' Andy asked. I nodded. 'Sorry dude but you have no girlfriend.' Jake says. I looked down. No I could just not come up with that. I sighed and ripped out all the things that where bound to my body.
'I want to go home now!' I said. The guys looked taken back but quickly followed me. They putted me down in the car and drove off. They pulled up infront of the house that I bougt for Develin. Ha I knew it!
I quickly got out off the car into the house. But what I saw there shocked me. The whole house was already done and homely. It looked like the paint was alreayd three years old. I don't get it. Develin and I weren't thay far yet. The guys came in looking concerned.
'Everything okay Ash?' Andy asked. I nodded. 'Yeah I'm fine. I just went crazy for a second I think.' I said. They nodded. 'Well anyway start packing we leave for tour tomorrow.' Jake said. I nodded and said goodbye. When they where fone I searched the whole house until I found one thing. Her necklace. I knew it! But that means that she really is done. And this time, no matter how hard I prayed and begged she was not comming back. I sighed. This was going to be a long life without her.
Andy's POV
Tour has been.... weird. Ashley wasn't himself. Everynight he had nightmares and then he would scream DEVELIN. If this was going on me and the guys had to take him to a mentalhospital. He wouldn't eat, drink or even talk to us.He only got up to preform. When he met fans he smiled but his eyes where dead.
I walked to the livingroom when I heard Ashley scream DEVELIN again. I sighed. 'Guys I think we really should put him into a mental hospital. This is not good for him and for the band.' I said. The guys nodded in agreement. I walked to Kevin or driver. 'Hey Kev you know where to go.' I said. He nodded and started to drive again.
When we arrived we talked to Ashley. 'Hey Ash we have found Develin.' I said while the rest of the guys secretly packed his stuff. Ashley opend his eyes. 'Really?' he asked. I nodded. He jumped up and ran outside. There he was grabbed by two strong nurses. 'Guys what is this?' he asked scared.
'We are really sorry Ash. But this is the best for you.' Jinxx said looking down. Ash looked at where he was and glared at us. 'Now you are the mental ones! I swear I will never forgive you for this!' he screamed at us. We flinched and watched him being dragged in. I sighed. I hope this is for the best
Ashley's POV
Three weeks later
I was here for three weeks already. I was done with this life. In the cafetaria I sneaked a knive with me. Tonight I will do it. No one will miss me. I already know that. Maybe I can see Develin again.
I putted down the knife underneath my pillow and waited until the lights go out. I closed my eyes and imagined about when I will see Develin again. I would kiss her until I fainted from onxytinless. I smiled.
Finally the lights went out. I smiled. I grabbed the knife and looked at it in awe. This was going to be my freedom. Slowly I let it slip down my wrist. It bleeded but I didn't hit a vein. I looked closer in the dark and striked again. This time I did hit a vein.
I putted the knife into my other hand and cutted my other wrist until I hit the vein. I never made a sound. I putted down the knife beside me silenty. I layed down on my bed letting the blood flow. I never felt pain. I slowly closed my eyes feeling the warmth drain from my body. I smiled. Soon I know for sure that I will see Develin.
Slowly I felt myself flow ayay from my body. I saw myself laying on the bed. I was pale but I had a smile on my face. Then I turned around to the sky. There was a bright light ant warmth. I flowed to the middlepath between Heaven and Hell and saw that one thing that my whole body was longing for.
Notes
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9/29/14