For the love of my father

Hey guys. I know I promised a new chapter every week but right after that a lot of stuff happened . Ive sat down staring at my laptop for hours thinking of where to start my new chapter but my mind is blank. Im so sorry.... It feels like piece of my soul and my passion for writing is gone. It all started after the last chapter. I found out my boyfriend at the time who I was madly in love with was cheating on me with like 17 other girls, then 2 weeks after we broke up he was already in another relationship and moving in with the girl.That was just the start of my depression down fall. A few weeks later my mother basically flipped out on me for doing what I want with my body and life, took everything away from me even though im 19 and paid for it all myself and threatened to kick me out. then my bitch of a sister threatened me and stabbed me in the throat with a car key . then therapy and medication again that doesnt seem to help. I have work that stresses me out constanly and everything else in my life seems to be going through hell. Im just not sure I have it in me to finish the story ... I have so many ideas that I know you all would love so much and the story line is set i just cant seem to write the words.... This is killing me to admit to you guys an im so so so sorry for it... Ill try but ... Im not sure if I can. I just want to thank all of you though. for being a part of my writing and letting me share my story with you . I love you all so so much and cant thank you enough for being on this journey with me...


With much love and sadness - Elivia

Notes