For the love of my father

I finish applying my black lip stick and check myself out in the mirror . I was wearing a lulu mini which was basically Wednesdays dress from the Adams family but shorter, black ripped up pantyhose , and my night walkers. My eye liner was thinker then usual and I was wearing black lipstick . I pull the top part of my curled hair into a little pony tail leaving th rest down . I grab my canteen black purse and head outside to meet Nikolia who was getting ready in my room.



"ready ? I say popping my head in my room . "



she was wearing a black pair of shorts with a tank top BVB shirt. Her hair was straight and she painted her lips red .



she looks at me and gasps " woah you are dressed .... Hot...but for some reason I don't think that's for Andy....." She says grabbing her bag and following me outside .



most the afternoon I cried my eyes out because of Andy and the pregnant Juliet . Nikolia tried to calm me down but the pain in my chest hurt to much .



"I just felt like this was the perfect outfit to describe how I feel on the inside " I tell her getting into the car .


The drive over is silent no one wanting to talk . We pull up to the venue and see the gang already here waiting for us each dressed pretty much the same as everyone else in BVB tees and jeans or shorts . I usually hate being the center of attention but tonight I wanted Andy to see me ignoring him and have him feel hurt just like I did .


"Omg !! You look amazing a little over dressed but amazing! We have all missed you " Eliza yells hugging me as we walk up to them.


"Oh my fucking gosh " Abby mutters as she looks at me and then ignores me .


I haven't really seen the gang since my I thought I lost all my babies . It was nice seeing them again .


"Um Andy left us VIP passes so we can get up front lets go get them and head in ?" I ask and then gang nods .


Kaimarin doesn't really take his eyes off of me as I go up to the security guard at the entrence of the stage.


"Hold it little miss goth . Where are your VIP passes?" The security guard asks glaring at me .


"you should have them for me ...Kait biersack ." I say glaring back at him for calling me goth .


He looks down at his clip board and his whole body changes . "Oh I'm sorry miss . Biersack ... 10 VIP passes for you right? Here to are " he says handing me them.


"We want to stand in the front of the crowd .... Can you help us ? " I ask nicely .


He talks to someone on his walkie talkie and points us over to the security at the front of the stage . I hand a VIP pass to everyone and the guard pushes some people back giving us the best spot in the crowd right in the middle at the very front some people glared at us but quickly forgot about us once the lights turned down and BVB walked onto the stage.


Even though I was mad at Andy I was still excited to hear his new album . He takes the stage and scans the crowd till his eyes lock with mine . I look away.


"Hello everyone ! Thank you for coming out we are so glad to see you ! This is our best album yet and I hope you enjoy ! Now lets rock!" He tells into the microphone .


the music starts and I get chills as he begins to sing. A million fan girls are screaming an fan boys as well. It was magical .andy kept looking at me but when he did I would look at Kaimarin and ask how he was enjoying the music or Eli . Half way through the concert Andy grabs some water drinks some and then spits some at the crowd . Every one cheers except me who gets the most wet . Ass .


"We are going to take a shirt break but please enjoy William control until then ! " Andy screams and BVB exits the stage .

as they set up for William control niki and Jessie talk about how awesome the show is so far and everyone joins in little things they loved . I stay quiet still mad. Andy was good no better then good and if I wasn't mad I would be the loudest one cheering but that's not the case.


"Miss. Mr. Biersack would like to talk to you in the back right now please ." A security guard yells over the screaming crowd and opens the metal barricade that keeps the fans away from the stage .



i sigh and follow him up the stairs an to the dressing room of the guys. I walk in and see the guys all stare at me . I avoid looking at Andy and smile at the rest of the band .


"you guys were awesome!" I tell them .


I can feel a pissed off Andy behind me but he has no reason to be pissed off like that I do . I glare at him and he grabs me leading me to a empty room . He slams te door and looks at me the anger fading and only sadness replacing it.


"What are you doing? Dresse like that ? Avoiding me what's going on babydoll? "


"you have no right to call me tht right now I am pissed the fuck off with you Andrew biersack ! " I tell at him holding in my tears .

"What the hell have I done but love you and our babies ? What?! "

I glare at him " jus tell me the gosh damn truth Andy! "


"the truth about what?! That I love you even if you are acting crazy?! "


I pull my arm away for his grasp and walk to the door.


"no the truth that Juliet's pregnant and you've been hiding it from me this whole time while I'm pregnant."


I open the door to walk out and bump into CC . His mouth falls open and so does mine .

"Juliet's pregnant.... And you are too? " CC says stunned .

Me and my big mouth ....

Notes

Hey guys sorry I haven't updated in a few days ! I've had a lot of family stuff going on as well as a drama with this guy in seeing but not dating exclusively as he likes to point out -.- how was the chapter ? CC knows about the babies now what will he think of all of it ? Hmm I wonder .




QOTD: What are the qualities you want in your dream guy/girl? Are you with your dream guy/girl or still waiting for them? also are you straight ,bisexual , homosexual , pansexual or something else ? :) I promise to update more regularly again !