For the love of my father

Nikolia bounces into the front room like she's on cloud nine .


"I can't believe it!! We are still having the baby! " she yells and jumps on the couch next to me scaring away Sixx and Femme who were on my lap.


"You make it sound like the babies yours" I say laughing and she scoffs.


"Oh they are I'm gonna be their auntie Nikolia ! " she says and rubs my tummy smiling.


"So ... The dead baby is still in there...? " she asks and I nod a little sad for the loss of one of my babies .


"Yeah they can't do a dnc while I still have living babies and they said it wouldn't hurt the other too so It just stays till I give birth ...."


Niki cringes and little but then smiles. "Well what are we gonna name them?! " she asks happily "and when can we tell the gang they miss you at school and I think they are suspicious .."


I sigh I miss the group too even Abby and all her jealousy but if I told them they'd want to know who the father is and that could go over badly considering he's my "daddy" . I could be put back into the foster system and taken away from all of this from the man I love.


"It's complicated "


"what's complicated ? You got knocked up by the hottest man in the world who also happens to be you legal father.... Oh I see"


I nod and change the subject .


"so me and Andy stayed up most the night thinking of names " I tell her smiling "we were thinking Audrey ,Auden ,Stella , lyrik , rocket , quncie , or eria for girls or Audie , Axer , saren , London , cash , motley , or Crüe for boys "


"those are all so cute and different ! "

I smile and nod as Andy walks in .He hasn't stopped smiling since I told him the good news . He kisses me on the forehead and goes to room to get some stuff for tonight's concert he has .


"You're going tonight right babydoll? " he calls from the room and Niki giggles at his nickname for me .


"Yes daddy ill be there and some friends are gonna be there too " I say as he fake glares at me from the doorway of the room .


He comes out setting his phone and sheet music on the counter . He pulls off his shirt and changes into a new shredded Black veil brides one and Niki goes crazy over his body. I playfully slap her and laugh as andy remembers there is company and smiles at us.


"Shit Im gonna be late see you guys later !" He calls running out the door forgetting the stuff he came for .


I grab his stuff just as his phone buzzes . I know I shouldn't spy but Juliet's name popped up on the screen . I slide it unlocked happy for no password and read Juliet's text .


Juliet : Andy please lets talk about this .. You're coming to my newyork show right?

Did he tell her about us? I smile at the thought and scroll up reading the past weeks messages .


Juliet : Andy I have something to tell you... I didn't get my period this month...


Juliet: I know it's not ideal but lets talk about this


Juliet : Andy come on we need to talk about it I could not be but we should talk in person .i think you'd be a great father .


Juliet: Andy?


My heart sinks to my stomach and I feel sick . Andy comes in laughing I lock his phone quick and hand the pile to him.


"I can't believe I forgot this " he says and kisses me on the cheek I smile half heartedly and watch him walk out the door .


"What's wrong kit kat?" Nikolia asks coming up behind me .


"Juliet..."


"oh the other woman ...what about that copy cat bitch ?" she asks


"she might be pregnant ...."

Notes

Oh shit I think Andy's going to be in trouble for this one ... What do you think is Juliet really pregnant or is she faking "





QOTD: do you have any tattoos? If so what do you have ? If not would you like some and if so what would they be ?


I personally and 3 small ones a mustache on my finger because I have social anxiety and clinical depression and it reminds me to be me always. A semi colon inbetween my thumb and pointer finger to represent that point in my life where I decided to keep going and an ankh (Egyptian cross) on the back of my neck the stands for life and rebirth .