For the love of my father

I take a deep breath trying to relax myself.

"So he's out there ... God knows where ? " I ask Andy .

"I'm so sorry Kait I'm trying my hardest to get this mother fucker back in jail for what he did to you I'm so so sorry you had to hear this ..." Andy tells me grabbing my hand .

I stare blankly out of the window . How could he be set free after what he did to me ? How?! Why?! I try to calm myself down and end up crying . Andy rubs my hand and whispers kind words to me till we pull up to the house .

Andy parks and walks to my side of the car picks me up and carries me inside as I hold on to him for dear life . He lays me down in his bed an lays with me .

"Andy ... Why? "

"Why what baby doll ?"

"Why do you like me? Why did this happen ? Why can't we be together? "

"I don't like you baby doll .... I love you .... And I don't know why this happened I'm so sorry that it did ....and look at where we are right now ... Together ".

Hepulls me tight to his chest and sings me a lullaby that soothes me into a deep sleep .


I wake up being held by Andy in his sleep. I smile and check my phone for messages .


Niki: hey you okay?

Niki: ???

Niki:omg ! I just heard they let that pscho go I can't believe it !

Kain: you okay? Here if you need anything


Kaimarin: I'm going to kill that son of a bitch ! How could they let him go! If you need me I'm here ...


I sigh and text them all back telling them I'm okay don't worry and thank you , Then I throw my phone on the bedside table and lay bac down with Andy .


I stare at his beautiful face and memorize it every part of it so if anything happens ill always know every inch of that beautiful face . I kiss his sleeping lips gently . I love this man more then I love myself and want him forever ... I want to know every part of him . There's this awful feeling on my body tht only he can take away by his touch an oh how I need his touch .

Crow an femme jump onto the bed and on him and his eyes flutter open and land on me.

"Hey there baby doll" I smile and kiss him letting the whole world melt away .


"Someone's happy to see me " he says giving me the most brilliant smile in the world .


He kisses me again and I get butterflies in my tummy when his hands trace my sides making my shirt ride up . I want this man more then anything .

I pull off my shirt and straddle Andy. The surprise in his eyes is so humorous I can't help but laugh . He smiles and pulls of his shirt as well.

He kisses my lips ,sucks on my neck nibbles my shoulders and cups my ass . I love the feel of him . He plays with the clasp of my bra and looks at me for approval . I unclasp it and let my bra fall away from my C cup breast . He gasps and cups them with his hands playing with my nipples.when his mouth covers one I almost unravel right then and there .


I undo his pants and rub the huge bulge that has formed there. He moans and it sounds like angels singing . I keep rubbing it and trace the outline with my tongue I pull down his boxer brief and tease the tip with my tongue . I start sucking and he moans even louder. I take his whole length in my mouth and almost chike when he explodes in my mouth . All of a sudden Andy flips us over and pulls down my pants . He sucks on one nipple while his hand starts rubbing me in my most private part. I moan and wiggle closer to his hand because of how amazing those long finger of his feel in me . I can't hold it back any longer and explode into Pure bliss .


Andy kisses me and I get ready to take his amazing length inside of me but he pulls away from me and stares into my eyes .


"That was .... Beyond amazing and I am so happy we shared that but with everything that's happened ... I don't want you to force yourself to make love with me just to forget that . When we do make love I want it to just be about how much we love eachother... I want you to think about it and whenever you are ready be it today or 5 months from now we will do it . " he smiles at me " okay? "

when he says that I fall even more in love with him .

"Okay "

I pull him close and kiss him and he lays down pulling me on top of him . The exhaustion from what we did starts to kick in and I fall back into peaceful sleep....

Notes

Hey guys I'm sooo sooo sooo sorry it's been like a month since my last update ! I will be updating more again now and I'm really truly sorry a lot of personal stuff has been going on with me and I'm so sorry ! What did you think of this chapter? They finally did stuff together !!