For the love of my father

I awaken to Andy shaking me softly .


"Its okay baby doll . it was just a dream. shh its okay."


I open my eyes to find him holding me and wiping away tears I didnt know were falling down my cheeks.


"Im sorry" I tell him.


"Dont be baby doll you have nothing to be sorry for . Im the sorry one. I should of believed you you have given me no reason not to . " He kisses my forehead and I cuddle closer to him .


I look at the time and notice its 11 am already. Damn how have I slept in so long .I look around the room and notice black walls and posters that aren't mine but Andy's we were in his bedroom . I kiss Andy's cheek and get up going to the bathroom to shower. He watches me as I leave the bathroom door open a crack . I was scared of being alone right now. I strip out of the pajamas Niki helped me change into last night and turn on the water . I look in the mirror and see bruises on my body from where he grabbed me . I get in the shower and scrub every part of me trying to get him off of me and erase last night. After and hour I am sure if I keep scrubbing ill see my muscle I turn off the shower and dry off.


I walk back into Andy's room and realize I need clothes that are in my closet in my room . I look at Andy who by this time is freshly out of the shower and dressed in black jeans a cut up motley crue tshirt and was wearing a beanie with black converse , he seems to understand .I follow him to my room and go inside noticing that everything was washed and my bedding was all new. Im happy about that . I grab some shredded black jeans and a batman sweater.I quickly change into that after I have my undergarments on and then put on some skull earrings and pin my bangs back with black rose bobbypins . I grab my canteen purse and my topsider boots and head to the front room with Andy . The front room was clean and all the decorations gone. I wonder who cleaned.


"So I have an appointment today and then have to go to the studio." Andy tells me . He must have seen the fear in my eyes because right after he adds " want to come with me ? "


I nod my head and follow him outside.


30 minutes later we are in a tattoo parlor and Andy is talking to the tattoo artist about a new tattoo he wants . I look around at the tattoos and am envious , I really want some ink too . I look at the piercings and look at Andy .


"Hey Andy... Can I get a tattoo and piercing? Please for my birthday. " I push my bottom lip out pouting at him . I cross my fingers as he thinks it over.


"Sure I dont see why not my parents let me get tattoos young, just don't go crazy one of each for now and think of exactly what you want . "

I look through the piercing book . Ive always wanted a septum piercing so I think ill get that and for the tattoo. I look across the room at andy who is getting a tattoo on the inside of his right wrist. I love that man and he's save me so many times not only since he adopted me but his music has as well . I walk up to the free tattoo artist and explain to her what I want done . She smiles and sanitizes my left wrist getting the ink out and her gun she starts tattooing.


I figured a tattoo would hurt more then it did but in all honesty it felt like a safety pin being ran over my skin over and over. I look at my finished tattoo and smile .


"Thank you so much its amazing!" I tell the tattoo artist as she wraps it up .

She smiles and takes me to the piercer who pierces my septum in all of 2 seconds . There was a little sting but nothing too bad. Andy pays for the tattoos and piercing as I walk up to him .


"I like it the piercing looks good on you " He tells me smiling .

"What tattoo did you get?" He asks.

I smile and show him my wrist, on it there was the outline of the batman symbol .

"Its for you ... you are my hero and ...I got tatted to prove how much I love you..." I tell him

He smiles and shows my his wrist. "So did I "


On his wrist there was a little black kitty cat. I smile at him . He got this tattoo to remind him of me the same reason I got mine. I grab his hand and kiss it and he does the same to mine.

Gosh I love this man..

Notes

Tattoo Andy gets for Kait - http://media-cache-ec0.pinimg.com/736x/f5/7b/dc/f57bdc070e221b3bbd2344f0d1834322.jpg


Kait's tattoo for Andy - http://media-cache-ec0.pinimg.com/236x/f9/ca/82/f9ca827eba8b574df465b767a702fefd.jpg


Kait's outfit - http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=123859796


Andy's outfit - http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=123862273