Fifty Shades Of Andrew Biersack

I stood up and walked up to Andrew. I looked him deep into the eyes and I did not know how to respond to his pleading face. I walked out through the closet and out in the living room. I sat down on the couch and I breathed, long deep breaths. All I wanted to do was to scream and pull my hair, but somehow there seemed to be nothing more about this man that would shock me anymore.
Andy walked out in the living room area and sat down next to me on the couch.
- “Talk to me babe.” He mumbled as he carefully placed his hands on my shoulders.
- “What is it that got you into this lifestyle? What made it so perfect to you, that you simply cannot live without it?” knowing I’d probably wouldn’t get an answer I still asked the question.
- “Her name was Lola…” He took a deep calming breath and my body stiffened at the sound of his voice, giving me an actual answer to my one main question.
“…Lola Williams and she took care of me like no one else has ever done.”
- “What do you mean?”
- “She showed me how to deal with my issues. How to turn my anger into pleasure.” I looked at him like this man was some kind of manufactured sex god.
- “How?”
- “Through sex, Nikki.” His husky, deep voice was embraced by the darkness in the living room and made my body shiver. I pictured a lost Andrew with some sick woman that I could not put a face to.
- “So, what does this Lola do these days? How come you’re not still with her?” I sneered at him, a little disgusted.
- “Let’s just say she got a little over her head. She was going to leave her husband for me. But I couldn’t allow it. Mrs. Williams and I are still friends, just not that kind of friends.”
- “Husband?! How old is this Lola? I wrinkled my eyebrows in worry.
- “Let’s just say she was,.. older and more experienced.” He mumbled with an angry frown and got up form the couch. “Would you like a glass of wine?”
- “How old, Andrew!?” I whined… I knew it was bad whenever he didn’t want to tell me the answer to a question.
- “32.”
- “And you!?”
- “15”
My guts turned inside out and I fought to keep the disgust to myself. That is child abuse! That’s rape! I pictured a teenage boy being tortured by the faceless lady. Whips, ropes, handcuffs flashed by as my eyes teard up.
- “No, no. what’s wrong?” Andy hushed me and wiped away the tears with his thumb.
- “I just don’t understand how you could abuse such a young boy. That must’ve been awful for you.” I hugged his face and couldn’t believe what this gorgeous piece of a man has endured through his life.
- “No, Nikki. You don’t understand. Lola saved my life. Her way of living was what taught me to always be strong. I’m forever thankful for what she did for me. She’s helped me with a lot of things, like my career. She’s the reason I got a record deal in the first place.”

I looked shocked at this man. Was he seriously thanking her for being raised under the whip while fucking a woman almost twice his age?! What kind of sick perverted woman does that to a kid?! And what twisted man is Andrew Biersack?
- “Remember when I said if I told you everything you’d leave? Now this is exactly why I shouldn’t have. Your face tells me that you are disgusted by my presence.” He mumbled and turned his gaze from my eyes, down to the floor.
- “Did you love her?” I was crying but at the same time, I was furious.
- “Yes.” Damn it! Why is this happening, right now?!
- “Do you still keep in touch with her?”
- “Yes, we’re business partners. She has been calling several times when we’ve been together. I just didn’t think you’d have a problem with it.”
- “Did you not think I would have a problem with you talking to your,… your,.. well, that old lady that you used to love while we were hooking up!?”
- “It’s the knowledge that’s lethal, miss Cox.”
- “Promise me, you’ll never see her again.”
- “As I said, Nikki…. We’re business partners, I can’t promise you anything.” His facial expression told me that he hated this conversation. Clearly Andrew Biersack wasn’t very good with not having his way.

I walked into the building that was now going to be my new office. It was a very fancy office and seemed more relaxed than the office at the LA Daily. I was shown to a computer where I could set up my own stuff. I had a little desk with some shelves on and a place for maps and drafts.
- “Alright, You said you were an editor right?” The middle-aged guy asked me.
- “Yeah, I’ve not done too many interviews really.” I blushed.
- “That’s alright, you’ll learn. For now you can just do your thing with editing. I got this article on Escape The Fate that’s gotta be ready by Friday. If you need anything, you can just ask.” The blonde-haired guy smiled at me and I blushed a little.

He was cute. Somewhere in the early thirties, blonde hair, a few tattoos and a gorgeous smile. I had to be careful with showing that around Andrew though. I had not spoken to Andrew for two days and although he had sent me some texts I stood my ground. It was hard, being angry with Andy. Some people had heard the news about how I got the job and since Andy is a well-known man at the AP magazine his name came up a lot around me.
- “Hi! My name it Katie. “
- “Nicole, nice to meet you” I shook her hand polite.
- “So, you personally know Andy Biersack?” Is this woman kidding me?!
- “Uh, yeah. You could say that.” Stuttered a little taken by surprise.
- “What’s he like?!” She stared down at me with big exciting, crazy eyes and took a zip of her coffee like I was going to give her the gossip of the week.
- “He’s, nice.” Honestly, I wasn’t going to speak the words that would describe this man through my point of view. Oh, He’s a wonderful man, raised by a sex abusive woman that loved him. He’s such a romantic man, he’ll spank the living crap out of you if you don’t obey and he’ll cuff and whip you until you’re sore.

I walked away from the woman, heading towards my desk when I stopped just outside of the lunchroom. That voice…
- “Yes, I agree very much with you miss Vaught. Haha.” I turned to my left and looked down the hall where Kristie Vaught walked next to Andrew. He was smiling and no doubt they’ve met before.
- “But don’t you sweat it Honey. I’m gonna talk to Mike Shea and he’ll call you back regarding the interview.” He kissed her cheek and she disappeared into her office.

I could feel the woman from the lunchroom press closely to me as Andy turned his head towards me. Everything felt like it was happening in slow motion. His lips formed into a wry smile and his brows lowered. He walked calmly towards me and stopped, looking down at my face.
- “Hello, Miss Cox.” He mumbled with his deep voice. Surprised, he turned his gaze to my left where the woman stood, looking all wide-eyed at him.
The Biersack-effect! I thought to myself and smiled a little. Why does he have that effect on every woman? I looked at her from the corner of my eye and I could feel the awkwardness starting to build up as the three of us mostly just stood there.
- “Uh, Andy. Let me show you my booth.” And Yes, I felt a little special as he put his hand on the lower of my back as we left a drooling Katie in the doorway.

Notes

Okay, first of all... I'm so sorry I've left you for 17 days without an update. Things has been CRAZY lately. On Sunday we were looking at a house, unfortunately when we earlier in the week went to the bank we could not get a mortgages so we've decided to switch apartments with another couple. I also had an exam so I've been studying.
and This monday I got struck by lightning when I was at the stable, inside the stable actually. Sounds Crazy I know. Fortunately I got away with minor injuries. I'm okay except for my hearing. Which is bad enough. I now have tinnitus, on mostly my right ear I think and before I had very good hearing, and now... I can feel the difference and I hate it. Can't sleep at night cause of the fucking beeping noice.

Enough about my life...
Quiz time:
1. Exactly How Excited are you guys about BVB IV!?!
2. Have you heard of the ABOD?! (Andy Biersack Obsession Disorder)
Yes, I died a little when I found the article.
3. Would any of you be interested in a message board for BVB?

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