Fifty Shades Of Andrew Biersack

I was nervously checking my phone the whole day. Who knew three days would feel like three years. I sat at my desk in the office trying to get some work done but failed miserably. Suddenly my phone rang and I answered on the very first signal.
- “Hello?!”
- “Hey babe. How are you?” I could almost hear his smile grow on those beautiful lips that I’ve missed so much. His husky voice made my skin knobby.
- “I’m good, how are you?” I bit my lip and thanked god he wasn’t here to see it, in case his palms started to twitch.
- “I’m fine. So uh, I’ll be at my house in about fifteen minutes. Shall I pick you up?”
- “I’m at work.” I groaned.
- “So?”
- “Come on, some of us actually has to work for a living.”
- “Alright, at what time do you get off?”
- “At five.”
- “okay, I’ll pick you up outside at five. Can’t wait to hear about your day. Laters!”

I was smiling to myself and my boss walked out of his office, heading towards my desk.
- “Cox! What are you doing? I’m not paying you to smile. We got plenty of stuff to get to print. Get your ass back to work.”
I nodded in shock and immediately got back to work. Geez, what is his problem today? I was lost in thoughts as I continued to work on the article. I’ve decided to ask Andrew some more questions, I just hoped he would be in a good mood and answer them without having twitching palms this time.

I got out of the office at 4:55 and Andy was leaning towards his black SUV. Seth stared at him with disgust and said his goodbyes to me. I walked up to him and to my surprise he cupped my head and placed a kiss on my lips.
- “Well, hello to you too.” I blushed.
- “Let’s go.” He said and pointed at the car with a smile.
- “Oh, uh I got my car in the parking lot. I can drive to your place and meet you there?” I smiled hopefully that he would agree to my conditions.
- “alright, which one is it?” He seemed to be in a good mood today and my heart skipped a beat at childish Andrew, whom I adored.
- “That one!” I pointed to my beloved hubby, my rusty little ford that I was more than proud of to have bought myself. Andy’s smile fainted and he looked at the car in fear and then back at me.
- “Oh no. You’re not driving that piece of crap.”
- “Excuse me?”
- “Come on, get in. I’ll ask Matt to pick it up later.” I gladly jumped into the black SUV and all I could think of was how I wanted to kiss and nibble on that tattooed skin of his.

We entered his house and the smell of dust and emptiness hit us when we opened the doors. He walked right though the house and opened the back door. It was a double glass door that was well hidden in the large windows. The door led to a garden that I never noticed before. There was a beautiful gazebo painted white with gorgeous crafted mullions that had the view of the city. To the right there was a patio with a nice group of furniture. A sofa a couple of chairs and a table surrounded by white-fruit bushes.
- “I need to air the dust out.” Andy mumbled and stepped out on the patio.
- “Andy, this is beautiful.” I was in great envy of the garden and It was beautiful.
- “Come sit with me.” He tapped the cushion beside him in the sofa. I smiled and walked over. I cupped his head in my hands and placed a soft kiss on his lips. God I’ve missed them so much!
- “Andy, I’m glad you’re back.” I mumbled.
- “Me too, Miss Cox. I’ve missed you more than you would know.” I rested my head on his shoulders and he smelled my hair. I placed a hand on his chest and suddenly his whole body tense. I removed my hand quickly and he relaxed again.
- “Do you mind if I ask why you don’t like to be touched?” I whispered
- “I do mind. Cause I don’t want you to leave.”
- “Why do you think that I would leave you?” Andrew took a deep breath and stared down at me.
- “Oh miss Cox, for those eyes I would do anything. What are you doing to me?” he moaned and kissed me passionate. His hands starting to feel my body. I buried my hands in his hair and answered the kiss. His hand searched its way to my behind as I tugged his head back, breaking up the kiss.
- “Please just answer my question.” I breathed heavy. Andy sat up straight, letting me go and stared at the view over Los Angeles.
- “When I was little… My father used to….” He stopped and I could see how hard this was for him. My eyes started to tear up. What has happened to my fifty that is so bad that I can’t touch him? Who or what did this to him? “My father didn’t teat my mom and I very good. That’s all you need to know for now.” He mumbled and his eyebrows wrinkled into an angry frown. His eyes were dark and he stared at me. Oh My! My fifty shades Andrew is back.

As tempting as it was to just rip his clothes off of that body of his, I felt we actually needed to talk. Just talk, No sex.
- “Can we keep talking? I like getting to know you, Andrew.”
- “Some of the stuff you don’t need to know.”
- “So I’m just gonna settle for fucked up rockstar with a silent past?”
- “Yeah. Besides, I didn’t think you liked rock at all.” He gave me a wry smile. I shook my head at him and rolled my eyes.
- “What was that, miss Cox? I thought we talked about you rolling your eyes at me. I’m going to keep that in mind. We’ll get to that later.”
- “No, in fact I don’t like rock. I find it… rather noisy.” Andy laughed a little at me and gave me his most childish smile. I’m melting!
- “Come here, I wanna show you something.” He grabbed my hand and dragged me inside. I sat down on the huge couch as he grabbed a controller and pressed a few buttons.
Suddenly sweet piano music started to flow through the large speakers. The music was harmonic. Suddenly the music was joined by a deep mans voice. Andy!
I listened to the soft music and the lyrics as drums and guitars joined the song. My whole body covered in goosebumps as Andys words his my senses. When suddenly a woman joined him singing and turned the whole song into some choir. It was an amazing! Followed by a guitar solo Of course!
The song came to an end and I just stood there, with my mouth open in shock.
- “This is your band?” I panted.
- “Yes, Nikki. This is my band” He gave me a wide gorgeous smile in pride.
- “Wow Andrew! It’s beautiful.” A tear slipped my eye and Andrew folded his arms around me. I buried my face deep into his chest and sniffled.
Who knew my fifty was so fucked up? What did his father do to him? I cried a little more, making wet stains on his shirt as I thought of a little boy, being alone with so much on his mind that no one knows. The beautiful song was replaying in my head and I just wanted it to get out…

“Cause I lost it all. Dead and broken my back’s against the wall. Cut me open I’m just trying to breathe just trying to figure it out. Because I built these walls to watch them crumbling down, and said. Then I lost it all, who can save me know?”

Notes

Sorry that I haven't been updating.
Had shitloads going on... :(
But here it is! Hope you liked it
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