Fifty Shades Of Andrew Biersack

I woke up in safe, tattooed arms. The sun made the whole room glow. I caressed his soft skin and admired his face. Damn, he’s so beautiful. I kissed his cheek and he opened his eyes slowly.
- “Morning, babe.” A smile grew on his lips.
- “Good morning”

I rolled out of bed and Andy sat up.
- “So, you’re leaving tomorrow…” I mumbled, trying not to sound disappointed.
- “Yes, I’ll be back before you know it.” He yawned. “Breakfast?” he looked up at me with big tired eyes.
I nodded disappointed and angry that he seems to refuse to talk about it. I had to say I was a little confused, I don’t even know this man. I decided to take the last chance I got, at breakfast.

He took me out to a fancy brunch-restaurant. I had no idea this place were just two blocks away from my apartment. I have to get out of my bubble. On the other hand, I’ve been so far out of my ordinary bubble lately that It’ll be enough for a year. We sat down at a table next to the window and a young girl came up to our table.
- “Thank you!” Andy smiled and I could see the girls face blush up all red. She stared down on the floor and turned her shoulders. “So it’s not just me then.” I thought to myself.

I peeped up at him behind my menu and a piece of his fringe was falling down in his right eye. The sun caressed his California skin and created perfect contours of his face.
- “Something bothering you, miss Cox?” He mumbled without taking his eyes off the menu. I quickly looked down and cursed to myself. Damn it!
- “No.” I mumbled ashamed.

I ended up having pancakes with syrup. Andrew had scrambled eggs with bacon and salad. Classy, never thought it would fit a rockstar though.
- “How many before me?” I couldn’t stop the words coming out of my mouth.
- “Excuse me?” He lifted his sight with angry brows.
- “How many subs have you had before you met me?” I straightened my back in an attempt to look confident. I failed miserably when Andy leaned back and revealed his length advantage.
- “Do you want to have this conversation over brunch?” He mumbled a little angry.
- “Yes. I feel like it’s the last chance I got before you leave. And I decided I wanted some answers, to make my mind up a little easier.”
He glared at me from underneath his frown and I started to change my mind about these questions. Maybe I was better off not knowing the answers to all the questions circling my head.
- “four.” He suddenly mumbled deep. “I’ve had four submissives in the past.” The answer came as both a surprise and shock. Four girls that has been caving under his touch. Four girls that has taken a beat for pleasure. But then again, only four?
- “What happened to them?”
- “The contracts ran out.”
- “So, what will happen to me, when my contract runs out?”
He was silent and I started to get frustrated.
- “Let’s not talk about that now. No one knows what’s in the future.” He mumbled and I got the feeling that he doesn’t want to talk about what’s in the past.
- “Tell me about you.” I said low.
- “There’s nothing of interest. I’m a twenty four year old rockstar with burden. I’ve got fifty scars on my heart and I am fifty shades of fucked up, Nikki. I’m sorry.” He mumbled frustrated and refused to look me in the eyes.

I never meant it to be like this, I just wanted a heart to heart conversation. Not just sex. Even though sex is great.
- “I’m sorry.” I mumbled ashamed. I felt sorry and a little scared that I had upset him. I just hoped that he wouldn’t put me across his knee.

He stood up, got his wallet out and threw 40 bucks on the table. He grabbed my hand and dragged me with him.
- “Come on.” He said and his face changed from serious rockstar to happy childish Andrew.
- “Where are we going?” I yelled as he dragged me into a park. We stopped at a big green field with trees and bushes. There were also a fountain, some benches and a playground for the kids. We were standing right in the middle of the field and the park was empty except for some dog walkers.
- “Andy, what are we doing here?”
- “Sshh, Just wait for it” He said and pulled me close.
Confused I just stood there looking around like a lion was going to run out form the bushes and attack us.

We stood completely silent for almost another minute and suddenly the water sprinklers drenched us in cold water.
I screamed and Andy let go of me as I waved my arms in panic and surprise. He laughed at me with a childish wide smile with his hair, soaking wet. He slowly walked up to me and pulled me close to his face. He kissed me passionate and suddenly the discomfort of the cold water running down my back was gone.
- “Don’t leave me, Nikki.” He whispered as his lips parted from mine.
- “I won’t.” I blinked shocked at him. Why would he think that I would leave him?

Notes

Hello guys!! I'm back!
After a much needed vacation in spain, I'm back! :D School is out for the summer and I'm back at work, which leaves me plenty of time to write in the afternoons.
Since I owe you, I'm gonna try and update with another chapter today!

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