I walk into the room, feeling like a complete idiot. I had just been in a car accident and had just got home from the hospital. "You fuck wit, how are we meant to get around?!" I am used to this treatment from Seth, and my friends wonder why I put up with it. I don't know why I do. I hold back the tears and try to console him "I'll pay you back, and it'll be fixed in no time", I say, hoping its enough. He just grunts at me. I stumble into the old recliner sitting in the living room, and reach for my iPod and earphones out of the pocket of my ripped skinnies. I scroll down the playlist, it's completely filled with Black Veil Brides, Of Mice & Men and Blood on the Dance Floor. I tap a song and put it on shuffle. "Are you okay Addy? With the crash and all?" Felicity says, making an effort to make me feel better. "Okay I guess", I murmur. I had been in the car with Xavier when my boyfriend Seth rang. I was driving so Xavier answered it for me, biggest mistake of my life.