Found Again

Andy p.o.v I was walking towards Starbucks thinking of everything i fucked up and arguing with myself in my head. If riot finds out I kissed Juliet two nights ago then I'm fucked but then again... riot and I were never actually together... 'yeah but you told her you had strong feelings for her dumbass' 'but I never made her my girlfriend' 'but you told her you wanted to you dumbfuck! 'I know but we weren't even official yet' 'so are the feelings that you've had for years, are they not official yet?' 'Of course they are I love her for fuck sake!' 'Ahhh, he finally admits it! If you loved her you wouldn't have fucked up douche ass! You can forget about it now, she has Alex now anyway and she will eventually be with him because he treated her like a fucking princess and what do you do? Well you go and kiss a fucking slag who already cheated on you before when you could've been at the hospital supporting and caring for riot but no you weren't, and instead, you practically pushed riot into Alex's arms. But there's no point sitting here feeling sorry for yourself, because it was YOU who fucked up, it was YOU who cheated and it is YOU who has to live with the consequences of losing one of the best things to ever happen to you. Maybe you and the slag are meant to be, you're perfect match after all, since you done onto riot what the slag done to you. You lied' I screamed in frustration and the whole cafe looked up at me "WHAT? WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU STARING AT?! YOU BUNCH OF FUCKING FUCKTARDED FUCKS!!" I roared and walked out. 'Wait what the fuck did I even lie about about?!' 'You lied about loving riot' 'no I didn't I really do love her' 'obviously not, because if you did then you definitely wouldn't have done that Andy, you wouldn't have done that.' Riot p.ov Finally, out of this shithole! Its been a long week being stuck here but Alex and scout keep me company and make it better. Alex and scout stayed over in the hospital last night with me and they're taking me home today. "Okay miss McKenzie, I am aware that you are a performer, but because of your ribs you can not be on stage for at least a month" he said "okay i completely understand doctor" I replied. If this doctor seriously thinks that I'll be staying off stage for a month then he is really fucking naive. I'll be back on stage in two days. Watch me! We made our way out and back to bus. I couldn't wait to be back in the comfort of my bunk. Alex had to go back to his bus. He kissed me on the cheek "bye riot, I'll text you later. Phone me if you need anything. Anything at all!" He said. I sailed and blushed "okay bye Alex" I replied. Scout looked at me and smiled then wiggled her eyebrows and we just burst into laughter "sooo, do you like him? Is Andy going out of the picture?" Scout asked "I don't know, like I still really like Alex and he treats me like I'm the most important thing to him in his life and then there's Andy who told me he has really strong feelings for me and has had for years and I do reciprocate those feelings but after what he done scout, I don't know if I can trust him or believe him with those feelings" I replied "I understand what you mean riot, are you going to talk to Andy about all that shit?" She asked "yeah just not right away. I'm going to be mean and give him the silent treatment and let him sweat it out and shit himself because if I know Andy he already is shitting himself because he knows that I know everything now" I said scout laughed "you're evil but its funny" we laughed and got onto the bus "hey scout do you want to stay on warped tour with us? We have an extra bunk and it would be a great way for girl time and its warped tour, warped tour is awesome." She smiled "I would love to riot, thank you" she said. Scout called Ryan about warped and he was cool about it and said he would bring her some clothes and stuff. He came just before we were about to leave "hi Ryan I'm riot, scout has told me so much about you" I said and shook his hand and smiled "all good things I hope"he said "of course" he smiled and turned back to scout "well baby, I better get going since this bus is about to leave soon" he said and hugged scout "okay babe I love you be safe driving home" "you too hon', have fun, not too much fun. Riot take care of her" he said "no problem Ryan" I smiled and he smiled back. He pulled scout in for a long kiss "bye babe, I love you" he said before exiting the bus. Scout came over and sat beside me "well, let's get you settled" I said and we stood up and went to the bunks at the back to get her settled in. And then we felt the his jolt forward which meant we were off to the next venue of warped. Andy's p.o.v That bus ride was so goddamn long. I wanted to get off the bus for a smoke more than anything and finally the bus stopped and I jumped out straight away. I noticed that AVR's bus had pulled right beside us. I stepped out and took a deep breath of fresh air and began thinking. Should I go over and see riot now. I stomped out my cigarette and was about to make my way over but the bus door opened and being the chicken I am, I metaphorically shit myself and ran back on my bus and looked out the open window to see who it was. It was riot who stepped out along with... scout?! What the fuck is going on?! "Okay so a caramel frappachino and caramel wafers? Is that right?" Scout asked "Yeah scout that's it, thank you so much, I owe you" riot said "not at all I'll be back soon riot, you go relax" scout said and walked away to get the Starbucks I assumed. Riot proceeded to make her way to the side of the bus. I ducked out of sight to where she couldn't see me but I could still see her. She slid down the side of the bus head in hands and then lit a cigarette. I longed to be beside her with her head on my shoulder and we would sit there and laugh and talk about random things like we used to do. But of course, I fucked that up too. Nice going Andy. Really nice going you dumb fuck!

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