Help Me Save Me *Compleated*

Andy's P.O.V.

I walked on the bus to check on Ros after I got done yelling at Ash, man did he ever fucking piss me off this time, he got her to slip back into her old ways. I went to the back room where we were sleeping, I knocked on the door lightly and herd her soft voice from inside "go away" she said quietly "hun it's me can I come in" I asked in a whisper, I heard the bed creek and soft footsteps inch towards the door I heard the lock click and the door open slightly, and a tear stained face peaked through the crack of the door "wh-what do yo-you wa-want?" she asked through silent choked sobs "I want to talk to you" I demanded, she closed her eyes and a few more tears slipped out she walked away and sat on our bed, she curled he knees to her chest and her body shake with her crying, I walked in and sat on the bed beside her she instantly curled up into a ball in my lap and continued to cry I just stroked her hair until she fell asleep in my lap, I laid her down on the bed and covered her up then crawled in beside her putting my arm securely around her waist and drifted in to a sleep.

Roslyn's P.O.V. ~~In a nightmare~~

I was running around the parking lot trying to get away from my brother, its horrible he has turned into a Zack "get back hear you bitch" he hollered his voice echoing through the night, tears were now freely flowing down my cheeks 'you were supposed to save me be there for me not beat me like Zack' I said to my self, then I came to a dead end I had no where to run I turned around hoping he wouldn't be there but I was wrong... there he stood looking pissed "A-Ash p-please stop" I cried "I don't think so, you... you deserve this I wish Zack would have killed you that night we saved you" more and more tears fell "I would have been dead long before that if my suicide attempts had have worked" I shot at him rage danced in his eyes and he lunged at me and pushed me into the wall "I wish you would have died too" he spat at me "yo-you said you would never hu-hurt me yo-you promised yo-you'd protect me and ne-never end up like Z-zack" I said between breaths "well guess what" he said lifting my head by my hair "I lied" he sneered with a sly smile then pushing my head down to the pavement,

Then the scene changed It was a clear blue sunny day I was in a field of flowers and green grass, I was untouched, no bruises no scars everything seemed perfect I saw Andy from a distance so I decided to run towards him, but as I got closer I saw him... Kissing someone else?!?! but why "An-Andy?!?" I asked in shock he backed away from the kiss and turned around to face me he came closer and bent down beside me "Ros I'm sorry but I dont love you I never will and never have, why don't you do yourself a favor and jump off a bridge" he got back up and continued sucking faces with the other girl... my heart literally shattered into a million pieces...

Then all of a sudden I was back by the lake where I saw Derick except Zack was there, he had his usual disgusted look on his face "well if it isn't the little slut pregnant at 19... whore" 'will thins nightmare never end' I thought to my self then he came over and pushed me to the ground I then felt a sharp pain in my back, he smashed a beer bottle into my spine and I collapsed on the ground I screamed out in pain, I heard faint voices coming from somewhere but I couldn't find them... "Ros... Roslyn... ROSLYN!!WAKE UP PLEASE!!" It was bothering me that I didn't know where they were coming from I could just barley make out the voices "Ros please... wake up your scaring me" that was Andy "what the hell is going on and whats all the noise its 3 in the fucking morning" that was Jinxx "its Ros shes not waking up" that was definitely Ash god I hated him right now, but then the voices started getting louder.

~~realty~~ still Roslyn's P.O.V.

I slowly fluttered my eyes open to see I was spread out across the floor wrapped in Andy's arms "shes awake" CC practically shouted and every one stared down at me, Andy helped my up into a standing position and Ashley cam a little closer to me but I backed away and hid half way behind Andy, what can I say he scared the living fuck out of me I don't know If I can trust him Andy grabbed my hand in a reassuring way and I took a deep breath "ca-can me a-and Ash h-have a minute?" I asked timidly they all left the room except for Ashley "what do you wanna talk about" he said coming a little closer but I flinched away, he sighed sadly and sat down on the bed "I-I'm sorry for being such a fuck up and a slut" I said quietly before braking down crying on the ground I felt his arms wrap around me "I-I'm sorry for running yo-your life, an-and being the wo-worst sister ev-ever" I choked out sobbing "no you're not a fuck up I just over reacted I'm sorry, you're the best sister anyone could EVER have I'm sorry for being a dick to you please don't be angry at yourself when you did nothing wrong" he said hugging me tighter, he pulled away and wiped my tears off my cheek "I love you please don't ever hurt yourself again... I-- I don't know what I'd do if I lost you" he said softly.

We walked back out in to the living room "are you two okay now?" Jake asked I just simply nodded "so theirs no more fights between you two?" Jinxx asked we nodded "so can we go get pizza now" CC wined I laughed "dude its four in the morning" his face turned to a frown "oh" he said disappointedly I just rolled my eyes and headed back to mine and Andy's room and curled back up on the bed then I felt Andy's arm snake around my waist and his hand rested on my smallbaby bump he kissed the back of my neck "I love you babe you really scared me earlier" he said sadly "I-I did how" I asked turning to face him his face turned serious "you were flailing and screaming 'no please don't hurt me'" he puled me closer so that our stomachs were touching I nuzzled closer to his chest and fell into a dreamless sleep, not a care int he world because I was with the father of my child

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