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Love, Hate and Heartbreak...

Reality check...


I got home and sighed, hearing my sister talking to my mom in the kitchen. I tried to tiptoe through so hey woudent realise I was there, but my sister saw me. "Oh and mom, Lzzy's goes out with the goth."I heard her say, and I sighed, walking. "Actually he's not goth, and were just friends."
"Well thats not what it looks like to me. Your always around his house and you slept around his house the other night."
"Yeah and?"
"Well thats the only thing you do with your boyfriend."
"Not really. Were friends and thats all." I said through clenched teeth. I hated her so much it was unreal. "Is it true? Your hanging around with the.....strange people?" My mom said, and I stared at her. "Strange people? No I'm not, I seem to be living with them."

"Now theres no need for tha-"
"Theres no need for that either mom! I actually feel happy with Andy and he makes me laugh. None of my old friends ever did that! But you will never understand any of that beause you cannot look past looks!" I yelled, and mom slammed down her tea towel. "Get upstairs! I don't want to see you!"
"Good because I've never wanted to see you!" I yelled, charging out of the room and up the stairs.I slammed the door, and lay down on the bed, groaning into a pillow. I pulled out my phone, and text Andy.

Me- Hey, I swear I hate my family xx

I sent it and got an imediatly reply.

Andy- Lol, how come? xx
Me- Because they just dont understand and they put peoples looks before happiness. It's like if someone dosent look normal then I can't be happy with them. xx
Andy- Oh, is it me? xx
Me- No...and even if they did I would tell them to fuck off cause i'm not, not gonna spend time with you cause they don't like it. xx
Andy- oh good, I don't wanna cause something between you and your family. xx
Me- You wouldent anyway :) xx
Andy- Good, so what you gonna do about it? xx
Me- the usual, yell right back at them, and tell them everything that they don't understand. xx
Andy- lol, go for it, you tell em Liz. xx
Me- Lol, I will :) xx
Andy- Good :) xxx
Me- oooo extra kiss, feel special now. xxx
Andy- lol, well you are to me :) xxx
Me- Aww really? xxx
Andy- yeah. xxx
Me- aww your cute. xxx
Andy- lol thanks xxx

I heard my mom call me, and I sighed, rolling off the bed, and going downstairs. My sister Jade was sitting in the living room with a smug look on her face. I walked into the kitchen and saw my parents both sitting down at the kitchen table. "Shut the door and sit down." My dad said, and, I shut the door, then sat down.
"Now your mothers told me about your behaviour earlier, and it was disgraceful."
"Well I have to shout to make you listen."
"No you don't. Now I don't want you to talk to this Andrew again. Do you understand me?" My heart stopped, and I felt a tear come to my eye. Stop seeing Andy. Not talking to my gassle legs. No No No....this couldent happen.

"What? No way thats not going to happen. He's my friend and he makes me happy and he's the best friend I ever had. You can't make me." I said, my voice rasing a little bit. "No. He's not healthy for you and you've become something different and...." My dad trailed off as his eyes burned into my wrist. I looked down. I hadn't covered up my tattoo. Shit.... "What's that?" He asked quietly. "Nothing dad it's nothing..." I said, puttiny my hand over it. "I said what the fuck is it!" He yelled, grabbing my arm and pulling to towards him. He studied it and I pulled away, glaring at him. "It's a tattoo dad. You know something that people get nowadays. His face turned red and I could see the anger in his eyes. "I refuse to let you talk to that Andy ever again! If you do he will be arrested!"
"You can't do that! You can't keep me from the person who makes me happy because I'll fucking commit suicide!" I screamed, standing up.

I followed my dads side for anger, and we would always argue until someone got hurt, or the police were called by the neighbours. He stood up, placing both hands on the table. "I forbid it! He's made you go insane you getting a tattoo and talking to people like that! We don't know who you are anymore!"
"You've never known who I am! Never ever ever! Andy knows more than you and your my fucking farther!"
I yelled and I felt something hit my cheek, and it started to sting. He had hit me. That was it. I was sick of it all and I might as well get it all out now. I turned to him, my fists turning into balls.I noticed my mom stood at the doorway, out of the way of the 'danger zone'. "See! Your that fucking wrapped up in your own little perfect world that you can't stand to be told the truth that you ony ever wanted one daughter and always wanted another boy! You found out I was a girl and wanted to get rid of me! I know all of this and I've kept it in so long knowing no one wants me!" I yelled and he stood back, shocked.

"Who told you that?"
"It dosnet matter but you wouldent give two shits if I left today! I hate you! I hate you all and I'm going to talk to Andy even if you don't want me to!" I yelled, and he noticed that I had left my phone on the side table. "Oh yeah..." He said. and he grabbed my phone and slammed it off the table, smashing the screen and making the back snap. "Dad what the fuck are you doing" Stop!" I yelled, but he didn't stop. He smashed it more and threw it into the living room. I snapped and hit him in the stomach hard. He stumbled backwards, and grabbed me by my hair. I screamed as he dragged me up the stairs, and threw me into my room. "Get packed your fucking leaving!"
"FInally was waiting for this day! I never want to see you ever again your the fucking worst parents in the fucking world and I'm sure you and Jade will be happy because your all fucking know it all's with your heads shoved so far up your arses that you can't understand anything thats fucking different!" I screamed, and he slammed the door, locking it.

I grabbed my suitcase from underneath my bed, and I opened my wardrobe. I packed all my batman tops, my shorts, my skinny jeans, my tee-shirts with crosses on, my shoes, and my denim vest and jacket.I shoved in my Ipod,my laptop, my CD player, my jewlrey, and anything else I could fine into it, and shut it. I was so angry that I couldent be bothered to wait for my dad to come back. I kicked at the door, and yelled and yelled. I continued to kick the door until there was a dent in it and one of the hinges broke. I pushed it open and went downstairs. My dad tried to talk to me but I ignored him, and I left through the front door, slamming it hard. I walked down the street. I had no Idea what time it was but it was dark outside. I was alone in my street with no phone, and nowhere to go. I sighed, and made my way to my aunties house.

I coudlent go to Andys and just turn on his doorstep. No I couldent do that. I walked for ages until I came to my aunties house. I knocked on the door and she opened it. "Sweetie what happened?" she asked and I burst into tears on her doorstep. I sunk to the floor and she helped me up and got me in the house with my suitcase. I tolld her everthing that happened, and she sighed, looking at me. "Well your not going back there sweetie, your staying here with me."
"Really?"
"Yes sweetie. You don't fit in there, and It's usually just me on my own anyway, I'd be happy for you to live here." I hugged her, and she kissed the top of my head, leading me up into my new bedroom..

Notes

shout outs, coment for yours :)

JINXXismyHero_Love_Him_Forever

xEmmaBVBx

Comments

Omg the last chapter is soo sad :'( but yay there is going to be a sequel!!! *claps hands*
xEmmaBVBx xEmmaBVBx
4/15/13
Thanks for the shout out. Wow it's the last chapter. Such a great ending. <3
OMG HEA GONE!!!! I've loved this story soooo much. Can't wait for the sequel. <3 please
aawwhhhh so cute XD love the new chpter plz update soon <3
xEmmaBVBx xEmmaBVBx
4/15/13
Lurveee this so muchhh <3
angelbiersackk angelbiersackk
4/14/13
Thanks for the shout out.
Love the chapter. It's sad that Andy's leaving. But at least she has something to remember him by. Lol