Phoebe’s pov
“I’m going to put Colette in her bunk, Thanks for the talk Andy” I said smiling in his direction “No problem redhead see you in the morning” he walking over and gave me a hug before walking off to his bunk. I could feel my cheeks burning “Come on Colette let’s get you to bed” I said poking her in the face “Only if you’re coming with me baby” she said while giggling “sure just come with me” I said pulling her up which was quite easy as she’s shorter than me but I’m only 5’2. When I finally got her undressed and in her bunk she had a big smile on her face “I love you baby girl” she said rolling over falling straight back to sleep “Yeah I love you too bub”. I walked to the other side of the bus when the door opened again and in came jinx, Jake and Ashley “Hey beautiful” said Ashley as he walked over and gave me a big hug, he stunk of whiskey “hi, I’m surprised you don’t have any ladies with you” I said mocking him “they weren’t pretty enough for me” he said before crashing on the sofa “Sorry about him” said jinx “he has seemed to have taken a shine to you”. I walked back over to my bunk and got changed into my pjs I could heard Andy angrily whispering on his phone ‘must be Juliet’ I thought to myself before climbing into my bunk I could hear die for you in the background, people were screaming all around me, I couldn’t move I could feel the pole through my chest, I tried to scream but I couldn’t and that’s when I was surrounded by darkness. I sat up in my bunk shit nightmares again… I checked my phone to see it was only 3am there’s no way I’m getting back to sleep now not by myself. Usually I would climb into Colette’s bed but she’s out of it so I decided to risk it and see if Andy was awake. I climbed out of my bunk as quietly as I could and took the two steeps that were in-between mine and Andy’s bed. I pulled back his curtain slowly, his hair was covering his face and he was breathing slowly “Hey Andy, Andy wake up” I whispered poking him gently “hum what Phoebe what time is it what’s wrong” he asked me looking confused “I’m sorry but I had a nightmare can I sleep with you” I asked “Of course hop in” he said moving aside, as I climbed in he pulled the covers over us and I rested my head on his bare chest “Goodnight” he said kissing my temple and wrapping his arms right round me. I felt like we fit together perfectly I belong here so I fell right back to sleep.
Colette’s POV
I woke up the next morning with a pounding headache. "Phoebe where are you" I called out seeing empty bunks around me "I’m here bub" I heard her call as she came through "my head hurts what happened last night I don’t remember anything after I asked CC to give me drum lessons" "wait you asked cc to give you drum lessons?" "yes now give me the coffee and answer the god damn questions" "well you guys got home and you threatened to kill Andy before throwing up a lot and then you pronounced yourself queen of made up words, called cc your noble steed got him to carry you into the lounge where you screamed that he would get a special royal kiss and you kissed him on the cheek" "I did what?!""you kissed him" "omg I think you were right about what you said when you were doing my hair" "I’m always right bub" "I know but can I have something for my head and my noble steed "I giggled she gave me the pain meds and then shouted out "CC she’s awake and she wants her noble steed “he came running in and whinnied at me "carry me" I said in my cutest hangover voice "sure queen of made up words come here" he smiled picking me up and carrying me through to the lounge. he set me down on the sofa where all the others were sat and I immediately shrunk back "hey where did the giggle queen go?" asked Jake “hangover" I whispered, "and it wasn’t queen of giggles it was queen of made up words and ohhh I think I’m gonna puke again" I squeaked pushing past phoebe cc came and sat with me until I had finished throwing up "how do you feel?" "Much better, so how about those drum lessons?" "sure but are you sure you want to.....""yes and I can give you self-defence lessons in exchange" "ok that’s not what I was going to say but okay I’ll go with it" He helped me through to the bunks where I picked up some clothes and then he helped me get into the back room because jinx had decided to clean the bathroom. "Right don’t looks but I need your help cus I can’t stand up on my own for long" "how am I?" "don’t ask just do oh wait no let me lean against you again so I can get my shit on but don’t look" "okay, okay I won’t look" I leant against him and put my clothes on "ready you can help me out now and then we can go do some drumming" "okay lets go" he said picking me up and piggy backing me out into the lounge to get some coffee. I was shrieking like a small child and phoebe smiled at me so I got out my phone to text her*he makes me happy* *I’m glad you’re happy bub now go have fun*then the voice was back 'he doesn’t make you happy alcohol and pills and cutting make you happy ‘but before it could say anymore I shut it up and ignored it.

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