Die For You
Chapter 4
Colette’s pov
I’ve been awake since 4 this morning. I don’t want to do this but I have to for phoebe “Yo bitch get up and ready we have to drive to the venue and set up John texted me to say traffic is shit so to leave as soon as possible if we want to meet the guys before they do sound check” and a load of muffled excitement came blasting through the door. I can’t let her know that I have been awake for ages completely terrified of today “Urgg okay I’m up give me 30 minutes” I called out in my best sleepy voice. I crawled out of bed shaking. I struggled to get my makeup right as my hand wouldn’t stop shaking. I pulled on just a plain black tee and my usual skinny jeans with a studded belt. Even though it was hot I didn’t need people especially phoebe seeing my legs in the state they were in. I looked at myself in the mirror one last time and then it was back ‘he’s never going to love you, you know and you might as well let phoebe see your legs what’s she going to do nothing she is going to tell you how you deserved those cuts because of that scar she has on her chest it’s all your fault and because of that he is never going to like you so stop trying’ “Shut up shut up and fuck off” I mumbled “I don’t need this today I am already shitting myself because of this fucking job” I walked out and before I could even say good morning or grab a coffee I was yanked out the door and into the car. “Well good morning can I have some coffee and maybe some toast, nope I can’t it was obviously out of your mind this morning” I snapped “Hey grumpy we will get you coffee on the way there”. When we arrived Phoebe started shrieking about a fucking bus and John immediately grabbed us. I didn’t really hear what he said except that we were going to be sharing a bus with bvb. I immediately tensed and then we were taken to meet them. Phoebe was just staring at Andy as John introduced us. I decided it would be better for everyone if I just hid in the door frame but apparently I’m not allowed to do that “Come on Colette come inside” said John pulling my arm “Oh no I think I’m fine here…oh ok… no I ohhh” all the guys were staring at us now so I went bright red and backed as far into the opposite wall as possible ‘see now you have attracted attention to yourself what did you do that for you fool now they all know things about you’ “no shut up don’t say that” I mumbled holding my head “uuuhhh is she alright?” cc asked phoebe.
Phoebe’s pov
I was concentrating on look at Andy god he more perfect in person! when I got distracted by Colette talking to herself “uuuhhh is she alright” cc asked me looking very concerned “um yeah she’s just really shy and stuff um I think she got a head ach John could you tell me where the bathroom is and I will make sure she okay” I said suddenly turning my attention to my best friend “Yeah it just down the hall second door on your left” he said sounded just as concerned as cc. I pulled Colette down the hall and I could feel her shaking “So the red head is fucking hot!!” I heard Ashley say typical “Hands off dude I don’t want you fucking the merch girls” I heard Andy reply angrily “Someone has a crush” laughed Jake when I finally made it to the bathroom with Colette I was practically dragging her “Colette what’s wrong please tell me” all she did was sit there and whimper for a few minutes we could still hear the boys having a conversation about us “ I wonder what’s wrong with Colette she seems a little weird” said Ashley “Dude she just shy it’s the first day of a new job and they are going to be the only girls on a tour bus with 5 dudes they don’t know for 3 months it must be scary for them” cc said. Suddenly Colette was screaming like I have never heard her scream before “Babe stop its okay Colette please” that’s when she flinched at my voice her arm flinging out catching my nose “Shit Colette that fucking hurt” I could feel the blood running down my face but I was more concerned on what was going on with my friend “Shut up, no I don’t want to please, don’t make me, no STOPPPPP” and with that she went silent. She slowly lifted her head and looked at me she looked shocked when she saw blood on my face that’s when she suddenly jumped up and ran out the door right into john “Whoa are you girls okay” he asked seeing the blood “Yeah i just slipped and screamed but it’s okay” I said trying to reassure Colette who seemed to go back to her normal self. John lead us to the merch tent and explained to us again what we had to do and that during the show we could go side stage and watch so long as we were back at the tent just before the end to get ready to sell anything. When john finally left Colette turned to me “Did I do that” she asked pointing to my sore nose “yeah but it was an accident so it’s okay”. We got introduced to the other merch seller max and he was awesome. The line for the concert was slowly getting bigger and bigger and we had over 50 people come and buy merch from us. After another 2 hours the line started to go in so we were allowed to close the tent and head inside to watch the concert this is going to be the first time I have seen them live and I can’t fucking wait!!!.
I’ve been awake since 4 this morning. I don’t want to do this but I have to for phoebe “Yo bitch get up and ready we have to drive to the venue and set up John texted me to say traffic is shit so to leave as soon as possible if we want to meet the guys before they do sound check” and a load of muffled excitement came blasting through the door. I can’t let her know that I have been awake for ages completely terrified of today “Urgg okay I’m up give me 30 minutes” I called out in my best sleepy voice. I crawled out of bed shaking. I struggled to get my makeup right as my hand wouldn’t stop shaking. I pulled on just a plain black tee and my usual skinny jeans with a studded belt. Even though it was hot I didn’t need people especially phoebe seeing my legs in the state they were in. I looked at myself in the mirror one last time and then it was back ‘he’s never going to love you, you know and you might as well let phoebe see your legs what’s she going to do nothing she is going to tell you how you deserved those cuts because of that scar she has on her chest it’s all your fault and because of that he is never going to like you so stop trying’ “Shut up shut up and fuck off” I mumbled “I don’t need this today I am already shitting myself because of this fucking job” I walked out and before I could even say good morning or grab a coffee I was yanked out the door and into the car. “Well good morning can I have some coffee and maybe some toast, nope I can’t it was obviously out of your mind this morning” I snapped “Hey grumpy we will get you coffee on the way there”. When we arrived Phoebe started shrieking about a fucking bus and John immediately grabbed us. I didn’t really hear what he said except that we were going to be sharing a bus with bvb. I immediately tensed and then we were taken to meet them. Phoebe was just staring at Andy as John introduced us. I decided it would be better for everyone if I just hid in the door frame but apparently I’m not allowed to do that “Come on Colette come inside” said John pulling my arm “Oh no I think I’m fine here…oh ok… no I ohhh” all the guys were staring at us now so I went bright red and backed as far into the opposite wall as possible ‘see now you have attracted attention to yourself what did you do that for you fool now they all know things about you’ “no shut up don’t say that” I mumbled holding my head “uuuhhh is she alright?” cc asked phoebe.
Phoebe’s pov
I was concentrating on look at Andy god he more perfect in person! when I got distracted by Colette talking to herself “uuuhhh is she alright” cc asked me looking very concerned “um yeah she’s just really shy and stuff um I think she got a head ach John could you tell me where the bathroom is and I will make sure she okay” I said suddenly turning my attention to my best friend “Yeah it just down the hall second door on your left” he said sounded just as concerned as cc. I pulled Colette down the hall and I could feel her shaking “So the red head is fucking hot!!” I heard Ashley say typical “Hands off dude I don’t want you fucking the merch girls” I heard Andy reply angrily “Someone has a crush” laughed Jake when I finally made it to the bathroom with Colette I was practically dragging her “Colette what’s wrong please tell me” all she did was sit there and whimper for a few minutes we could still hear the boys having a conversation about us “ I wonder what’s wrong with Colette she seems a little weird” said Ashley “Dude she just shy it’s the first day of a new job and they are going to be the only girls on a tour bus with 5 dudes they don’t know for 3 months it must be scary for them” cc said. Suddenly Colette was screaming like I have never heard her scream before “Babe stop its okay Colette please” that’s when she flinched at my voice her arm flinging out catching my nose “Shit Colette that fucking hurt” I could feel the blood running down my face but I was more concerned on what was going on with my friend “Shut up, no I don’t want to please, don’t make me, no STOPPPPP” and with that she went silent. She slowly lifted her head and looked at me she looked shocked when she saw blood on my face that’s when she suddenly jumped up and ran out the door right into john “Whoa are you girls okay” he asked seeing the blood “Yeah i just slipped and screamed but it’s okay” I said trying to reassure Colette who seemed to go back to her normal self. John lead us to the merch tent and explained to us again what we had to do and that during the show we could go side stage and watch so long as we were back at the tent just before the end to get ready to sell anything. When john finally left Colette turned to me “Did I do that” she asked pointing to my sore nose “yeah but it was an accident so it’s okay”. We got introduced to the other merch seller max and he was awesome. The line for the concert was slowly getting bigger and bigger and we had over 50 people come and buy merch from us. After another 2 hours the line started to go in so we were allowed to close the tent and head inside to watch the concert this is going to be the first time I have seen them live and I can’t fucking wait!!!.
@BVBaby!!!
Thank you !!!
7/23/14