Zaria/Alexandria's P.O.V
Date: January 15th

"Where the hell is he?" I groaned from the curb outside of the school.

School ended a half hour ago and Andy as yet to come pick me up. I had the idea to walk home but seeing as I don't know my way around town yet, I couldn't. For the first ten minutes I was glad he hadn't shown up because I didn't want people to see him but when it passed twenty I started to get irritated.

I want to know what he was thinking making me wait this long when it's fucking snowing out! I know I could probably just wait inside instead of sitting on my book bag to keep my bum from getting any colder than what it already was, but then he would be stupid enough to walk into the school looking for me and people would know who I was.

It's not like they won't figure it out. You know Andy wants to tell all of the world that he has found his little sister. My subconscious whispered in the back of my mind.

I groaned and put my head on my knees. Why couldn't fate make my life a little easier? I mean I got hit by a car, I was thrown into a new life, and now people will only want to be my friend to get closer to the guys. Why can't I catch a fucking break?

What about Alec?

I rolled my eyes at my subconscious. What about him? He already "threaten" me with knowing who I was just to be nice to that one girl, what was her name, oh yea, Jay. So, what would make a difference if he just used it to make me bend to his will?

You know he wouldn't do that. I can tell you trust him already he reminds you of...

"You know what Andy, you can just go the fuck away!" It felt weird how my subconscious was my old imaginary friend. It was even weirder that Andy was now my brother.

I was about to groan again when a voice started talking right next to me.

"What's a beautiful girl like you doing out here by herself?"

I looked at to see the face that belonged to the voice and saw a guy with blonde hair and a face that kinda reminded me of Zach Efron.

"I'm just waiting for my ride." I said it in a tone that showed I didn't want to talk.

"Where do you live I could give you a ride." I guess he didn't take it. "It beats sitting out here in the cold."

"I'll be fine, I'm sure that my ride just got lost looking for the school," I mumbled.

"Come on." Does he ever stop. "It won't hurt and plus it's been forty-five minutes since school's let out and this is a small town so it wouldn't take long to find the school."

I pinched the bridge of my nose feeling more irritated than before. "To be honest I don't know my own address or the way to get to it so either way I have to stay here." I felt bad for being bitchy but today was a long day and I was ready to go home and take a well needed nap.

He let out a deep sigh. "Well that sucks. How bout I wait with you while you wait for your ride."
I was about to tell him no when he sat down beside me and looked around the parking lot.

"If you continue sitting there you'll freeze your ass off," I sighed.

He shrugged his shoulders and smiled at me. "I'm Derek."

Huh, I haven't played games with Derek in a while. I wonder if he's okay. "Zaria."

"I know that. It's not everyday we get a new student especially from Florida. How does it feel going from warm weather to this shit."

I gave a snort. How doesn't he think it felt? "Fan-fucking-tastic." A car pull in and I thanked God for it. "Look there's my ride." I really hoped it was because I knew he would just come back if it wasn't.

He raised an eyebrow at me but got up and left anyway. Thanking God again I put my head back on my knees and sat there freezing my nipples off.

"Zaria." I gritted my teeth at the sound of his voice.

What the hell is he doing here? Where is Andy? I though he told me that he'd pick me up instead of him?

When I finally looked up I saw CC sitting in the driver's seat of the car that was moments ago, my savior. Now, it was my devil.

"Get in the car before you get sick," his voice was sweet, soft, and caring but I didn't dare fall for it. When I didn't move from my spot I heard CC opening up the car door. "Zaria if you don't get in the car you will get sick and I..Andy wouldn't like that very much. Plus it's just a car ride it won't hurt you."

"No it won't, but you will," I snapped at him. Why couldn't Andy just do what I asked of him?
Hurt flashed by CC's eyes and he sighed. "Zaria, I'm sor...."

I didn't let him finish before I was up and walking toward the car. I heard CC following me but I didn't care, why would I?

CC started the car and took off. Silence fell on us like a heavy blanket, it almost felt like it would suffocate me but I wasn't going to talk to him. And no, I don't care if I'm being childish.

"Zaria." Five minutes not to bad but I could have gone another fifty-five if ever needed. "I'm sorry." He said it so softly that I wasn't sure if he said it at all. "I'm so so sorry that I have been giving you all of my attention one day and then the next acting like your not even there. I'm sorry for what I did last week, I know I shouldn't have but you were hurt and I just wanted to make all of it disappear but when I was moments away from doing it I knew that it wasn't the right time to do it."

I gave a low growl. That idiot expected me to believe that he wasn't ready for a kiss. "Whatever."

He pulled the car into the driveway and locked the doors so I couldn't get out just yet, which made me growl a little louder. "Zaria, I'm being honest." I wanted to look at him to see if he was telling the truth but I didn't know if I would see a lie or not.

"Ok then." I threw my hands up in frustration looking him straight in the eye. "What do you want me to say? That I crave for you to treat me like a girlfriend even though we both know you can't because Andy would have your ass. That I want you to kiss me and touch me like a man would touch his lover, and no, I don't mean like sex. Or maybe you want to hear that I don't give a fuck that you keep teasing me like I'm a piece of meat that won't care when your done with me. Maybe that's what you want to hear, so you could ease your guilt a little." I swallowed the lump that was now forming in my throat and spoke in a small fragile voice that pissed me off more than the situation. "Maybe nobody will love the girl that doesn't even know her own name."

I quickly unlocked the door and ran to the house trying to keep the tears back. I've already cried enough.

Once inside the house I noticed how quite and still it was. Andy and Juliet must not be here and that's why CC had to pick me up. What about Mace and Fuffy? Where were they at?

Doesn't matter, I just need to get to my room and I will be in a safe heaven where nobody who I don't want is allowed in. I was at the bottom of the stairs when I felt CC's arms wrap around my shoulders and pull me toward his chest.

"Let me go you ass," I growled, trying to get out of his arms.

He brought his lips right next to my ear. "That's never going to happen." His lips brushed my ear as he talked and it sent shivers down my entire body.

I gulped trying to calm my bodies reaction to him being so close to me but it wasn't working. My body felt hot and if my heart wouldn't stop beating so fast I will have a heart attack.

"That's not what I wanted you to say at all." His voice was barely a whisper but I could still make out every word. "What I would have liked you to say will stay with me and only me." He turned my body around to were our chests met each other. "Now let me explain why I didn't do what I now know both of us want. I didn't do it because I want it to be a special thing that you will remember. A kiss that when you remember it you will touch your lips ever so lightly and smile at the memory of my lips on yours. I don't want it to be a in the moment thing. No, I want the first kiss we ever sure to be special and cute. In one word perfect."

I felt my heart swoon at his words but I also felt my body wanting to slap him for being so fucking stupid. Did he really thing that any kiss I will share with him won't be cute and special?
"Any kiss with you would be perfect." I turned my head to look directly in his bright, soft, brown eyes that made me feel like I was in a pool of yummy chocolate. "So kiss me," I whispered so softly that I felt like I didn't make a noise.

But I guess I did because CC's slightly chapped lips were on mine. Even though I told him to do it, I was shocked by it and it took me a second to respond to him.

CC took it slowly giving me a chance to change my mind but this was like magic, I couldn't just stop and I wanted more. His lips were warm and plum against mine and I felt like I was being put under a spell.

He moved one hand from my waist to the back of my neck deepening the kiss which I allowed completely. My hands found there way into his slightly tangled hair and rested there. I heard a low growl sound from his throat and I didn't know if it was from anger or pleasure, but I went with the latter.

I had no idea we were moving till my back pushed against the wall and he moved his other hand to my side trapping me in. Which only caused my to be even more turned on and I could feel the same heat I felt earlier moving through my body and settling at my core. I just wanted him to be closer to me and make me feel the pleasures of a woman.

As if he could read my mind, he pushed his body closer to mine trying to make us fuse together. I curled one leg around his waist so he would stay there but when one made it there he quickly pushed the other up causing my legs to wrap around his waist. I could feel his growing erection but I didn't care, in fact it made me that much needy. Involuntarily, I started to grind on his erection which cause a moan to vibrate from him mouth, which left mine almost causing me to whine but instead moaning when he attacked my neck.

My grip on his hair tighten as his lips moved to a spot right below my ear and started to suck and bite. I pressed my chest harder against his wanting more which he delivered by grabbing my ass roughly. I moaned again and moved my hands to his chest to find the material of his shirt to be blocking my way of touching his skin.

"Zaria," his voice came out low and husky with lust evident and stopping me from moving any further. "We need to stop or I won't be able to later on."

I moved my hands up the front of his shirt and ran my hand over his soft hairy skin. "But I don't want to just yet." My voice was barely recognizable with how much lust was there.

He let out another low growl before he pushed his lips back on mine kissing me rougher than before. Even though it was rougher, I still enjoyed it and sent even more heat down my body.

CC's hand distracted me as they moved up my shirt but stopped. "That's not even close to fair," he murmured against my lips.

It took me a few seconds to process what he was talking about, but when I did I laughed. "What did you think that my cast just magically disappeared?"

"I hope they would, it would make this much more enjoyable for that both of us." He pulled away and winked at me.

I glared at him and smacked his chest. "You know what, I find this completely fair seeing as I have major pleasure activating things on my chest and you don't."

He smirked then started licking and sucking on my neck again. "From the moans coming out of your mouth I'd say you have them on your neck too."

I raised my eyebrow at him before pushing him away and planting my feet on the ground.

"No wait," CC said when he realized his mistake. "I'm sorry please don't leave me like this."

I turned around to look at him doing the puppy dog face but just scoffed. "Nope, you're on time-out."

With that I walked into the kitchen and searched for something to drink. I saw the pitcher that we use for tea completely empty in the fridge. Who the fuck put the pitcher back in when there is no fucking tea left? I grumbled and set the pitcher on the counter.

"Baby." CC wrapped his arms around my waist while whining. "How long am I on time-out for?"

I tapped my figure on my chin acting like I was thinking. "How about you make a new pitcher of tea and let Mace and Fuffy in and I'll think about ending it soon." I teased him by pushing my ass into his erection and grinding a little.

He let out of groan of pleasure. "Deal," he gritted out and rushed to the door to let the pups in when I stepped away from him.

While he was letting the dogs in I headed up the stairs to put my stuff in my room. The whole way there I couldn't get the grin that was plastered on my face off.

Notes

Hey guys! My grandma is back home and will be getting surgery after three months of chemo so, I'll be able to update when I'm helping my mom take care of my grandma during the weekends.

How did I do with their first kiss? When I was thinking of this story I didn't picture their first kiss to be here but every time I thought of this chapter I just pictured them kissing so I kinda just put it in there. Plus other Andy is coming back into Z's life. What does it mean and will it affect her in anyway?

Plus do you guys have anything you want to see in the story? Or do you have any confusion in something? Just tell me and I'll consider it or I will try and help clear up anything that confuses you.