Nothing else matters

"What's up LA!" I yell seeing the crowd chanting our names.

"U know this is our anthem hell over heaven! If u don't know the lyrics please google it!"

I looked around seeing the entire Black Veil Brides, All Time Low and Pierce The Veil on the side lines eyeing us.

"Heaven hear us we are here, take us for granted u will fucking pay!" Mike begins to scream. The guitar rifle and blew up making the crowd screaming our names.

I took a deep breath and start to sing. "Never have I been here, I am in a closet the fear of seeing the light, the fear of bringing me back to life, so fuck it all and bring me back I am ready heaven pulled me out, and the gates have been shut!" I sing with a smile on my face.

Like always the lyrics blew the crowd away and a mosh begin. "Heaven hear us! We are coming in taking back our souls its not yours anymore we are wild and free and breaking into hell with big fat smiles, so take us now and bleed us dry make it to hell or die in heaven!"

Our show went on fifteen minutes. The last song was heart broken.

"Okay death bringers, now I want to lift up your hands and burn the sky!" Max groans in the microphone.

I grab my acoustic guitar and sat down.

"Burn the sky, burn the heartache. You make me feel like I am living a lie. Once their was a girl she had everything till you came around and broke her down. So how was I supposed to feel when I told her you are not coming back? How am I suppose to feel when I need to take your place, your ruined my life because I was lying to the one I love, so how do I do this? How do I live?" I sing with tears in my eyes.

"So I am burning the sky tonight, so you can see how hard this life has been for me. So tell me now how am I suppose to, how I am suppose to let her down, your broke us down, down, down. Burning to sky tonight." Mike and brady sings the chorus. Building up to my screaming solo.

"So how I can I live knowing your dead, you stab right through the fire now...its... dead!"

As I end the song i lift up my hands and so did the others. "Thank you all death bringers!"


We all ran off stage searching for water. "God that was so intense, I can't breathe." Max says out of breath. "Let's go again!"

We all laughed and nodded. "We will, for two months traveling the continual US!" I say plastering down on a seat.

"Belle?" I turn my head to see Andy. "You were amazing."

"Thank you." I was so out of breathe I can't even see straight.

"Mind if I talk to you?" I nod stumbling of the chair.

We walked a few miles away from everyone. "We did not have the chance to talk." I say crashing back on the ground I am to tired to stand.

To my surprise andy gripped my waist pulling me up.

"I am going to be consider a cheater but I need to."

"What I don't under-"

Andy's lips crashed into mind making me jump. His lips on mine once again. God this is what I wanted for so long and I have the- no!

I pushed him back shaking my head. "I slept with Alex." I whisper.

"What did you just say to me?" He asks confused.


"I and alex had sex in the ocean."

He gasp narrowing his eyes. "What?"

"Do I have to repeat it again?"

"you two together?"

I shook my head to quickly. "No."

"Why on ear-"


"Juliet cheated on you with Max!" Fuck why is truth just coming out! Shut the fuck up Isabelle.

"Your lying to me?"

I pout and grab my cell showing him the photo. "I knew you two were hiding something."

"I am so sorry Andy, I did not want to hurt you. But when I sang burn the sky, I know that I had to tell you. I rather want you to know the truth and be happy and not know the truth and have a mask on pretend to be happy." I whisper pushing my sneakers in the green grass.

"Why if you are here next to me, everything goes wrong?"


What? "Andy?"

"No, everything you do or say... It turns bad and it influence me, emotionally, physically and mentally are your trying to ruin me! Because you are doing a pretty good job so far. You led me to cutting Isabelle, you made me drink so much I punched a fan! What did you do to me!"

Tears prick in my eyes, can't believing what I am hearing. "Don't say that please." I pleaded.


"Fuck this, I can not do this. You are making me weak. When I am with you I can't think straight, feeling the world could end and I did not have a care in the world. You made me so unreal that I don't even care about myself, I just care about you. Its your fault Juliet cheated on me! Your fault that I am like this and its your fault we met. You know if you succeeded on killing yourself, my life would have been better." He twirled around and walked away.

I broke into a thousand pieces on the grass. Arms surrounding me notice its Jack, Jake, Alex and Ashley.

This is not real, not real. The last thing I know is my band member running to me. I wish I was dead now.

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