Nothing else matters

A week later back home.


"You miss playing?" My dad asks with a small smile pointing to my drum set, my room still looks the same, only now I am not the same.


"No not really, Christian and I always played together almost everyday." I say sitting down.

"Listen I have to go back on tour, going to europe next, why don't you come with."

I shook my head as my tears begin to build. "I am gonna stay home with mom if that's okay."

He nods and kissed my temple. "I missed you my little rebel.

"And I u, father." I admit pulling a weak smile on my facade.

"Bye dad." I whisper as he walked out my room.

A few seconds later my mother burst into my room with five shopping bags and a huge grin. "Mom?" I ask confused.

"You look sad." Gee you think?

"I am fine, what's in the bags?"

She lifts up the bags and laughs. "Let's do a make over."

"Mom, I don't want to have a make over done!" I moan crashing on the bed.

"Yes, we are. I brought black hair dye, some black mascara and a lovely outfit for you."

"And where am I supposed to go all gothed up?"

"Warped tour angel." My heat shot up with my eyes wide.

"What?" For the first time in a week I smiled a genuine smile. "I can still go?"

She sighs heavily and sat next to me. "I saw the Bryan Stars interviews and u look really happy with them boys, but now? My little girl does not look happy."

"I am okay, that's all that matters."

•In The End as we fade into the night who will tell-•

"Hello?" I answered without looking at the caller I.D

"Hi its Vic."


"Oh holy shit." I whisper trying not jump out of my skin. I haven't heard from Black Veil Brides in a week, not even Jake. Well maybe because my father changed my number.

"Where did you get this number?" I ask shocked.

"Your mother gave it to me." I turn my head to her, she is just grinning.


"You need to talk to someone, someone that is not me or your father. I will be downstairs if u need me." With that she stood up and walk out of my room closing the door behind her.

"So what's up?"

"Life is a bitch." He answered.

"You telling me, I still can't believe I am talking to you. How am I talking to you?" I questioned.


"Before we hit the road to warped tour we are having a concert in your town at the blue ribbon. You care to come and support us?"

"Is that even a trick question?" I practically yelled.

"Uh no its not." He laughs, "I will send you backstage pass and a ticket okay."

"Okay! Thank you Mr. fuentes I mean Vic!."

"Have a great night." He hanged up leaving me with a stunned expression and a holy shit heart beat going up and down.


"I need to call Andy!" I say with a smile, but it quickly vanishes when I felt the rock going down in my stomach again, how can I forget.


@Bellulrichbvb- So guys I am going to Pierce the Veil concert friday! Worst week ever but it turned around thanks to @piercthevic (:

A few seconds later my notifications exploded.

@hannabvb- are u and Andy together?

@gothicbug- are u still on tour with them, can we meet at warped tour?


@bvbswslut- @piercethevic @bellulrich can't wait to see you both at the blue ribbon!


I sigh heavily replying to each one of them and return to my time line. A new tweet from Andy.

@julietsimmsall @andybvb- the love of my life!


A photo tagged in it seeing Andy and this Juliet took a selfie of them kissing.


I burst from tears throwing my phone over the room, I can't breathe, I can't breathe. I ran to the bathroom shutting the door behind me. I tap the bath full of water searching for my blade but no luck. Yes I threw it away. "Fuck!" I yell to myself.


When the bath was full I was just standing there full clothed my eyes wet. "My own fault." I whisper. I step in the bath with my converse sneakers and lay down eyeing the ceiling. I slide down feeling as t my skinny jeans begin to grow tighter and my bvb shirt looser. My head begin to lower and the water wash the salt away from my eyes.


The water flood came up to my nose and finally my entire body was drowned.

I close my eyes with a smile


Five minutes later my lungs gave up and my body struggle to keep herself up but I succeeded and pulled her back down. Its true what they say when your life flashes before your eyes.


"Cause love isn't always fair!" The song he sing to me.


"I guess your my girlfriend." The way he said that.


"Black veil brides are coming to town!" The announcers voice mumbles when I found out about BVB.

Andy singing to me lost it all.


My mothers face when she sings metallica, my fathers face when he plays the drums.


Everything fitted like a jig saw puzzle in front of me.


The last flash back was Andy kissing me in front of thousand of people.


"Belle!!"

Hearing my mothers voice screaming my name. Before I could respond the blackness fills my brain and the heart beat of my own body stood still.

Notes

I hope u all cry on this chapter as well, did ha! thank u alll for the amazing comments! love u!