Nothing else matters

15: 36

"So what are u gonna do Belle?" CC asks narrowing his eyes.

"I don't know, run." I admit.

"Run? Why run?" Andy's face turned pale once again.


"Even though I really love you guys, I can't let you stand up for me. My father knows people meaning he knows how you can disappear, I think I should go home."

"No, no way in hell u are going home!" Ashley startle all of us. Where did he came from?

"Than what should I do than Ashley, if you have a solution please, I am begging you tell me." I plead.

"Get married." He muter's quietly eyeing Andy.

"What? No!" Andy protested. "I don't wanna get married to Belle."

"Ouch, thanks." I spat out shaking my head side to side.


"No angel that's not what I meant," he sighs bending down on one knee. "Its not."


"I know, you don't have to be so harsh." I say with a quick smile touching his cheek with my palm smacking him hard in the face. "Now that's harsh." I groan pushing him away from me making him fall on the ground.

"I will marry you." Ashley spoke up. We all stood dead in our tracks.

"You said what now?" Jake asks shocked.


"No, I uh... I need to pack." I say walking to my bunk. Andy could of just kick me in the boob that would've hurt much more on what he just said to me. 'I don't wanna get married to Belle?' Really?


"You sure about this Belle?" Jinxx came up to me sitting on the bunk watching as I throw my clothes in my Sleeping With Siren's duffle bag.

"Yeah, if it means you can still tour and not be married I am fine with it, after all I did miss my family." I whisper furiously throwing my last piece of clothing in the bag.


I sling the duffle over my shoulder and walked out the living room.


The duffle bag was ripped off my arm and suddenly I was on the sofa.


"Sit!" Jake command.


16:00


"What?" I ask confused, I could not believe it.


"Yep, I talked to Ella she said it was fine."

"So... You are willing to adopt me? On what grounds my father did not abuse me or anything, I am not sure a lawyer would give you authorizing for the legal papers or in fact on any legal ground to the united states government, unless u make it legal in Mexico."


"Wow, so many big words for a seventeen year old." Ashley whistles.

"I know my stuff." I spat out giving him a shut up look.


"I can't do this to my mom, not my mother she would be heart broken. Hell she dropped out of school for me." I cried out, my stain face wet from all the dripping mistakes crumbling down on my facade.


"Its your choice." Andy spoke holding an ice packet to his cheek.

Damn, I left a mark.

"Don't go."


"I thought you just said its my choice." I snap at him.


"Please don't go."


"I have to and I hope when I walk out that door you- we won't be mad at each other." I say standing up. Just when I and Andy got together this happen.

"Can I please get a hug?" I ask with tears in my eyes.


They all burst in waterworks hugging me tight, suffocating me. But you know what I don't mind. I know maybe this is going to be my last good bye.


"I love u all, thank you for everything." I whisper. This is the hugest mistake of my life.

17:00


"I don't know how to say goodbye." Andy admits as I throw my bag into the back seat of one my father's drivers car's.


"We like just got together and now this is happening, please tell me what can I do so you can stay, I will do anything. Let me marry you." His face lights up, and a grin appeared on his face but the stains till dripping down his cheeks, sobbing like a little boy wanting his mother.


"To late I guess, I already called saying I am coming home."


"So what is there still a us?"


its gonna be hard to do this but I have to, I really have to. He have to move on, me- him there were never going to be a future I just have to be realistic. And now I am going to break the man I love dearly's heart. "There were never an us." The words barely came out but it did, it did with a sob.


"What?" He looks so confused.


"You should move on with your life Andy, go have fun meet a girl who's not a 'fan' light up the world, I was never yours and to be honest you were never mine. I don't want you anymore." My eyes are so swollen from crying I can barley see straight.


"Why u saying this Isabelle."


Because I don't want you to wait for me- that waiting is gonna be forever so I am letting you go, here it goes. "I never loved you, goodbye Andy." I whisper climbing in. "Drive now!" I Grumble at George. He nods and step on the paddle. I turn my head seeing Andy just standing there bending down on his knees with his head in his hands crying to the great unknown, that made me burst from tears. I officially ruined my life in 35 minutes. Guessing that's a record, time is not on my side

Is this the end?

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