Nothing else matters

The show went on while I sat in the BVB dressing room looking at my knotted fingers, what am I supposed to do? I don't even know if I am going to remember this night, its been fucked up!


I hear people laughing in the hallway and the door flings open seeing its Jake. He ran to me giving me a huge hug. "Do you like your birthday present?" He asks holding his breath. I nod once again, my words just vanished.


The rest of the guys came in hugging me and of course tackling me. I am not going to tell my idols I am high, that's just nutty if I do.

"Please say something." Andy startles me as he sits next me. I open my mouth to speak than closed when my father walks in.

"I don't think that was the plan Andrew." My dad snaps at him. "Kissing her? Yeah I think it was." James my god father came in with a smirk on his face. "You all planned this? Here I thought andrew is mad at me but now this!" I yell startling them all. "Uh..." Jake bit down on his bottom lip and shrug.

"I told andy to stay away from you after the concert, he is old and a rock star." Lars snaps at me.

-uh.. He is not old, andy is twenty three!-

"This is insane!" I hear my mother's voice, oh no that's her angry voice. She barged in her eyes are red? "Mom?" She sighs in relieve hugging me tight. "James planned this and it worked out perfectly, until..." She drifts of eyeing Andy. "Until you kissed my seventeen year old girl in front of everyone!" She groans, oh no the devil has taken over her.

"This is rape!" My dad yells. I turn to him with a 'what the fuck' look and shrug. "I had no idea Andy fucked me!" I scream, I did not know I can scream so hard, huh who knew.

"You can't do this Lars she is your little girl." James looks worried, what is he talking about? "I did not expect this from you Isabelle, look at you! You are high as a kite, I am so glad Kim told me."

-Kim! That fucking bitch!-


"I love your daughter Mr.Ulrich." Andy spoke up, his voice is crust yet smooth. "You don't know what love is boy! I thought you were friends!" My father screams at Andy ready to punch him. That's it I had enough.


"Shut the fuck up all of you!!" I yell tears sprung in my eyes. "Listen all of you! I am sick of this games, I don't want to play anymore. I love all of you standing in this room, you are my idols my heroes, I don't know what I will I do if lose one of you, maybe jump of a bridge or whatever..."


I am not getting to point.

"Anyway dad I am still your little girl, always be but I am grown woman trying to figure my shit out, if it was not for you I would of not met Jake,CC,Jinxx, ashley or Andy, dad I love him." I smiled turning my head to Andy he has a huge grin on his face.


"No, I won't let this happen, choose now. Andy or your father. Decide now!!"

What!!!!!!!

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