Nothing else matters

"If you tell my dad I will kill you." I snap at kim as she hands me two white pills.

"Why would I do that?" She asks shocked.

-because I don't trust you bitch!-

"I hear you and Andy had a thing on." A thing on? I would not consider this me and Andy have is a 'Thing' its more complicated than that.

"I wish I could screw Kellin Quinn." Kim says to herself flipping off some girl staring at her.

-that's why people hate you Kim!-

"Sucks to be you he is married." I say leaning on the bus.

"Sucks to be you Andy don't give a fuck about you." She smiles imitating me.

Just breathe bell, breathe. "See you at the show Ulrich." She whispers waving goodbye. I miss Jamie now.

As the guys went for sound check I decided lay down a bit before the concert, I stumble in the bus seeing Jake standing there with a weak smile on his face.

"Uh..."

-what are you doing here?-

Just one word escapes my mouth, shocked and surprised at the same time.

"Happy birthday!" Jake says in a cheer town, I frown and shook my head. "Mind telling me what the fuck u are doing here?" I ask hugging my body tight.

"Bell..." Jake drifts off.

-Now you out of words?- typical.

"You wanna get some ice cream?" He pouts like a little boy, how can I say no to that! I sigh and nods.

As me and Jake walks down the busy street people eyeing us, maybe it was me or Jake.

"Andy wrote and amazing song for you." Jake mummers pushing his hair out of his face. "Love isn't always fair." Nudging him with a weak smile. "He told me." I say.

"He really likes you." Jake sighs shaking his head side to side.

-like me? Like me? He fucking cocked blocked me!-

"I like him to." I whisper. "B... I don't know what to say-" "uh.. How about why you did not call me or text me this past week." I snap angrily walking into the ice-cream shop.

"Your dad."

My heart stopped instant blood rushing through my head filling me with the need to punch someone hard in the throat. "Than why are you here?" I ask twirling around raising my brow.

Don't...don't punch Jake. Repeating the mantra. "Because I care." He Mumbles dryly walking to the counter.

"A large cup of banana ice-cream with gummy bears, two spoons." Jake says to the girl who is wide eyed, gazing at Mr.Pitts up and down.

-he is hot girl, but he is taken.-

I sat down at the window waiting for him as I do I gazed out seeing a girl running up to a guy kissing him passionately, twirling her around huge grins on their faces.

"You could have that too." Jake startles me sitting down across from me. "If Andy likes me why are you here and not him." I whisper grabbing the spoon pushing into the ice-cream as it is Andy's heart I am stabbing.

"The ice-cream is your friend." Jake chuckles.

"Where is the rest of the guys?" I ask enjoying the banana flavour ice cream I share with Jake. "On their way, we are performing here tonight." My eyes grew wide.

-you guys are performing here?-

"Cool, whatever." I say as I don't care but I do, I want to see Andy, I want to touch him I want his arms around my waist twirling me around like that fucking couple outside! I wish they die of happiness!

-ugh-

"in a few months is warped tour, you wanna come with me?" Jake pitts guitarist of the best band in the world said what? "Is that a trick question?" My eyes light up, best birthday present ever I wan- Lars!!! Shit.

"My father won't let me." I breathe shaking my head. "I think he will."

-uh what does that mean?-

"will you talk to him?" I ask biting my lower lip. Jake raise his brow and checked the time. "I should go." He mumbles standing up, I nod and stood up. "Give me a hug." He grins gripping me pushing me into him. "I love you." I whisper. "I love you to." He sighs caressing my hair. He is truly my best friend.

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