Days are Numbered
Tour part - One
My dreams somethimes were almost only about Andy, but this dream was about some bad thing i had tried when i was younger, it made me feel scared and i would like to wake up, i remember this dream pretty well, it was about the time i got raped by my ex and some time after being in the hospital with broken legs and arm, my face was covered in blood.
Please wake up i don't want to dream about this, i woke up with a shock " Are you alright babe " i heard Andy say, he must have tried to wake me up, from this horrible dream " Yes.. im okay now i think " i said with tears falling down on my cheeks.
Laying and trembling Andy hugged me and kept on saying it's okay, i knew it was okay, because i would never see my ex again, or so i hoped.. Well i was about to go on a tour with the boys, so i knew i would not see his face. Andy started to kiss me on my cheeks " Im gonna take a shower now, you should just go down first and get something to eat " i nodd and began to find some nice cloth, after i changed cloth i opened the door and began to walk to the elevator, i so CC standing and waiting to get down i shouted " Hey CC you lazy ass " He turned around and said " Well well .. it's you " he looked sad.
I was almost close to CC, and then i hugged him " Are you sad? " he didn't say a thing, not even in the elevator, did i say somthing that made him sad or angry. i dicided not to say a thing to him, after i ate i was walking outside, to smoke, and then it hit me, i was running out of cigarettes, i send a text to Andy saying that i was going to buy some cigarettes before hitting the road.
While walking to the shop where i could buy some, i so a face i hated the most.. Yeah my ex.. running to the shop and buying the cigarettes and now running back, i was wishing he would not see me, i begged.. he did not see me, finally at the hotel again i so Andy smoking outside with the boys. running towards them smilling and hoping that Andy could not se my face was scared i said " Heey my batman.. did you miss me? " he smiled and kiss me on the lips " I did i was getting a bit lonely without you and scared that something might have happend to you" i gave him that look - Im okay nothing happend -
when we were done, i was waiting outside for the boys to come with the last bags from our room, we were finally getting on with the tour, i was happy like a little child right now, getting on the bus and finding me and Andy's bunk was easy, after that i spoke with Jake and jinxx about playing a little while waiting to be in Germany, " arh jake i hate you, why do you keep on winning! " he laughed " Well im the best at this game, do you wanna have a rematch or try another game prehaps? " i smiled and nodd, he found a racing game.
Racing games is the games im best at, i would win for sure " im gonna beat you know Jake and you to Jinxx " Jinxx laughed and later on when the game was finished i laughed and said " Haha i won over the both of you " they looked like they never not even one's have lost to a girl.
- 2 hours later -
Germany was i pretty country but still not a place i wanted to live in, the boys where sleeping in their bunks, and i was tired as well, i got in to Andy and lay down besides his arms, i could sleep again, at least until we were arriving at the town.
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Soon the first concerts is about to start, and what will Sabi feel about this concert and Fans who wanna meet her, can she still speak some german or is she just lost? find out next time ^^,
Please wake up i don't want to dream about this, i woke up with a shock " Are you alright babe " i heard Andy say, he must have tried to wake me up, from this horrible dream " Yes.. im okay now i think " i said with tears falling down on my cheeks.
Laying and trembling Andy hugged me and kept on saying it's okay, i knew it was okay, because i would never see my ex again, or so i hoped.. Well i was about to go on a tour with the boys, so i knew i would not see his face. Andy started to kiss me on my cheeks " Im gonna take a shower now, you should just go down first and get something to eat " i nodd and began to find some nice cloth, after i changed cloth i opened the door and began to walk to the elevator, i so CC standing and waiting to get down i shouted " Hey CC you lazy ass " He turned around and said " Well well .. it's you " he looked sad.
I was almost close to CC, and then i hugged him " Are you sad? " he didn't say a thing, not even in the elevator, did i say somthing that made him sad or angry. i dicided not to say a thing to him, after i ate i was walking outside, to smoke, and then it hit me, i was running out of cigarettes, i send a text to Andy saying that i was going to buy some cigarettes before hitting the road.
While walking to the shop where i could buy some, i so a face i hated the most.. Yeah my ex.. running to the shop and buying the cigarettes and now running back, i was wishing he would not see me, i begged.. he did not see me, finally at the hotel again i so Andy smoking outside with the boys. running towards them smilling and hoping that Andy could not se my face was scared i said " Heey my batman.. did you miss me? " he smiled and kiss me on the lips " I did i was getting a bit lonely without you and scared that something might have happend to you" i gave him that look - Im okay nothing happend -
when we were done, i was waiting outside for the boys to come with the last bags from our room, we were finally getting on with the tour, i was happy like a little child right now, getting on the bus and finding me and Andy's bunk was easy, after that i spoke with Jake and jinxx about playing a little while waiting to be in Germany, " arh jake i hate you, why do you keep on winning! " he laughed " Well im the best at this game, do you wanna have a rematch or try another game prehaps? " i smiled and nodd, he found a racing game.
Racing games is the games im best at, i would win for sure " im gonna beat you know Jake and you to Jinxx " Jinxx laughed and later on when the game was finished i laughed and said " Haha i won over the both of you " they looked like they never not even one's have lost to a girl.
- 2 hours later -
Germany was i pretty country but still not a place i wanted to live in, the boys where sleeping in their bunks, and i was tired as well, i got in to Andy and lay down besides his arms, i could sleep again, at least until we were arriving at the town.
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Soon the first concerts is about to start, and what will Sabi feel about this concert and Fans who wanna meet her, can she still speak some german or is she just lost? find out next time ^^,
Hey the new sequel is out (; it's called
The Wild One >.< hope you will like that one too!<3
4/22/13