Days are Numbered
Bar
I woke up two hours later, I got up from the bed went into the bathroom to wash my face and put fresh make-up on. walked out of the bathroom and walked towards my bag with all my clothes lay, took just a band t-shirt and some tight gray jeans and some high heels. Now I was ready to go down to the bar for some quick food.
I sat down at the restaurant and had just finished eating. I decided that I wanted to go outside to get some fresh air and a smoke. when I got out there and admired the sky, I could feel some little nudge to my shoulder. When I turned around it was CC who nudged me and smiled before he said "Hey it's nice to see you again, thought maybe you would sleep right up until tomorrow" I smiled back and replied, "No, I just needed to get some sleep after the long drive "
I could stop smiling, I had always felt that CC would be the best friend one could ever get!. I had also written a little with him on the bus after. I found out that the bus had wi-fi.
We stood for a few minutes and said nothing to each other before he asked me, "You seem really sad today, is something wrong?" I was definitely sad, today was September 1 and it was the day my father died seven years ago of alcohol, he had tried to stop and take medication. but his body just could not work without alcohol anymore. he died early on. I was 15 when he died, and I found him dead on the floor.
I started to get tears in my eyes, they began to roll down my cheek. CC looked at me and said "you do not have to say anything certain it makes you sad" I looked at him with tears in my eyes and said, "I would like to say it but ... it's just a little hard for me to say even after 7 years "I told him everything and he hugged me and kept saying to me that I should not cry. for he would always be there for me as my friend.
we talked a long time about how I felt when my father died, and before we knew it was Andy came to us, he asked, "what's wrong sweetie?" I told him the same as I had said to CC. He looked at me with tears in her eyes and said "it's okay sweetie, I'm here for you, and I will always be" I could feel that I was not so sad anymore, the two boys had really made me happy again, so I smiled and looked at them and said "thanks guys it means a lot that you are here for me," Andy said as he looked over at CC "the others are also here for you sweetie, but we should not go down to the bar and get something to drink, it could be this helps a little more on the mood "
I got up with the help of Andy and CC, we went back inside and down the bar, CC decided that he would order 6 large beer for us. I started to drink it quickly, I needed to feel drunk!. I ordered a second after I had finished the first, and when I was on the way back Jake and Jinxx stopped me. "Hey there! Can you drink more than Jake maybe? and you can try to win against him in drinking sweetie," said Jinxx, jake was still more or less sober, "and just so you know, I will not lose to you in getting drunk, "said Jake.
I turned around and went back to the boys again, Ashley looked so strange to me and said "you made a bet with jake that you can outlast him!" I laughed and said "yes and I think maybe he will win, it's been a long time since I've been drinking" he laughed and gave me another beer. Now I already had 2 beers I had to drink before Jake. it made glad that we were in a contest of drinking, especially because Andy believed in me!
We made fun of each other all night and smoke too many cigarettes, I was getting drunk now and I could feel I just wanted to go up and sleep. I whispered Andy in the ear "sweetie I think I'll up and sleep, I'm really tired right now," he nodded and took my arm and said to the boys "I'll go up with Sabi now, she is tired and want to sleep, and Im also tired! "I waved goodnight to all the boys.
we moved up to my room but I collapsed on the floor, Andy laughed a little and said, "I carry you over to my hotel room because you can't go that far, and I do not think you get it as well tomorrow. then I protect you from today and all day tomorrow, "I smiled and replied weakly" okay thanks sweetie "
He locked himself into his room and closed the door behind with his elbow, he walked towards the bed and laid me gently down, he looked at me and asked if I would change clothes, "I have nothing to do wear?" I said. He looked in he's bag and found a big t-shirt and said, "You can borrow this from me sweetie" I blushed a little "Thank you sweetie,i think it's big enough for me" I laid myself under the blanket, but I could not fall asleep, I had a hard time sleeping already when I was living alone at home.
but I thought the best way I could sleep was, when I was drunk. I could hear that Andy came out of the bathroom and lay down under the blanket, he said, "come here and lie on my chest,then you'll probably fall asleep beautiful" I lay down on his chest and fell asleep.
I sat down at the restaurant and had just finished eating. I decided that I wanted to go outside to get some fresh air and a smoke. when I got out there and admired the sky, I could feel some little nudge to my shoulder. When I turned around it was CC who nudged me and smiled before he said "Hey it's nice to see you again, thought maybe you would sleep right up until tomorrow" I smiled back and replied, "No, I just needed to get some sleep after the long drive "
I could stop smiling, I had always felt that CC would be the best friend one could ever get!. I had also written a little with him on the bus after. I found out that the bus had wi-fi.
We stood for a few minutes and said nothing to each other before he asked me, "You seem really sad today, is something wrong?" I was definitely sad, today was September 1 and it was the day my father died seven years ago of alcohol, he had tried to stop and take medication. but his body just could not work without alcohol anymore. he died early on. I was 15 when he died, and I found him dead on the floor.
I started to get tears in my eyes, they began to roll down my cheek. CC looked at me and said "you do not have to say anything certain it makes you sad" I looked at him with tears in my eyes and said, "I would like to say it but ... it's just a little hard for me to say even after 7 years "I told him everything and he hugged me and kept saying to me that I should not cry. for he would always be there for me as my friend.
we talked a long time about how I felt when my father died, and before we knew it was Andy came to us, he asked, "what's wrong sweetie?" I told him the same as I had said to CC. He looked at me with tears in her eyes and said "it's okay sweetie, I'm here for you, and I will always be" I could feel that I was not so sad anymore, the two boys had really made me happy again, so I smiled and looked at them and said "thanks guys it means a lot that you are here for me," Andy said as he looked over at CC "the others are also here for you sweetie, but we should not go down to the bar and get something to drink, it could be this helps a little more on the mood "
I got up with the help of Andy and CC, we went back inside and down the bar, CC decided that he would order 6 large beer for us. I started to drink it quickly, I needed to feel drunk!. I ordered a second after I had finished the first, and when I was on the way back Jake and Jinxx stopped me. "Hey there! Can you drink more than Jake maybe? and you can try to win against him in drinking sweetie," said Jinxx, jake was still more or less sober, "and just so you know, I will not lose to you in getting drunk, "said Jake.
I turned around and went back to the boys again, Ashley looked so strange to me and said "you made a bet with jake that you can outlast him!" I laughed and said "yes and I think maybe he will win, it's been a long time since I've been drinking" he laughed and gave me another beer. Now I already had 2 beers I had to drink before Jake. it made glad that we were in a contest of drinking, especially because Andy believed in me!
We made fun of each other all night and smoke too many cigarettes, I was getting drunk now and I could feel I just wanted to go up and sleep. I whispered Andy in the ear "sweetie I think I'll up and sleep, I'm really tired right now," he nodded and took my arm and said to the boys "I'll go up with Sabi now, she is tired and want to sleep, and Im also tired! "I waved goodnight to all the boys.
we moved up to my room but I collapsed on the floor, Andy laughed a little and said, "I carry you over to my hotel room because you can't go that far, and I do not think you get it as well tomorrow. then I protect you from today and all day tomorrow, "I smiled and replied weakly" okay thanks sweetie "
He locked himself into his room and closed the door behind with his elbow, he walked towards the bed and laid me gently down, he looked at me and asked if I would change clothes, "I have nothing to do wear?" I said. He looked in he's bag and found a big t-shirt and said, "You can borrow this from me sweetie" I blushed a little "Thank you sweetie,i think it's big enough for me" I laid myself under the blanket, but I could not fall asleep, I had a hard time sleeping already when I was living alone at home.
but I thought the best way I could sleep was, when I was drunk. I could hear that Andy came out of the bathroom and lay down under the blanket, he said, "come here and lie on my chest,then you'll probably fall asleep beautiful" I lay down on his chest and fell asleep.
Hey the new sequel is out (; it's called
The Wild One >.< hope you will like that one too!<3
4/22/13